As a repper, I hate the fact that trooning out makes you a part of the weirdo community that includes:1) Jessica Yaniv2) Chris Chan3) Debbie Hayton4) Anne Lawrence5) Buck Angel6) histrionic pooners/theyfabs7) Hons who invade women spacesSometimes I think about what the terfs have to say about AGPs, and I have to admit that I am a piece of really subhuman scum
>>43146969Do you want me to start listening cissexual male degenerates
>>43146979Go ahead list them
>>43146969true but you can just manmode and not associate with anything lgbt
I want to prove that my dysphoria is real, but because it is all in my head, I frequently ask myself if I think any differently, maybe I will be able to adopt an identity more congruent to my body? And that maybe this thing isn't as immutable as I thought it would be?
>>43147008Good ideaLike the inverse of cis woman body on roids? Maybe being a HRT femboy is the only valid path
That's normal, but to put it into perspective I once met a ugandan who could speak in full sentences.
>>43147008Not true. Eventually your beautiful feminine features will register as suspicious to cis and they will think you are gay or a hon anyway
>>43147096What do you mean? I don't get the analogy sorry
>>43147107If I troon now in my early 20s surely they won't notice right?
>>43147118I dont know what this means. Im 30 and started at 28 and people still assume im gay or trans. Even redneck men notice despite the baggy clothes. Black people even gender right sometimes which is confusing
>>43147108I mean social disparities exist everywhere. A utopia was not promised. We are born without consent. Cynicism and self awareness are useful as defense mechanisms only if they can protect you and offer useful information. Relational claims have to have relevance to have value. Why bother comparing yourself to people based on arbitrary criteria if you don't want to because its arbitrary anyway? It doesn't make sense. It's an expression of insecurity. (The joke was that ugandans are stupid so one with normal intelligence would be exceptional)
>>43147147What I mean is that if I start at 20, maybe I will still look moided enough to pass as an androgynous male
>>43147149Thanks nona, but I have to ask why are you so good at articulating something this complexYou sound like you have practiced this sort of sociology commentary countless times
>>43146969>"wah wah wah i live for the perception of others and not for myself."take the HRT or stfu
>>43147198I have been here since 2004 lolAlso desu I'm an adult. I got a post grad degree, I'm in a long term relationship, i try to be honest with myself because it's the most beneficial thing to do and once real life starts happening, like family deaths, job loss, etc you kind of wake the fuck up if its ever going to happen
>>43147147i'm in my early 30s and people just assume i'm a man in my mid 20s
>>43147017Tried it, psychotic break at 29 , literally fought myself for over a year to chill out on self destructive tendencies Still rep a few years laterLie to everyone else. Don't lie to you.Some days it sucks, thats life. Appreciate the good about it and the bad days suck lessBut please, im telling you for your mental healthLIE TO EVERYONE, DONT LIE TO YOU
There is no such community. The """lgbt community" doesn't exist. A community would care about each other. Those people don't. In a community people are invested in each other's life. Those people are not. In a community people have a substancial amount of commonalities. There is no such thing in this case. It's so retarded. At this point you should make a "breathing air" community for all humans that breathe air (pro tip: Chris Chan is also a air breather).
>>43146969are you a retard or something
>>43147451Wow wise nona how do I be like you
>>43147761Is this more like a trauma-bonded mental disorder support group with consumerist trends than an actual community with culture?
>>43147597How do you feel about your future, present and past Nona?
>>43147327Sorry, but I am the kind of person who reads the YouTube bot comments under every social commentator/streamer's shorts
>>43147031hrt femboy is a nice euphemism for grown man with breasts
>>43147147i guess im spiritually faketrans because nobody can tell with me. i feel like the only thing that happened is i got gyno and aged several years.
>>43147994literally just try to be prepared
>>43146990nta but>jeffrey epstein>donald trump>bill clinton>most of the world’s rapists>the quartering >stefan molyneux>that guy who said he killed bin laden and said he’d have a bunch of young gen-z influencers as his concubines if it were ancient time
>>43146979The world perceives the most perverted male as fundamentally less ugly and deviant than a cute but clockable tranny
>>43146969Listen fellow former kiwi, you can't let terrible and gross people define you and who you are and who you want to or can be. You aren't scum and you have needs. That you think about being associated with people like that shows you have the self awareness that they lack
>>43146969Obnoxious people help me rep