once you see the hon you really are, every effort becomes pointless
>>43114356That’s something I don’t like about this online Space. There’s plenty of non-passing trans women who live fulfilling happy lives who have friends loved ones and lovers. For many people being able to live a more authentic lifestyle is liberating.
>>43114384>plenty of non-passing trans women who live fulfilling happy lives who have friends loved ones and loversI hate myself first and foremost. I failed. I'm a gigantic loser.
>>43114384not op, but a "more authentic lifestyle" doesn't exist for some of us
>>43114429true, I wish I could be happy and motivated at least sometimes.But it's all just poof and gone I exist as nothing but a physical husk that is not mine without a direction to go in life.Nothing I try works. I always fail.
I'm scared and ashamed
>>43114356what is this picture from? ive seen it before but cant remember
>>43114478This. But trying also just deeply hurts. Any struggle is just rubbing salt in the wound. Everything is just a reminder of my lack of humanity
>>43114750a sci-fi novel called The General Zapped an Angel(never read it)
>>43114384>who live fulfilling happy lives who have friends loved ones and loversthat should be the goal
>>43114356I'm saving for ffs instead of a house. It's my only hope.