why did god put me on this earth if i can't be with him
>>43151224I wonder the same thing about her.Sending my empathy.
Fuck OFF with this. Every fucking day the same shit
Recently the guy I was trying to date told me he did not love me and he was just too autistic to tell me to stop.I had already dreamed my entire year around him. I had convinced myself we would be together. I was saving money to spend on stuff we could do together. I did not see him all summer so I crafted a gift bag to give him once we get a few moments alone.Then he told me that. I don't think he felt sorry. I don't think he ever liked me. I think I grossed him out completely. It's still pretty recent but I feel like I've regressed from this experience. I had convinced myself he liked me because I was so desperate to have someone finally like me and want to be with me. I had forgotten what I've known since I was a kid.I think some people are just meant to be alone Anon. We are not meant to have what others have and all we can do is either hurt other people or embrace that special solitude and learn something from it. Idk. I am a diagnosed autist so maybe you should not listen to me, just venting.
>>43151224do you mean eridan, because true
>>43151269OP is pining over an artist who had a pedo scandal and had to disappear. Not someone they actually know or ever had a relationship with
>>43151287Fuuuuck what do you mean I just vented to the weird animation memes guy and not to a real person. I hate this site.
>>43151287how did you know it was me lol i'm not even avatarfagging
>>43151287Sorry, I'm just a visitor. I don't know the lore. But I can relate to the sentiment at least.>>43151283>I think some people are just meant to be alone Anon.I think so too. But I deserve to be alone, so I'm fine with it. You don't seem like you deserve it though, so I hope something better comes your way. Bless.
>>43151306It's not about deserving or not deserving. It is just how things are. I knew since I was a child I was meant to never have a relationship and eventually kill myself and everytime I lost track of that I hurt myself and others. I've remembered now but I will for sure forget it in a few years and repeat the cycle. Until then I will make myself comfortable yearning again.
maybe peace is impossible
>>43151224you seriously need help twisteddoctanon we can't help you
>>43151300nta but you have a very particular writing style
>>43151300Your posts all have the same smell
>>43151300I am INSIDE your HOUSE
>>43152551nothing can help me nowmy life is already over
