everything just feels like a dream. i feel like a ghost haunting my own life. i used to feel so much hope for the future but i can't even get myself out of bed anymore. troon timeline stagnated. ward took my piercings so looking in the mirror can make me want to rope at best. is it over tranners? is there a reality where im gmi?
>wardfembrained
>>43122412i just listen to rlly traumatic music and lay on the floor and cry and lash out at ppl and try and do cardio and take care of myself and drink tons of water and tea and buy things online until i feel pure again
i cut myself to feel real but ig in a ward you dont have that option so idk
I used to cut myself to help but that made it worse
>>43122412if you're under 22-23 you can get the glow of hope backif you're not, it's not coming back. it doesnt happen to everyone right at 22 but once it's lost it's gone at about that age
What if im 19 what do I do when I lose everything that mattered to me
>>43124731i suspected you may be 19 tbdesu.figure it out within 3 years. i didnt when i was 19 and im acting like you are when im about to enter my mid 20s now
