2 years now and I don't know why I'm doing it or even what my long term plan is.I've posted my face here the other day and people told me I pass, in my real life I've been told to just girl mode and at this point my family have definitely picked up on it and just aren't saying anything.I have to wear a sports bra at work to hide my boobs, I already live my life getting patronised and mansplained because people assume I'm 17 rather than 22 (no joke, at work this new hire was trying to explain to me my own job, bro is 18). And yet I don't ever come out the closet and never plan to.This is surely just learned helplessness or something
>>43161835Sounds like your new coworker wants to boyremove you
>>43161835>explain to me my own jobprobably viscerally autistic and doesn't want to be triggered when you do something slightly differently than he might
>>43161835>I'll totally stop waiting once I've got FFSI feel called out, but ffs really do be expensive. T_T Ran away from home and I refuse to see my family again until I get ffs.
>>43161894Guy was just an asshole imo. (context I'm a bartender) I remember at one point he one of the surfaces and then told everyone that none of us could use it for drinks since he cleaned it.The bar wasn't going to close for another 5 hours.
>>43161963*he polished one of the surfaces
>>43161835Boymoding is a pathology or something. Im in the exact same situation as you except I'm 1 year on HRT. Maybe one day they will invent a cure for neurotic boymoders like us. In the meantime I'm just gonna keep dooming and taking my meds till the nukes fly
>>43161963You're basically already his sex slave, but without the sex
>>43162072if your definition of sex slave without sex is someone ordering you to do something you don't want to I guess I've been that to my friends, employers and parents throughout my life
>>43162184Anon with the startling admissions!