>when my mind is free to wander>IM A WOMAN IM JUST REPPING I NEED TO TRANSITION I CANT LIVE AS A MAN>when im doing work that requires focus>wtf why would i ever transition thats weird ill just be a guy its fineWhat do you even do in this situation?
>>43158954Speaking from experience you transitionMuch happier this way
>>43158954I don't get that imagewhat is the joke supposed to be, who is "they"?
>>43158975What if I learn to appreciate masculinity? Yes I'll miss the twink years when it would've been ideal to transition but being a boomer dad/racist uncle sounds fun.
>>43158954that picrel is pretty funny
Indecive gender . Im like this but on hrt
>>43159015*Indecisive
Also I'm thinking about it now: sometimes when I'm deeply depressed and hopeless I think I'm gay. Whenever I get my confidence back and realize I'm not gay I feel relieved. With the trans stuff whenever I'm given a way out I kinda don't want to let go. It feels more like "I shouldn't transition, the costs outweigh the benefits, aw man :( oh well" instead of going "thank fuck I'm cis"
>>43158954Take your HRT
men don't have to distract themselves from wanting to be women
>>43159302What if it's just trans OCD and fear of hitting twink death that are making mild discomfort and uncertainty look like dysphoria?
>>43159407trans ocd is when you have obsessive invasive thoughts about if you might be trans, despite not wanting to be a woman if you regularly have gender dysphoria that means you fit the diagnostic criteria for gender dysphoria
>>43159436I'll be honest, most of my "dysphoria" is just worrying about FOMO, becoming John50 and the fact that in a bubble with no one around I'd transition because it'd make my life 30% more enjoyable. But I live in the real world with real consequences for being trans. I just have to convince myself it's simply a nice thought but not something to actually be pursued. Especially when I would likely never pass.
>>43158954reminds me of picrel
>>43158996The joke is that she forgot she got SRS and are confused that her balls and dick are gone
>>43159669desu if i woke up one day with my dick and balls gone and no memory of how it happened, i think i would just roll with it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯gift horse mouth etc.
>>43158954Lmao this is a good imageAnyway I diagnose you with autism
>>43158954when you're focused and not socializing, gender doesnt matter to you in that moment. when thinking about "no gender" you just understand it as the Default, whatever that you've learned that to be. you can change this idea of "default" in your mind, but you can't just flip a switch for it, it comes from the environment. transitioning will probably do this eventually, faster if you're not in your own head. consuming media with more women, doing "feminine" stuff also can lead to this switch. or you could just hate men to an irrational degree like i do, that also works.you could also be plural or w/e but i don't like that framework. not malleable enough for me
>>43159669so it's a joke that only makes sense if you have no understanding of trans people, got it.
>>43158954OP here. Mind started wandering again. I realized the only thing that would make cis life worth it is a wife and children. I'm not exactly sure I can keep up a cis mask for them so instead of trying to cope and be divorced and fat and bald I think I might try being a tranny instead. I'm sure I'll think I'm retarded later though,nits a vicious cycle.
>>43158954Love how people act like this phenomenon is some sort of own against trans people.You literally cannot function at that point. If I end up like that it won't matter. I shouldn't even be alive at that amount of degeneration.
>>43159001You could also become a super-genius and invent time travel or some shitIt's not gonna happen and the sooner you get over yourself and accept that, the better.Cis people do not have these thoughts at all.
>>43160377The simple fact is that people like us cannot live happily as the wrong gender, and the more you try, the worse the feelings get. Live for yourself, don't live for other people. And, despite what rightoid propagandists keep trying to push on you, it is not true that passing is impossible, and it is not true that we cannot live happy lives.
>>43160738It would be nice if I could forget transitioning and just wake up as a girl without feeling like I had to put in the work for it.
>>43160894Thank you anon. However now I'm in that part of the cycle where I wonder if I'm even really truetrans. No matter what epiphany I have or what I'm told I always circle around back to feeling like a wolf in sheeps clothing.
>>43160878but what if I can make up an imaginary made up fake world where cis people think that stuff all the time??? doesn't that make it into normal thoughts?
>>43160908The sheep you are thinking of are the real women, not us. You are not a predator or a pervert, you could not be further from these things. My recommendation is just try and get HRT and see how it makes you feel.
>>43160999No I'm 100% thinking of trans women being the sheep. I haven't had lifelong dysphoria, I'm not getting surgeries (maybe laser but probably not even FFS) and I'm only going this way because being a twink/femboy past 30 is extremely immature and I would rather not be a cis man. It's just something I feel like has to happen to stay in touch with my femininity and it's kinda nice to be called a woman I guess. That's why I keep suggesting I should come to peace with being a man.
>>43161057But I will be trying HRT regardless
>>43161057You only think you don't have dysphoria because you do not know what living without it feels like and I was the same
>>43160901same
>>43158954i think someone explaned it itt, I just remembered I have OCD diagnosed at 6. OCD, ADHD and tourettes (no not the cursing one) the twitchs and ticks one. but I have a huge obsessions with reoccuring intrusive thoiughts of trooning. I hate it, i feel a constant struggle to repress all the time and know id never pass. curse worse than death. it seems into the decisions in every aspect of my life,
>>43162282Have you considered just doing it anyway
>>43162289i got really close one night when i first was thinking about how i might be trans, 2 years ago i think what i had could have been described as ROGD and it was miserable 3 hours of sleep a night, panic attacks, constant thinking researching for other peoples experiences (thats why im here) i had an appointment with gender care services at planned parenthood info all filled out and was about to press schedule, hovering the button for 5 minutes but then i couldnt do it just knowing my family and friends would be so shocked and they would think ima pervert liar hypocrite, i have a professional job so id lose that because i come into close contact with old people for hours at a time the most transphobic age group. my work has also seen me as a man fo 6 years ive been there. it just feels like id have to change so much and it would be so much work shame hurt embarssment conflict, discrimination. etc. just easier to dissasociate and rep i sitll like to think im living vicariously though you all and others timelines etc.
>>43158954All men feel this way deep down.Hope this helps!
>>43162456>just easier to dissasociate and rep i sitll like to think im living vicariously though you all and others timelines etc.Same here. It's better for some of us to fight it.
>>43158954If we go to the bathroom with Alzheimer's and we never get bottom surgery will we think we're naturally occuring futas
>>43159302>men don’t have do distract themselves from being womenMost don’t. Womanhood? No. But femininity? There you go. All of society is literally *built around* men distracting themselves from being what we currently know as “feminine”. Masculinity is a cope and objectively inferior.
>>43158954>r/therightcantmeme>seething about a right-wing meme, basically proving it's effectiveIt's genius hour on reddit I see
>>43162709>muh meme good when bad meanies angwy!!! 12 year old behaviour
>>43162543Fuck
>>43159436What is even the difference between intrusive trans thoughts and repressed dysphoria. What if you do actually want to be trans but are repressing for some reason. All my family and friends know I struggle with this and support me but I an still convinced it’s OCD and deep down I know I’m a man
Thing is, when trans people get alzheimers post transition, they either get really happy that they already transitioned, or scared that everyone now knows about them.
>>43163443Source?
>>43160878How would you know what cis people think about
>>43161170Is what I described really dysphoria or just running away from my problems because I can't cope with aging?
>the dysphorics are projecting their congenital condition on cismoids againmust be a day ending in y>t. cismoid
>>43158954made me lol
>>43167851Probably coming to this conclusion, especially after coming across an annoying trans furry YouTuber on my feed. If these are people I have to associate with I think I'll just stay cis, I will take my twink death on the chin and be the best racist uncle there ever was.
>>43168543>stay cisif you've got the phoria, you're already not cisI sincerely hope you don't have it, but if you do, you know the decision tree
>>43168543The thoughts are creeping back in. Is my avoidant behavior preventing me from transitioning or is it preventing me from accepting I'm male and am going to age as such? Sorry for spam I just can't afford a gender therapist so I figure I'd consult people who are more likely to steer me away from this life for being a faie or something
>>43163428I mean if the intrusive thoughts are a problem, you CAN solve this by just trying HRT and seeing if you like it
>>43169605Generally speaking most men are not upset with becoming old men.
maybe that's the real test. how you act when you lose your memory.
>>43169724Have you considered the fact that maybe I'm an emotionally stunted retard who's physical peak was in his early 20s when he was still a cute twink looking guy and now that nature is taking its course he can't handle it and is coping hard instead of doing the normal guy thing and not giving a shit about looks anymore?
>>43169826You can be a twink again
>>43169830As stated before, being that past 30 is kinda embarrassing. Straight women want a MAN, not some gay guy or someone who looks like he's perpetually stuck in high school. I'm either becoming a grown woman or the average customer at hooters, maybe I'll try chadding out if possible.
>>43161057ntayeah, that's basically me. Except I'm 37 and I did start hrt at 27. Always convinced iwnbaw and just an hrt femboy. And, in a way, that's how I ended up. But after light ffs, all I need is to find a way to unfry boob growth (or get ba) and do some voicetraining and I'm a passoid lol.Aging like a man is out of question.Also, you do know that you don't have to associate with cringe youtubers or the tranny "community" in general, yes?As far as the world is concerned, I'm a feminine guy who sometimes makes his wife look kinda lesbian (when I put in the effort, I kinda sorta pass even without boobs).>being that past 30 is kinda embarrassing. Straight women want a MANIdk man. I even have two kids. But hey, you do you.
