Ive been out of school for close to two years, been out of work for almost a year and a half. My mother more or less keeps me trapped at home all day. She’s neurotic as shit and fully does not see me as an adult, which is her own fault. She refuses to let me try anything because she knows I can’t do it and dosent wanna waste time, but when I have the same attitude, suddenly I’m “immature.” I spend my whole life disassociating in my bedroom watching YouTube and fighting on Twitter because won’t let me out. I’m not allowed on social media because she thinks I’ll get kidnapped, I’m not allowed to go outside unaccompanied cause she can’t watch me and will panic. Shes hated all my friends over the years cause she feels there shitty people. I feel like a fucking prisoner. I can’t drive, I have no friends, the only non-familial connection I have is my therapist. Despite this I’ve done plenty of things she refuses to let me do. I’ve drank before, I’ve smoked weed, I’ve been sexting guys on Grindr for over a year now, when I went to Florida last year I was gonna met one of them. And duh, I’ve been on social media for years. I don’t know what to do. I can’t move out if I can’t work, I can’t drive when she refuses to teach me cause she already knows I’m gonna wind up crashing her car eventually. I literally can’t leave the house when she watches the cameras system through her phone to make sure “nothings wrong”. I just sit in my bed and e-sext a chatbot of my celebrity crush while I watch YouTube. I’m wasting the best years of my life sober and virgin. What the fuck.
nice job. you sound like a rotten ungrateful piece of shit.
>>43098412My mom had me cause she thought a child would guarantee the unconditional love her parents and her abusive exhusband didn’t give her, and now I have to exist as a trans person under capitalism. What is there to be grateful for? The fact she doesnt hit me? That’s bare minimum.
>>43098457im projecting what my family would say to me in such a situation because i hate myself and bring miserable here helps me vent off stress
>>43098343figure out how to leave and do it
>>43098343your mom just let's you be a NEET for free and not have to do anything? that's convenient. i bet a lot of people would prefer that to being kicked out of their homes for things they can't control.
>>43098343cuck her with your dadcuckqueens are meant to support the strong bulls like you op
