I always wanted to be a normal straight cis man and live my life that way. I never desired to be a woman but have had AGP forever. I only transitioned because the agp thoughts became so bad I literally couldn’t focus on anything. I still wish i could just be a cis man. Is this relatable?
>>43137119>I never desired to be a woman but have had AGP foreverThat makes no sense
>>43137174He's saying he has a fetish for imitating women but doesn't want to be one beyond the sexual titillation. That's what AGP is.
>>43137211I am AGP and I simply want to be a woman all the time.
>this threadblanchardism and it's consequences
>>43137119for me it's more like my life never went anywhere and getting old was too cruel seeing my appearance decay and HRT makes me look better. im a normal guy otherwise and i know im taking the easy yet incorrect route but what can you do.
>>43137119>I never wanted to be a woman but the idea of it so thoroughly dominated my mind that I had to transitionI say this from a place of understanding and love but it is shocking how many dolls have no fucking idea what's going on in their own heads.
>>43137492How could anyone make sense of it?
>>43137516Alright asshole, I'm not asking for perfect clarity! I'm asking for, like, 10-20%. I feel like that's more than reasonable.
>>43137492What do you mean?
>>43137559>be man>want to be woman>but why, if I am attracted to women?>but why, if I am not feminine?>why does it make me horny>why does it calm down after orgasm>can I repress and be normal? or it will get worse?>damned if you do, damned if you don't
>>43137576Sorry, I forgot that people who went to high school during covid are on this board now. I'll translate:Yaaaay!!! Look at the funny picture hahahaha! Ok, now that I have your attention, I'm saying that OP is doesn't have the ability to introspect. Ok you can take a break to watch a reel. Now that you're back, my follow-up post was saying that the ability to introspect enough to notice dysphoria doesn't need you to be suuuuper smart!!! LOL girl dinner!!!! I'm just a girl!!! <- you can be so silly like this and still understand enough about yourself to recognize that your desire to be a woman extends beyond what you see in yourself as a perversion. Woweeee!!! You made it!!! Reward yourself with another reel.
>>43137629that was fun nona thanks
>>43137119Pornbrained retard you had no other picture to post?
reported for posting a woman with a vagina instead of a penis
>>43137629Dysphoria is visceral and chronic like anxiety and depression, not something you find through introspection. You are the unintelligent one
>>43137836Yeah!! And just like grief and depressipn and anxiety it presents exactly the same across all different types of people and situations! And it is never ever ever ever affected by someone's self-image -- most especially their perception of their own needs. >>43137643I want to get it on the record that I'm a cis man, and that I'm only able to speak so authoritatively (on how tranners lobotomize themselves to justify their own guilt) because I've been retarded enough (personality disorder) to browse this board basically since its inception (when other gay men were self-loathingly posting about how cool Milo Yiannololous. before it became r9k for trans women). I have seen literal thousands of people delude themselves in the same ways, get over it, and then leave.It's what I imagine being immortal is like, which is why I've picked up smoking.