>>43130720
Same

>>43133071
Yeah. I still hope there's a way to bring myself to just simply want it, rather than wanting to want it

>>43130720
> I'm neither capable of genuinely wanting nor actively being anything
Yeah, same :C. Feels like im not quite a real person sometimes because it seems like others actually want things and know what they want and what they are. Meanwhile im just constantly not quite sure of either :C.

> I wish I could bring myself to truly want to be a woman
> I don't even know why I wish that, but my mind still has latched onto it
Also same, like i have this weird fascination with wanting/maybe preferring to be a woman. To the point that ive been considering it for years now i think and am actually 6 months on E rn.

But it never became a certainty that i definitely and truly want to or need to be one. It sucks because now i just constantly question whether i should stop E or not because i never became certain of it. I was actually hoping starting E would provide some certainty but it didnt really :C.

So yeah i also wish i truly wanted to be a woman, because then i wouldnt have to deal with these constant doubts and could just take my pills in peace :C.

>>43134182
You're a tranny