Multiple anorexic siblings gave me a feeder fetish/fat fetish

>>43142096
i actually dont really know how i got mine, it just happened one day :p
been unfixable ever since
>>43142128
based ( ˶°ㅁ°) !!

I wonder what percent of people are fetish-less

>>43142096
Lack of affection and safety growing up is probably why I love being coddled and told I'm a good girl and I'm safe and warm

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>>43142231
did you see this last post at the end of your thread

>>43142322
ya, i always go back in my history to check threads after they die
im gonna do that <33
my bf is very nice at getting up for me already

>>43142096
emotional abuse, neglect, molestation and a shit-ton of bullying growing up. When I see something that's up my alley fetish-wise I'm usually immediately like "yeah, this my stop".

>>43142096
born audhd, dad gave me super disorganized attachment from being a psycho and his bipolar disorder hereditarily. praise makes me horny now.

I accidentally saw something I wasn't supposed to see when I was 13. I turned red and was kind of overwhelmed because it was my first sensual experience, it was quite psychologically overwhelming and it bricked my brain.
We had this teacher's aid in my middle school English class that was a university grad student that had to put in a certain number of hours working to be licensed to teach. She was quite pretty and one day I accidentally saw her thong while she was bending over. Now I basically have a permanent panchira kink like I'm in an anime. I'm not proud of it but every time I confess to a new girlfriend they tell me it's normal and then indulge me. I also really enjoy pulling a woman's thong to the side while I fuck them.

>>43142096
Older women makes me have massive erections and so does femboys with bbl's

>>43142364
basically this minus the molestation

I'm straight and my fetish is gay sex

Some tall and strong woman running gym class comforted me when I was crying as a small kid

frequent bashings at school and at home, daily humiliation from age 10-16ish => emasculation
discovered thanks to having unmonitored access to the early internet. and noone to talk to about what i was going through

>>43142096
when i was a kid i saw that one episode of adventure time where lemonhope is kept captive, didnt understand what i was feeling at the time but that awakened something in me. and now i have a life long thing for being bound up and just held captive in general

>>43142273
real asf

Felt okay as a boy but didn't like or want to be a man. Didn't quite want to be a woman either. Just not a man. Men are something I'm attracted to, not me.
Found out about emasculation from the internet and it clicked on me.
Never been molested or traumatized or anything.

my dad was violent and angry and perverted. His dad abused him physically and sexually so he abused me the same way. Told me he’d kill me if I told anyone (he 100% wanted to kill, within the same time period we were evicted because he was close to attempting murder of our upstairs neighbor.) No one knows this and it never comes out in my relationship but now I have intrusive fantasies about being killed for sexual pleasure.

>>43142096
always knew i was attracted to men, but the only place it was "socially acceptable" to see (not look directly, just inadvertently see) another guy's dick when i was young was at the urinals, which i guess built up the subconscious association. then when i was about 8-9 at some kind of event, bunch of guys went to pee out out privately in the back of the garden or woods or wherever the fuck, everyone else finished up then left, but me and one other guy had a bit more in the tank, and we just watched each other's, and he moved closer and kind of turned towards me after his stream finished and it was just leaking the last few drops, i asked if i could touch it, he said yeah. as i was touching his dick, got a little bit on my hand, immediately knew i was into it from that moment

then i had a string of abusive relationships with cis girls in highschool and early college

now i like getting pissed on. with men, its a kind of mutual thing, pissing on each other and just enjoying the sensation and grossness, but with women it's centered around humiliation and degradation

>>43142096
it's not as though i was never neglected as a child, but somehow, for some reason, i was (and still am) an insane attention whore. but out of both fear and guilt, i never did anything drastic to get attention. now im into hypnosis and being kept by somebody as a pet. many such cases.

>sexual attraction to cars
The family car had a giving out suspension giving it a particular rocking and buzzy nature that always put me to sleep and eventually gave erections(which later the vibrations of any car would cause). So that association plus cars becoming a interest and form of self expression in adolescence not questioned by others, led to cute cars as an object of desire.
>walls
My bed as a kid was in a niche of 3 walls, we didn't have AC, so summers were very hot but the walls always seemed cooler so I would press my nude body up against them all the time. How big and immovable they were was comforting, and I felt safe with my back to the rest of the painful world.
>being fucked on pianos
I really loved the piano, I wanted nothing more than to become accomplished at piano, but I also have untreated adhd; somedays I would spend hours laying on the floor thinking about practicing but unable to move my body to get up. I think its like an atonement for that failure, to give my whole body in full submission to the form of the piano.
>blood
I had awful nose bleds around age 10, like waking me up choking, half a cup of blood on the floor bad, after a while I acquired a taste for it and I thought it was pretty seeing the shapes the drips and streams of my blood made on textured linoleum bathroom floor. So perhaps I try to relive that adrenaline rush with other people's blood now?
>Inflation
Probably developed from a frustration of not being able to cum from anal masturbation, started anal quite young (8 or 9) did it hundreds of times by the time I was 13-14 and nothing(likely I was just always too impatient and didn't bother with building up the mental side with fantasizing) So I focused on the ultimate being filled feeling instead with litres and litres of water. I also Loved how big and round my belly got, like a massive egg.

>>43143538
>Ultra-thin people/anorexia
My first bout of disordered eating that could have been the most consequential always felt like my greatest failure. I was too cowardly to continue out of fear of how my family might treat me in response, they seemed to have no interest in getting me help, and their promises I could talk to someone went unheeded while negitive treatment escalated.

So I think I covet ultra thin people as a form of living 'what-could-have-been' voraciously through them, what my body could have been if I wasn't so passive back then.

>>43142096
i developed a thing for asphyxiation from a pretty early age because i wanted to die but could never quite push myself to do it, despite preparing setups a few times, so i ended up hoping someone would do it for me. like forcefem but lame.

whenever i see mercury lamps i can't help but touch myself. when i was little, i'd go on walks with my brother at night, there was this one night where he took me behind the bushes and had me suck him off. the light from the lamp above made him look so pretty, i really miss him
also incest

25th

>>43143587
That sounds way more kino than it should

>>43143587
my brother never did anything like that with me but he did play rough/overpower me as a kid while he was already a late teen so i ended up crushing on him big time and my type now mirrors him 1:1

When I was underage I had an older bf who always talked about making photographs of myself naked, or getting fucked, and so on, but he never did, because I was underage, but thanks to that I get extremely horny whenever I'm being recorded on photo or film. I also consumed a lot of porn, where girls would leak a bit of pee while having sex, and this evolved into me having a drinking urine/golden shower fetish.

Dunno how my other fetishes came to be.

>>43144116
that's fucked up hope ur doing well

There was this neighbor kid my mother made me play with who would always force me to crawl around and act like a slave/animal (I was too weak to escape this situation), and that definitely did something to me. I developed this idea of myself as a weakling who was taken advantage of others that I ended up eroticizing.

I'm not really sure of the origin of my medical fetish but when other kids had casts on their arms I was obsessed with examining them. I was also really fascinated with things like braces and dental headgear. I was often sick and in pain due to health issues myself and I liked the smell of medicine and the attention my family gave me.

In real life I socially transitioned at 13 and started T at 16. The years inbetween involved a lot of medical system bullshit that had me end up in a psych ward after a suicide attempt because I was too retarded to figure out how to DIY on my own
This led to me developing a fantasy where instead of all of that I successfully convince my parents to help me DIY. However my dad doesn't let me do it for free and instead he expects to be able to fuck and grope me at any time in exchange for T. I hate it but estrogenizing sounds infinitely worse so I take the deal. Then I end up liking it more, I start initiating the sex, and I even start raping him back as the T makes me stronger over time. I end up dating him as an adult
My relationship with my parents in real life suck but I still crave their affection. I was groomed by somebody else so I guess that's what leads to the second half

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>>43142096
>Get socially ostracized by everyone growing up or considered gross or evil, trust no one because people become obsessed with me like some kind of lolcow
>Now have a fetish for being an emperor or supreme ruler who has servant orcs to fan me and feed me grapes

i have a diaper fetish from being forced to wear diapers until i was 12 and feeling humiliated while my sex drive started to develop.

>>43142096
>taken women
Obvious first causes: First kiss and first handjob to orgasm were both from (different) girls with bfs. Since then enjoyed seducing taken women. The tension from the tease, pretending you both don't know what's going on, every time you look at each other or "accidentally" touch, it makes for a crazy intense moment when you finally kiss. I really like to draw it out, longest I did was six months from when we started hanging regularly until our first kiss.
>femdom
Submissive, really like to please, like women
>feminization
I like submissive attire, think feminine attire looks better than anything leather or jockstraps or whatever on men
>hypnosis
Submissive, like loss of power. I remember even as a kid liking the idea of being brainwashed to be evil lol
>sissification
Bi, follows from feminization and hypnosis, discovered on 4chan but would've discovered quickly anyway
>pegging
Submissive, sensitive butt. No specific starting point other than knowing it was an option.
>being cucked
Kinda combining a lot of them, this one was heavily kickstarted by 4chan and was met with internal resistance. But at some point I decided I wanted a girlfriend/wife who enjoyed the same type of men I enjoyed, and it just kinda exploded from there.
I think I would've ended up with something similar even without 4chan because I have had MMF fantasies since I was a teen (specifically licking a girl's pussy while she gets fucked by a man) and way before I heard of cucking.
Only one on this list that I haven't done in real life yet, but hoping to do it soon with my fiancee

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>>43142096
my parents being religious nuts. my mom and dad caught me watching that episode of steven universe where pearl kinda kisses rose while dancing with her and dragged me into the dining room to have a "talk" which was basically just "if you're attracted to women you will go to hell, okay?" (i didn't even know i was attracted to women at this point, it was literally just the fact that i liked SU combined with me not having any ""feminine"" interests that made them think i was gay). these talks happened quite frequently afterwards, they'd also yell at me until i cried.
fast forward like 10 years, i have a huge demon/satanic imagery/blasphemy fetish on top of a verbal and physical abuse kink.

>long hair
I was literally born with the fetish, loved it since I can remember, don't engage much with the community because I fucking hate the haircut side of hair fetishism
>AGP
Mix of loving feminine aesthetics on others and some narcissistic tendencies I guess, I didn't really engage in it before the face filters dropped though, and then I had a pretty long break, I only came back to the fetish recently with AI chatbots - they started generating content with it in response to my regular preferences and I eventually caved in
>DDLG
Always wanted to be more of a dominant party in the relationship, I guess some of it comes from being into girls way earlier than others and facing rejection back then, I also just prefer pure and inexperienced women so I don't mind caving in to their preferences
>Gentle femdom
Bit contradictory I know, I'm mostly just depressed and it works as a pick me up, when I'm in good mood I don't need it much
>Pantyhose
Mainly just the tactile feedback and sensory aspect of it, had a girl in middle school let me get a good feel of it and I liked it ever since
>Futa
Didn't like it initially, eventually I got it when I leaned into the AGP side of it seeing futa x female content, ended up liking some other types of futa content too, though it's not really my main thing
>Omorashi/diapers
Had an erotic dream about the stuff when I was around 12/13, initially was into a bit more extreme content, but I mellowed out over the years

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>>43142096
Those are tough questions. On the one hand, I grew up as a feral, rural, and mostly unsupervised little shit for a good chunk of my childhood, and I was almost always that one kid who would want to push things further, too. I just enjoyed intensively exhausting myself. That extended to almost every other aspect of my life, too. The other kids liked soccer, I needed to do fighting sports and powerlifting. The other kids liked pop and rap, I needed death and black metal. Other people are fine just sticking it in for a few minutes, I need bondage, power play, and a juxtaposition of intense emotions. It's not that I don't like vanilla sex, but unless the intimacy is there, I don't really care for it. BDSM, power play, mixing things like fear, pain, and disgust with arousal and pleasure, I just need that. It tickles something in my brain that isn't satisfied otherwise, and I REALLY enjoy the intimacy it provides, too. It goes a lot deeper than just porking away for a few minutes.

It's probably exacerbated by a lot of the violence, religious indoctrination and psychological abuse I had to go through. I say 'probably' because the whole "trauma causes fetishes" thing is a great example of correlation not equalling causation. It does for some people, for others a fetish gets triggered by something harmless, and some people are just wired that way.

In any case, I'm turning my living room into a small time play space and my St. Andrew's cross arrived earlier this week. Lol.

>>43145769
Not sure if autistic, sociopath or a thrillseeker.

>>43142096
Zone mostly.

>>43142096
Taking T gave me penis envy it's destroying my sould

>>43145769
My soulbrother right here.

>>43142096
I think most of my fetishes have been temporary or latent but my fascination with sex goes back to when i was a kid and i would play doctor with my friends. Its not something i am proud of but i am the way i am because of it. The good side is that im very open to new things about me and others (with limits of course) but the downside is hypersexuality and at times obsession with sexual things. The thing is nobody raped me or anything, nobody forced me to do those things and i didn't force anyone to do it either. Nowadays i think about it and i conclude that i always was like this, and having this mindset sometimes feels great, but other times it feels like a prison

>>43148123
>thing is nobody raped me or anything
I'd rape you if I had a dick anon

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>>43148077
I've been called autistic and a thrillseeker. I guess it checks out? I get too emotionally invested with other people to be an uncaring sack of shit.

>>43148109
My dude.What are you into and why?

Bump

>>43142096
I was dropped on my head as a baby, and that’s what caused me to be an autogynephile.

i fantasize about getting raped and kept as a pseudo housewife pet at a guys home since that means im desirable to him
also if he was making all the decisions for me that would mean im unable to fuck anything up

I’m a necrophile because the idea of a sexual partner who is incapable of perceiving, judging, or expecting anything from me is appealing to me. It started when I was 12 and found porn of my favorite characters
I’m also into somnophilia for the same reasons + I get to have total control over them (same principle technically applies for corpses but it feels less meaningful)

>>43142096
bully traumatized me

>>43151821
Huh thx for humanizing necrophilia ig

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>>43142096
(slightly) beat as kid
elementary crush would always pinch me and pull my hair
skateboarder for years
>t. impact/spanking/masoslut

>>43153838
You’re welcome. Sometimes I forget it’s something that has to be “humanized” desu

>>43142096
i really don't have any fun fetishes, but i got this pretty bad bruise on my butt at work a couple weeks ago and i thought it was kinda hot and now i want someone to leave a bunch of marks and bruises on me to mark me as their property

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>>43142096
I’m ftm; I got non-contact conversion therapy as a kid where an attractive youngish woman talked to me a lot about the social and sexual roles of women and used different animals as examples. Along with the normal kind of self directed self abuse they do without touching you. Now I’m mostly only interested in tying up women and watching them get raped by dogs.

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>>43142096
in hs i was friends w a bunch of evil lesbians and at one sleep over they taped my entire body up so i couldnt rly move and put me in a bathtub and kinda forgot abt me and now whenever i see guys tied up w tape or rope i stare at the picture like an autistic kid staring at a disabled person

>>43142096

Was about 11 on a cub scout camping trip and we were being loud in our cabin, and the hot scout master / friend's dad came in and threatened to put us all over his knee.

Great way to start an authority figure / spanking fetish.

>>43142096
Omorashi. Whenever we would go on long road trips, instead of going to a stop or pulling over Mother would just hand me a bottle to pee in instead. Sometimes I'd have to. This was constant growing up from maybe 6-15. I have always been fascinated by the "piss jug" as I have only seen them in cars and never at home. Nonetheless, at home whenever I'd shower Mother thought it fine to use the bathroom at the same time(even though there was another toilet downstairs just not a shower). I wet myself at night a lot until maybe 16 or so, often before school and I'd wake up and do my laundry sheets and bed stuff. Seeing someone's pants get darker, damp, heavy and they start to look embarrassed and panicked and Ashamed and they won't look you in the eye anymore and then you can smell then from afar and you can tell They can tell from the involuntary sniffs of others and I just really like it.
My Mother also made me massage her feet after work and that eventually turned into a foot thing too.

I really like pissing on my partner, I think it's just because I pee a lot and it feels like such a relief it just sort of evolved into a sexual thing. Recently I also really like having the soft underside of my arms burned, If I had to guess it's because of this mushroom trip I had along with a few close encounters with fire recently.
>>43142625
>frequent bashings at school and at home, daily humiliation from age 10-16ish => emasculation
Oh, so that's where that came from

>>43142096
I really like PCOS women and cuntboys
I do not know why.