Why do I have to be like this, like, I want to be in dominance but not in charge, I don't even know myself and it tores me appart, I want to hold you in my arms while you guide me where to go, I want to put my love into you as you hold my leash, I want to be your knight and for you to be my queen, I don't know if YOU are going to be seeing this or know that it's me, but I love you so much, even I don't know how to express it, I look forwards to tonight to tell you in person, in the meanwhile I'll be sqweaming and holding my pillow imagining it's you <3
