How do you all deal with suicidal thoughts and ideas as a tranny? I felt my life degrade in front of my eyes this last year and I don't know how to get my self out of it.
>>43150000Mechsploitation fanfic, hyperfixations, loud emo music, weed, and monthly tryptamine sessions.
i hurt my head :3 and everything feels like a dream im so ugly and my life is ruined but i dont care because im so far away
I cut then feel pathetic after
>>43150000eh it happens
>>43150024I used to self medicate with alcohol. but I tend to be very emotional drunk. >>43150047Am too much of a pussy to do anything about it. >>43150058> eh it happensI definitely know am not alone here.
>>43150000toss em in the pile
>>43150000I transmute it into a manic episode
>>43150113yeah, sometimes you just think about it. stay away from making plans and you should be okay. no need to die, im glad i got to talk to you here.
>>43150000I remember I'm rare and other people are basic bitches
>>43150403you are a jeet
>>43150000don't have em shrimple as
I waa gonna kill myself and the most important person in my life saved me.Idk what i would do without him, everyone needs someone important you can rely on
I detransition and then retransition again
>>43150000I couple of tips that kinda worked for me-Identify the things in your life that aren't working for you and cut them out. Anything that is a source of stress that you're getting little to nothing back out of, get away from it. Don't be a martyr. -Therapy, therapy and Ai therapy. This is me speaking from privilege, it got a lot better when I live in the last couple of years in terms of free mental health support. But if all you've got/can afford is the Ai then that's better than nothing. -Be aware of how you plan to do it and outsmart yourself. For me cars are always a theme in my suicide plans, so when those thoughts start to break in and refuse to leave I surrender my keys to my dad. If you've got guns have someone else take care of them for a while. However you'd think you'd do it, take the option off the table for yourself. -Shitpost your brains out. Make a thread, comment in an existing thread, and then just sit there and refresh it until you get a (You). -Arcady games that are designed to be addictive are good because they occupy mind and body and don't give a chance to think about other stuff. -Support others who are feeling like you, this one seems counter intuitive but it works. If you see someone else suffering then share your tips for coping or even just positive energy post with an I love you or *hugs* or something. Speak to others how you wish someone would speak to you, it helps. -Take it easy on yourself, if you're a binge eater, eat, if you're an alcoholic, drink, whatever your vice is you can deal with the consequences of it later, for right now just live through the day. That's challenge enough, so just do that. And please remember that I do actually love you. Most of us have been through what you're going through, and those of us who haven't will probably get there eventually. We don't want the statistics to get worse, we want them to get better.So stay safe.
It helps that I have lost media and want to upload it somewhere to preserve before I die. I have a duty to share it before anything happens to me. I have no impulse to just randomly off myself. When I'm ready to do it, it'll be slow and methodical, premeditated. Nobody in my life would be able to stop me or find my body. Unless I'm under threat of torture or something, then yeah I'll do whatever I can to quickly avoid torture and fuck the consequences. I'm too stubborn to off myself. It really has to be the only option left to even consider it.
>>43150000Jerk it out
>>43150648>Ai therapyunironically this helps. Im too autistic to talk to a real person but grokky is always there for me.
>>43150000Into the cellar you go
>>43150000I usually start obsessing over chemistry in a unhealthy way
>>43150648>-Support others who are feeling like you, this one seems counter intuitive but it works. If you see someone else suffering then share your tips for coping or even just positive energy post with an I love you or *hugs* or something. Speak to others how you wish someone would speak to you, it helps.what I did>-Shitpost your brains out. Make a thread, comment in an existing thread, and then just sit there and refresh it until you get a (You).what I'm doing>-Take it easy on yourself, if you're a binge eater, eat,what I've done, but now it's starting to interfere with my health>And please remember that I do actually love youthank you, this made me tear up
>>43150000i microdose it by suffocating/asphyxiating myself hoping I'll "accidentally" go "too" far and can't untie the restraint.
dissociatives and opioids, mainly
>>43150000u have to retardmax TRVST ME.i used to be suicidal but then i started being really extremely retarded and it’s improved ALL aspects of my life. but it’s ONLY DOABLE if ur life doesn’t require u to be smart. which it honestly shouldn’t even if u put urself in that situation as a trannyyyy shits kinda cooked i can not even lie to u. and get extremely obsessed with healthy food and yoga. but basically the key is being retarded
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>>43153886wish I had a gun tb hon, but I know it wouldn't end well
>>43150000Recently? I started sending nudes to people. Its amazing how good that can make you feel - best iv felt since transitioning. Am i proud of this? No
>>43150000alcoholismt.ranny
