Okay so picture the following. You get into a savage relationship with a fellow schizoaffective trans girl that hates your guts. You both dance around each other in this twisted exchange of mean comments and pinpricks for a long while, until one day eventually getting down together and finally consuming your hatred for each other.This goes on for a while — You both publicly declare your hate for each other and whenever anyone asks what's the deal between the two of you, you both proudly say that you're enemies. Some people think you're both In Love but doing that stupid middle school shit of "waah waah I hate her" but the truth is whatever the fuck you've two got going on runs way deeper than that. You both want to get into a duel to the death, and you both want it to end in a stalemate. You want her to punch your face and you want to spit blood back into hers. You want to sloppy make-out while tasting your own blood. You want to bite her lip until it bleeds and enjoy the twisted cocktail of rusty water mixing over your tongues. It is ever so delightful to hate romantically. You want to best her, and in it's own fucked up way that pushes you to be the best version of yourself. You feel the same is happening to her. You start to realize how fucked up your psyche might be because this intense shit feels like the butterflies people so often talk about getting while falling in love, except it's metal moths fluttering in your heart. Long story short, the both of you eventually break up. She's gone and you're not sure there's any coming back. How the fuck do you even proceed to find anything like this again? How in the everloving fuck do even begin to get into the dating game for finding a fucking enemy, a rival? Important bit, you're not looking for love. You've been in love before. You've seem magic. You touched beyond the veil. You're well served in this regard. You need an enemy and a worthy rival. What the fuck am I supposed to do in this situation?
Bump.
Okcupid has a enemies setting. Go crazy
