>finally realized im a troon>start drafting up names>cant imagine being called any of them>start realizing i hate anyone referring to me by name regardless of what it ishow do you fix this so you can start actually seeing how youd feel transitioning instead of continuing to rep?
get on hrt before thinking about retarded shit like names. you will never get over this stage if you continue to dally
>>43139636Choose a name that's easy to call yourself
>>43139636why would name come before all the medical transitioning? ive been using my first initial for like a year+ and only just figured out a decent name i still havent told anyone after 2.5 years into hormones/laser/surgeries
also the idea of any of my family using whatever name i come up with disgusts me. i just wish i was born with a gender neutral name to begin with so i wouldnt have to embarrass myself anymore that i have to already.actually should i just kill myself? living cis or trans is exhausting no matter what.>>43139651i need to mentally become a woman and see how it feels before i do that
you dont sound dysphoric in a tranny way if that makes sense. you just sound like you hate being observed at all.
>>43139672i get that nona, and feel the same way about my name. However, a name change won't make you feel what a woman feels. Start hrt if you feel like a woman already :3
>>43139672also picking a name isnt the issue. i have some good ones that arent lilith and gertrude tier. in all honesty i hate being referred to by name because people only use my name when i fuck up and also it reminds me i exist. i dont want to exist.>>43139679yeah this but i genuinely do want to be a woman. i dont want to be a man anymore.
>>43139636i think that’s just called social anxiety. i hate people referring to me by name and am not a tranny.
>>43139689what if being a tranny is so deathly embarrassing it somehow outweighs the anticis thoughts? what if i just repped and used constant distractions. or better yet DIED
>>43139636here are your name choices:1. lilith2. alice 3. shallan4. jayde5. puppypick one and only one
>>43139712Missed Joshe and Willem
>>43139725>willem
>>43139636Funny how as a repper I happen to have pretty good picks
>>43139709Yup, you can die, noone is preventing you from doing it, it's so easy. But please don't, don't be from the 41% there's actual hope in your life. Even if it's embarrassing you can live and thrive
>>43139636(assuming you're from a european culture) just look in the bible and pick a nice name like sarah
>>43139636my ex named me.
>>43139636get a degree so people will call you professor or doctor. or any other titled profession / position.
