For the first time in our history together, my therapist sounded genuinely worried for me at the end of our session today. I guess talking about how the difference between myself and a real woman is so devastating for me, to the point where I can’t even be around women in any context without voices in my head screaming about how much of a freak and sinner I am, bordered on me sounding like a skitzo autist who spends too much time comparing everything about herself to women.I couldn’t say what a woman was when he asked me
>>43150736This is why i never open up to cis people. They really are phobic of our everyday experience. You share just the basics and suddenly theyre trying to commit you or get you to call a hotline
>>43150736>I couldn’t say what a woman was when he asked meNo definition of woman will be correct for everyone so it’s impossible to answer
>>43150736>I couldn’t say what a woman was when he asked meThen why do this to yourself? How can you want to be a woman if you can even articulate what it is to be one
>>43150736Why do you people go to malw therapists? I am not saying female therapists are better but the concept is just... weirder.Anyways, never forget therapists and psychiatrists are sociopaths who enjoy torturing disabled and marginalised people. Never talk to one if avoidable.
>>43151576>I guess talking about how the difference between myself and a real woman is so devastating for me, to the point where I can’t even be around women in any context without voices in my head screaming about how much of a freak and sinner I am, bordered on me sounding like a skitzo autist who spends too much time comparing everything about herself to women.^ ^ ^ ^
>>43151576or just any therapist ever. explaining to to anyone cis just feel like a giant gut punch no matter which way you slice it.
>>43150736I only spoke to counselors as a kid and i got very bad consequences every time so i think by now they'd put me in the padded paddy wagon for life if i forgot to wear long sleeves
>>43150736my therapist died a few days ago. it was my seventh. why she didn't just eat the drugs she prescribed to me and go outside? maybe she could have survived
>>43151576I couldn’t be honest about this with a woman >>43151562Mental illnesses
