> come out in 2013, get on HRT shortly afterwards at age 19> classical early AGP trans cycle, but 2015 edition> around ~2017 I realized TERFs are fundamentally correct but I don't actually care> stop giving a shit about gender at all, become failed boymoder archetype> years go by> decide to loose weight at the same time I take progesterone> suddenly I become ATTRACTIVE, like I easily went from a 4 to an 7/8> everyone in the local trans circles suddenly wants to fuck me> people keep on pressuring me to dress more fem and even suggest I become a model> I still fundamentally don't care about gender anymore> become a Christian, has the added benefit that it scares away a lot of horny transbians (I swear some of y'all are actually demons if all it takes to get you to fuck off is to wear a cross)> becoming randomly hot is great for straight up masturbating to my own image in the mirrorI like stumbled into an AGP fever dream after becoming a gender nihilist. Sometimes I think this is all a simulation and the programmer realized they could fuck with me by randomly increasing my attractiveness score mid-game.
>>43121718>around ~2017 I realized TERFs are fundamentally correctRetard
>>43123265Idk man, they have a point, look at this fucking place, its filled with perverts. Not all trannies are perverts but I know I am, they got me pegged.
>>43123809terfs have more beliefs than all trannies are perverts
>>43124320not really, mostly it's just whining and girlboss dictators+barefoot&preggo they're not that deep.>>43123809bold to assume the thread is genuine just cause it's sexual
Sex is healthyMasturbation is healthyAbrahamism is a mental illness.The church is full of child abusers.Seek therapy.
>>43124320Yeah and those beliefs are mostly correct, they go a little too hard. Unironically TERFs made me realize women weren't just whining about nothing.>>43124353I made this thread... I thought y'all would want something different. i have never seen my narrative anywhere online.>>43124360I use a mirror to masturbate and will continue with online porn after lent.
>>43124399even if their belief are mostly correct do you think they arrive at this place from hate for trannies or by analysis of the comumnity and reality that is not distorted by their hate?
>>43124408Oh yeah, I said mostly correct, the hatred is the thing that makes them wrong, it blinds them. I have far more in common with a TERF than the right wingers they ally themselves with.
>>43121718>gender nihilistbased if you ascended into gynandromorphic eunuchmaxxer enlightenmentcringe if you just hate yourself and are mentally cucked by foid supremacists>>43123809they think that being a weirdo pervert instead of a normgroid hylic slave is inherently bad though
>>43124399>those beliefs are mostly correctName them
>>43124430what more of their belief are you aligned with by the way?cause those belief range from gatekeeping trannyism to 25yo to just not believing trannies are women
>>43124437Its the former. All of this this is so tiresome and I want to leave samsara, gender is just another one of those worldly nonsense things. In a Buddhist way once I stopped desiring to 'become a woman,' it no longer tortured me. I am still fundamentally a misogynist. I think that's the reason I don't get along with the trans community, they are such women I can't get over it (transmen are also women).> they think that being a weirdo pervert instead of a normgroid hylic slave is inherently bad thoughI delved deep into TERF stuff, they are sex weirdos too. I have seen TERF nudes I shit you not.
>>43124453We clearly live in some kind of Patriarchy.We live in a rape culture.Male socialization is real and I am tired of pretending its not.When you get down to brass tax none of this shit matters and gender kind of isn't fucking real. There is probably other stuff but I stopped dwelling on it years back because the more I stare into the hole more the hole stares back at me. I went into figuring out how TERFs work thinking I could dismantle them with facts and logic, it was the other way around.
>>43124458Oh that's shit is stupid, I transitioned at 19. I will defend my god given right to estrogen to the last ounce. A real man doesn't give up.
>>43124399>envy desire>implying someone who was trans that long and in such an asocial way could have such shit tasteI don't care what kind of pervert you are, you could be a pedophilic sunday school teacher and I wouldn't give a fuck. You do not like good movies, and for this alone you deserve no respect.
>>43124486>We clearly live in some kind of Patriarchy.>We live in a rape culture.radfem/feminist beliefs>Male socialization is real and I am tired of pretending its not.trannies also believe this, but its not like your personality cant ever change and you cant assimilate into womanhood>When you get down to brass tax none of this shit matters and gender kind of isn't fucking real. I dont really know about that shit
>>43124511> but its not like your personality cant ever change and you cant assimilate into womanhoodMaybe that works for other transwomen, not for me. I think that's why I can now jack off to a mirror image of myself, I am still the same dude inside that I was in 2013, I just cry more now.
>>43124464You understand then, good.I respect the few FtMs who actually man up though.Oh yeah ik what kind of terf you're talking about, the autistic ideological kind. I don't really mind them so much if they can be chill about it.>>43124496based
>>43124486So... transmed and feminist? That's not terfism, you troglodyte
>>43124560Do yall hate transmeds now?
>>43121718I really don't know how you can say that the terfs are right, they basically project all their insecurities onto trans women and act like men towards us. tbqh they all just need to poon out and the the fuck over it.
>>43121718>I realized TERFs are fundamentally correct but I don't actually careEveryone is ignoring the second part of the sentence. I agree with you btw. TERFs have a point, they have many good points but it doesn't matter because defeating trannies is a pointless victory for them. Assuming they want to end the patriarchy, that will never be achieved by their methods. So it doesn't matter how right they are about everything else
>>43125861no, that's why nona's calling you a troglodyte, cuz that's not terf beliefs. terfs believe sex dysphoria isn't real and that all trannies do it primarily for a fetish, hence the TRANS EXCLUSIONARY part
>>43126007no they don't, they basically act like incels, I was raised by one so I'm very confident in my perspective. She gets irrationally angry and throw tantrums at me all while talking about how oppressed she is.
>>43126042I mean... incels have a point too
>>43126057no not really, incels only really exist as so far as they indulge in hate.
>>43121718Good for you
>>43126131It has made me realize that looks do not matter, I get attention from people I don't care for, and that it wasn't that I was ugly before and that's why people didn't like me, its that I am fundamentally an insufferable person. I could be hot as hell and they still won't associate with me.
>>43121718Sounds like you won the MTF lottery. Thats my AGP dream. Nothing wrong with that, a passing transition is the dream and as close to the cure as we can get. Im happy for you , honestly. Enjoy your body and life!
>>43121718you were dysmorphic due to fat instead of dysphoric, classic mistake
>>43123809everyone on this site are perverts doesnt prove anything
>>43128615I lost weight for health reasons, not for body issues, you are way off the mark
