Trying something new. General for anyone with a gender identity that they're either wildly unsure of or doesn't fit cleanly into the categories cis/trans/non-binary. Think users who proclaim themselves to be gender-dysphoric or AGP cis men and such.
my dream is to become a living doll. i want to be able to pop my limbs off, i want to be able to customize my body, i want to be able to have different outfits at my disposal
I want to transition into a pile of ash
No matter how my body looks like i am unhappy with it, i wish i was just my mind. But if i had to chose id wanna be just androgynous and skinny
I like feminine aesthetics, but I'm not sure if the costs and risks of attaining it are worth itI don't really mind taking the more masculine role in the relationship, fathering children etcSocially I'm kinda torn, 50 years ago I'd be fine but being a man in the modern West just really fucking sucks
>>43104661What happens if you wind up the key on her back?
I would so so sooooo love to be an inorganic entity resembling a human, like an android, with silicon skin, and metal bones, wires for veins, cameras for eyes and such... Major Kusanagi, would be my ideal transition goals!
Y'know I wasn't expecting all these transhumanists but this is cool too I can relate to this
Hello. I realized the reason I have a hard time talking to other trans women is because my internal gender identity is fundamentally different even if I never bothered to use a separate label. All my friends are straight cis dudes but I've been "girlmoding" for a long time.
>>43105498Are you going to do anything because of that or was it just a thought
>>43105519I won't detransition or anything but I guess going forward I'll just have an internal sense of being a masculine being and I won't try to socialize in trans spaces anymore.
>>43105007She cums her panties
>>43105595That's sad I guess but if you didn't feel at home in those spaces you can't force it. Unless it's like imposter syndrome or whatever
>>43104661my complete inability to have my appearance conform with my original identity has in turn consumed my identity into something i just try not to think about to discuss with anyone around metransition turned me into something grotesque and terrible on the inside and out and so i am constantly masking irlwhatever hope i had died years ago and as a result i am just coping externally but on the inside im some agender freak who just wants to die
>>43104998Do it nona dodge the fucking draft
>>43104661im trans, but all I really want to do is wear military fatigues every day. Ive never even been in the military, I just like how they look. I don't like makeup and stuff either. I just like being functional and tactical
I get the sense that I may be unironically nonbinary. Or more like, I feel like I'd get a kick out of being a guy, just not the type of guy I was. Almost like an autoandrophilia thing, kinda. But also I'm deeply autoandrophobic in actuality, so I'm not sure
>>43105780Are you MtF?
>>43105802Malemoding mtf, yes
>>43105826Woah... recursive
>>43105779Relatable I also like cool stuff like that.
If I could choose my own body, I'd be androgynous. Or maybe I'd switch back and forth as I felt like it. But I generally like androgyny.Problem is, I'm very masculine and I think hrt will just make things harder for me socially without bringing me much change in appearance. I do not care how other people see me and do not plan on any relationships, but it's a problem nonetheless, especially in terms of work.
Masc publicly, femme privately
>>43104661all i ever wanted was to be feminine so after testosterone drove me half insane i started hrt and grew tits and now im a monster. i just wanted to be a femboy
>>43106602I think if I ever get on HRT I will hondose, tits I could be fine with in private but would cause issues otherwise, mostly I don't want to become infertile
>>43106624im hondosing and my tits are still growing and its making me want to give up but then ill have to be a man and will end up roping. why the fuck cant i just stop this shit from happening to me hormones are total bullshit
I wish i could be nothing, almost like a concept in a way, I don’t wanna be perceived but i also just don’t want to exist at all. I don’t know much about who i am rather than that I just don’t want to be alive, then I’ll finally be at peace with who i am.
>>43106894yeah its repulsive to me that my body is all i am as far as other peoples initial impression of me goes, this physical shell that i had no control over how it looks is what people look at and think is me and i can never escape it except through death.
Spiritually I'm a 2D girlGoing MtF isn't perfect, and it won't even solve the dimension issue
I'm a weirdo bifag dysphoric male crossdresser with AGP and MEF, I've been considering transitioning since I was about 12 and my gender identity is shifting always but often seems centered around artistry and falsehood but not deceit.
>>43107947Sometimes it is centered around deceit. I lied.
>>43104661this is less about identity and more about presentation but my ideal is to look feminine in appearance while seeming like a ghost or almost a walking corpse. i'd consider myself feminine, but the idea of presenting hyperfem in any way makes me feel gross bc twinkhon, so it feels like a good way to express femininity without the expectation of needing to have a fully female body and face
>>43108175Creepy androgyny is cute!!!!! (≧∇≦)ﾉ
i wish i was a dog. not even in a puppygirl way, i just think i'd be vastly more comfortable with that body plan. i've also fantasized about just having furry digitigrade legs. i don't know why it appeals to me so much, i don't believe in therian spiritual stuff and am otherwise just a trans woman if a bit of a hon, but i feel like i'd be so at peace like that.
>>43108299One time I got kind of emotional wishing I were a cockroach
>>43108307i imagine you probably see the humble roach who has no cares, and can freely skitter and do what it will, and never has to deal with the emotions and problems you do, and envy that. it might be the same for me.
>>43108344Yeah that's part of it. I think insects are just kind of beautiful as well though. They're so intricate and mechanical, all their complexities are laid out so barely. Nature's Gundam.
>>43108278i've been tryna find a shorter way to describe it this is perfect lmao tyy
I wish I could be both a femboy and a transgirl at the same time. Ive questioned my gender identity for years and im still unsure. If i was a regular transgirl, then my egg wouldve undoubtedly have cracked by now, but it hasnt. The femboy identity brings me great comfort, but the identity of being a man in general brings me discomfort. I dont know whats wrong with me
>>43104661Yeah that's me. I have no desire to transition but also have no strong interior sense of what my birth gender "is". It feels like nothing.
I guess I'm just nothing
