>>43139759
im a tomboy, kneel

>>43139759
Why would such a thing be a challenge for you? (not bait or anything I'm just autistic and I don't know how to talk to people)

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Today's music rec: CAROUSEL FROM HELL by Lust$ickPuppy
https://lustsickpuppy.bandcamp.com/album/carousel-from-hell

>>43139808
Man I remember being at a music festival and walking past her setting up and then not seeing her set. Good times.

>>43139801
I hate myself so much that I can't help but desire to be someone else, which I'm doing by transitioning.
I'm a repressing cis man pretending to be a trans woman to myself

>>43139816
What other sets did you see that day?

>>43139858
That weekend I saw Glassjaw, Knocked Loose, They Are Gutting A Body Of Water, Big Boy, Jane Remover, Have a Nice Life, Danny Brown and Militarie Gun. It was fucking sick even if I only saw part of some of those and some of the others I only saw because my friend dragged me to them.

>>43139872
Holy shit, that sounds like once in a lifetime opportunity, and I'm very jealous.
Which set was your favorite? (Hope that HANL played Earthmover live)

>>43139959
I don't remember them playing Earthmover that day sadly, but yeah it was a great time. Glassjaw were probably my favorite (specifically the first day when they played Worship and Tribute in full). God I love Outbreak Festival.

>>43140019
It really does sound like an awesome time. I looked the festival up, and I'd love to go, but I really don't want to travel to terf island for it
>I don't remember them playing Earthmover that day sadly
That's unfortunate. Earthmover is my favorite song of theirs

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>>43139841

I wish there was a cure for agp

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I WILL NOT ACCEPT
I WILL NOT KNEEL
I WILL NOT MOID

bimbofying repper-kun

>>43139759
do you think i could ever accept i am a trans woman as you also might one day accept you are a cis man?

>>43143297
Playing hyper demon instead of cruelty squad could literally save her

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>>43139759
I will learn to accept that I am a cistern

>>43143357
How would playing hyper demon save me? Isn't it just a fast paced arena shooter with a unique visual style?

>>43143408
Out of curiosity what do you find appealing about playing it? Do you feel it resonates at all? I don’t know much about the games. Why do you always use one of two of these images for your threads?

>>43143363
All this image needs is some bonewheels from ds1

>>43143498
>Why do you always use one of two of these images for your threads?
The picture I use on most days is just artwork from the game, and I just thought it fit aesthetically. I didn't pick it specifically because it's from Cruelty Squad, even though I find the themes and atmosphere of the game weirdly relatable.
Also, I didn't want to have to find a new image daily for this thread.
The other (current) picrel is a drawing an anon made only shortly after I started posting, and I wanted to show gratitude by using it as the picrel every friday.
>Out of curiosity what do you find appealing about playing it?
It's a genuinely good and fun game, at least if you can get used to how it looks. Plus, I love weird and abrasive art/media
>Do you feel it resonates at all?
I actually do, even if merely claiming that makes me feel really quirky and corny. I remember talking about the game with a friend a couple of years back when I first played it, and telling him something along the lines of "I find the game weirdly calming actually, because it's plain absurdity is less alienating than real life for me."

>>43143722
>and I wanted to show gratitude by using it as the picrel every
u really didn't have to it leaves me flustered because i tend to forget it's friday and don't expect it

>>43143753
>>43143722
Thanks for the explanation. I relate to your words; it feels like the kind of game I would play for hours during a 3pm paranoid self-hatred induced existential crisis of being a faketrans.

Also it’s really sweet and endearing hearing you two talking about their art.

I wonder what you would think of Vividlope. It’s the polar opposite. If you’re interested I would gift it to you on Steam. Maybe you’d hate it. It’s much better than it looks. It makes me feel uplifted even though it’s supposed to just be a simple arcade game

>>43143753
I had to. It's the least I could do
Also, sry for not getting back on discord. I feel really burnt out, and that emotionally engaging and honest communication quite exhausting

>>43143335
fuck you op you never answered me

>>43143820
>the kind of game I would play for hours during a 3pm paranoid self-hatred induced existential crisis of being a faketrans
Yeah, kinda. Except that I played the game prior to even considering trooning. Still was paranoid and full of self hatred though
>I wonder what you would think of Vividlope
I looked it up, and it looks really cool. I'll definitely check it out in the near future and post about it in the thread
>If you’re interested I would gift it to you on Steam
Only if you let me gift you a game you wish to play, which costs at least the same as Vividlope

>>43143335
>>43143981
Sorry sorry. I really think you can learn to accept it, and your almost certainly on the right path, as this just sounds like the bargaining/depression phase of having to deal with grief.
Ygmi nona, I believe in you