I’ve never masturbated in my life. I really don’t feel anything. It’s depressing. It’s such a basic, human experience, and I can’t feel it. Obviously, I’m a virgin, and to make matters worse, I have a really hard time connecting with people. I can’t talk to anyone; I practically have no friends, neither men nor women. I hate being me.
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>>43123447Yes. Being asexual is hard to come to terms with.Although I don’t know really know what I am when it comes to sexuality. Sometimes I find boys cute, but then sometimes I find girls cute but then I have no interest in sex. I don’t know what the future holds, but I don’t think I will have a deep relationship and have children like I have always wanted.
>>43123447some people would kill to be asexual because their sexuality is a constant distraction, temptation, source of stress and embarrassment. there are guys who castrate themselves because they can’t tolerate it anymore. if you could feel what it’s like to be caught in the addiction you would be grateful to be asexual.
>>43123447I think you suffer from isolation rather than asexuality. I mean yes you can't experience sexuality the same as others do but everyone wants things they haven't. The grass always seems greener on the other side.To me it sounds like you just need some close friends.
>>43123447There are peptides that can help with this, I hear.
Making taking test would help.
