>be me >20 yo repper>AGPI've been an AGP since I discovered what being trans means as a teen. Since then I've been gooning almost always imagining myself as a women. I had extreme dysphoria to the point where I thought about cutting my balls off. Still repped because of my conservative parents. Got into transformation kink and crossdressing which fucked me up even worse.I went though all stages of copeFirst I was a standard transphobic chudcelThen when I was 18 I found about AGP which apparently isn't real (even doe I have it). Got on reddit and saw euphoria boner posting, egg cracking and sissies>realizationI knew they were just like me so I got convinced to rep even furtherNow that I'm 20 I got exposed to /tttt/ culture by lurking in trans spaces and found trans people who know they're AGPI realize it's not exclusive with dysphoriaDysphoria gets worse again and I have nothing to lose atpI get panic attacks every time I think I could be trans>What if it's all just a fetish>Maybe I just have to take my meds>What if I don't passEvery time I get reminded of this by looking at something related to women I get this debate in my head but every day I don't act only corrupts my body more on the inevitable path to becoming a John50Please help me I don't have anyone else to tell this, all my irl friends are transphobic. The idea of transitioning has been so forbidden for me even thinking it could be real makes me feel warm insideWill it ever get better if I rep? Or am I just a.. tranny?
>>43131043Yeah, your probability a tranny, good luck
