I've been a hrt manmoder for 10 years.It really isn't any different to repression and I hate myself.
So transition properly then? I honmoded within a year of starting HRT, yeah it's got it's challenges, but it's a fuckload better than having to wear a fucking polo shirt ever again.
>>43158965I can't, being a hon won't bring me happiness.I wanted to be a real girl and I failed.
>>43159073Being a hon ans just living is still more enjoyable than manmoding in my experience.
>>43159214But are you beautiful? All that matters to me is being beautiful.Even passing wouldn't make me happy if I didn't feel pretty.
>>43159214This. I remember when I just started to girlmode in safe places, and then I'd go home and change into boymode to go to the supermarket or whatever and I really started to hate it and even avoid it. Eventually I just said fuck it, I've got all these great fits and I want the world to see and I have literally never looked back. >>43159231I mean, kinda. Nobody on here would say so, and I don't think a career as a pornstar is in my future, but I just got dressed up for easter sunday mass. My makeup is pretty, my hair is decent (though I need a cut and die soon), my fit is cute. I'm still an ogre, but I'm an ogre with style.
>>43159354I'm probably more screwed than you even a surgeon told me he couldn't fix me and that I'd never pass.But aren't you afraid to go outside if you're really an ogre? What about your family? I can't do this desu I can't lose people and still not pass.
>>43158870hrtrepping, manmoding, boymoding and all its variations are the slow death, it is allowing your soul to succumb to despair, it is the agonizing asphixiation of the woman inside you, don't let her die nona....t. manmoder that will honmode soon
>>43159214May god have mercy on your honfident soul nona
>>43159396I can't honmode I'm too prideful for it
>>43159231Why hold yourself to that standard, Transition is about being real with yourself. I understand it sucks but you can only move forward.
>>43159231As Beautiful as my face bones(in a non gendered way) will allow. I think a lookmaxxed, fashionmaxxed twinkhon living authentically can garner enough respect to be treated as pretty even if objectively they are lacking a bit.
>>43159392>But aren't you afraid to go outside if you're really an ogre? Yeah I'm scared all the time. But at least I'm not permanently miserable and living a lie. >What about your family?What about them? Don't wait for your parents to die before you start living your life.
>>43158870Same
>>43158870at a certain point..what even is womanmoding?do women not wear jeans and a t-shirt?or do you have to wear floral blouses to be a woman? ok you didnt get to be the cute young girl but what does she grow into? what would dressing your age even look like?
>>43162075Jeans and t-shirts are cut differently for women. "Male" t-shirts are unisex but jeans are always visibly gendered.
>>43160360Being afraid is miserable though. I couldn't do that desu you're brave anon.If my family won't accept me then I'll be alone all alone and scared.>>43162075When everyone treats you like a man, that's manmoding even if my soul isn't. So I can't womanmode because nobody reasonably sees a woman when I walk around.
>>43158870Pics or it didn't happen.
>>43162584and you cant buy women cut?i always buy "athletic" cut and a size smaller.
