When I asked God if i could be a woman as a child (160cm), I always specified shorter, (lest he forget)!When I imagined myself transitioning to be a girl as a teen (170cm), I always thought I'd shrink, lose inches, stop growing.When I try to imagine myself as a woman as a transitioned adult (196cm), and how I look. I under-estimate every single time.Why didn't he answer me. Why did no one save me. Why can't I fix it myself.It will never be me in that mirror no matter how far I go.
>>43162166>196cmLeast selfish optics nuke ew.
>>43162166Strangely enough your phenotype of 2m honkodonkler is more common than passoids. It's a mysterious phenomenon and I don't know if anyone but Powers even has a theory for it but you're not alone.
>>43162752Is it more common to see cis men who shorter than 5'7 or taller than 6'5 where you live?
It's not God's job to just give you random shit you ask for. God is there when you can't do something on your own. Usually for when you're powerless to help someone you love. If you want random shit, you ask santa claus.
>>43164550I was a child begging for dysphoria relief I wasn't a theologian
>>43162922Shorter than 5'7" obviously, it's not even close. Are you serious? 5'7" is like one inch below average male height, 6'5" is an extreme subpercentile outlier.
>>43165627Yeah well see, there's your mistake.
>>43162166>>43164550God is fake, that's your problem. No one is going to save you but yourself. Even people "close" to you often don't really care that much, you have to take the initiative to do all the things you can do to improve your life. Because that's really all you can do. There is no magic or fate or destiny or whatever. There is only you and you alone. We are all sort of alone, no one can hear your thoughts or feel your feelings. I'm sorry OP that you became so tall, I am 6'2 and pass, if that makes you feel any better, and I live in a short area too. It is possible. Although I acknowledge you are a bit taller than me, which definitely sucks. The best you can do is relocate to an area that covers transgender healthcare and do all the surgeries you can to make yourself feel better. Along with therapy and such and going to hobby groups or whatever you like to do socially. That's what I did. I assume, however, you are in Europe or Asia though? Or some thirdie country considering you're using metric. Europe specifically sucks balls at covering transgender healthcare, but maybe there's somewhere I don't know about that's decent. But my point stands, take the initiative, don't just give up, it can be worth it, probably get off this board lol, until you get to a good place mentally and can tolerate the sheer retardism here. Wish you luck<3
>>43168744>I am 6'2 and passdoubt.jpg
>>43168744>just effortmaxx honleast tonedeaf luckshit
>>43171915>he hasn't been tonedeafmaxxing his luckdeluluNGMI
>>43162752Whar's the theory?t. 6'4" repper
>>43162752eunuch phenotype, either didn't have enough e to close growth plates due to low hormones or have normal t but aromatize poorly maybe
>>43172700I wasn't saying *I* have a theory or I know a theory Powers has, just joking about the fact that he always has some schizo theory about tranny subtypes (and they're weirdly often correct).
>>43176069I really wish I had a good theory to explain myself.
>>43176219nta but i am trying this.it doesn't really work well because you're too tall to get curves from it.you have to eat an absolutely insane amount to gain very little.you can lose it really easily on accident.and wide shoulders on a heighthon will always outweigh wide hips.it's better than anamoding but it just makes me more jelly of shortshits
>>43176219Yeah this does not work, Venusmoding is for short ciswomen
