>Acne is coming back>Hair falling out more and more>Face hair is rougher and in more places??>So horny that I'm ashamed of myselfOkay so when will I be allowed to be happy with myself
i'm stuck in a cycle of 4 weeks on hrt, 8 weeks off because of this :/
>>43138017why are you detransitioning?
>>43138017You gotta really commit to eighter
>>43138017>Okay so when will I be allowed to be happy with myselfno
>>43138051I'm basically doing the same thing. Aren't we silly>>43138058>why are you detransitioning?I don't even really know. I think I only transitioned cuz of trauma from my mom. I still like the effects of E, but I think I only took this drastic step to run away from being a male. >>43138105ive learnt that I can't really commit to anything in my life>>43138116>no:(
>>43138138halfglass is this you? If so get back on E. If not, what do you like or dislike about your body?
>>43138162i just dislike masculinizing like everyone else.but I think that all transitioning is an attempt to escape trauma. And all it does is complicates your ability to have relationships and makes it hard to feel comfortable in social settings
>>43138221You're falling down the dumbass pipeline of being unable to come to terms with your own trauma/transition and thus assuming that all other transition is the same way. Newsflash: intelligent people who purely transition due to trauma and detransition because of it can recognize the distinction between themselves and those who transitioned because they had genuine dysphoria. The fact that you can't differentiate between yourself and others is likely because you're genuinely dysphoric in addition to your trauma.
>>43138221transitioning will probably help you escape your trauma, since you say yourself you dont like masculinizing, getting more masculine will just make you hate yourself and that will actually ruin your relationships with other people. What is important is being happy with your body
>>43138297I kinda understand what you mean but i do think its understated how many ppl transition because of trauma. My "dysphoria" is that im very jealous of women for lots of reasons. But I think thats just part of my trauma, from my mom telling me that males are horrible and gross etc.>>43138367>What is important is being happy with your body>getting more masculine will just make you hate yourself and that will actually ruin your relationships with other peopleI really dont know how true this is at all. I might just be desperate to not be alone my whole life so I convinced myself that I should be more masculine as a way to attract someone. I think I only end up being romantically attracted to Ftm types and I think that they would prefer me to not be on hormones. This has probably had the most impact on my decision to detrans to be honest
>>43138017Try T
>>43138656no
>>43138017LARPAcne doesn't come back after stopping AAs
>>43138901I never took AAs. Just mono injections. And my acne isn't as bad as it was before, but it def isn't getting any better.
>>43138162groomer
>>43138017>Okay so when will I be allowed to be happy with myselfwhen you stop caring about the unknown and unresolved and focus on the here and now (and the solutions to such)>>43138221>i just dislike masculinizing like everyone elsethen keep taking Estop falling for chuddy bait telling you otherwiseyou will not be happy on T and eunuchmoding isn't healthy>>43138458>I might just be desperate to not be alone my whole life so I convinced myself that I should be more masculine as a way to attract someone.john 50 is a meme for a reason>I think I only end up being romantically attracted to Ftm types and I think that they would prefer me to not be on hormones. This has probably had the most impact on my decision to detrans to be honestthis never ends wellhonestly you need a kick up the ass, reality check, get back on E, I wish someone told me that when i detrooned rather than let me lament and wallow in self pity while things got worse
>>43139360I said this>This has probably had the most impact on my decision to detrans to be honestBut I also think like, fertility matters to me more now too. Which makes me feel retarded and gross but I think I would like to have that option for someone if they want it.I think if I had the money I would have just banked my sperm and continued on HRT but I fucked up and now I'm in limbo
>>43138017Midday rumination bumpWhat am I even doing this for. Im gonna need a finasteride prescription and I probably won't even get fertility back
When you stop making your entire life about your appearance.I know transition is mostly about appearance but it's supposed to be a side event in your life, not your entire story.
OP, how do you feel about males who do twinkmaxxinf/softmaxxing and/or East Asian looksmaxxing routines in males? I can find some examples on instagram but I wonder if you’d be happy following any of these diet/fitness routines, which are usually polar opposite from how males present in western countries. Slim, no face fat, perfect skin, sometimes waifish, and very beautiful, and very fashionable.
>hurr durr I have to make my life worse for no reason hurr durrPeople like you are genuinely too stupid to live
>>43143034I think it's unrealistic and won't get you good gainz. I grew up looking at these a aesthetic charts in like 2012 and quickly realized that I wanted more than just a lean otter body>>43143039>People like you are genuinely too stupid to liveGlad you have everything figured out in life nona
>>43143082
>>43143082Even if you could look like this huh?
>>43143082Or this?It’s not unattainable. It’s mostly strict diet and calorie deficit
>>43143259>>43143277>>43143287definitely not.
>>43138017I don't think I've ever seen a case of a happy male detransitioner
