>normal childhood as a boy>develop autogynephilia and cross dressing fetish at 13 due to porn>cross dress whenever i had the house to myself as a teenager>repress cross dressing fetish in my 20s but still masturbate while imagining myself as a woman>get daily panic attacks about my hairline receding>try finasteride, doesn't help>open up to strangers online>they tell me my fetishes are just a consequence of untreated gender dysphoria>start hrt at 28>manmode but eventually come out to parents due to shame of keeping it a secret>rejected by family>mental breakdown>lose job>can't leave the house>ruined my life>it's all my fault
>>43164554Sounds like it's because your family are assholes more than anything else, nona
>>43164554Because listening to people who said you should reconsider wasn't "cool" 5 years ago during the pandemic, was it?
>>43164565maybe but i'm still to blame for listening to randos online
>>43164554I understand that it's hard, I feel fortunate in that I'm more sure of myself due to memories from when I was barley sentient of being a girl.I'm sorry that happened to you, do you wanna detrans?
>>43164613uh no your parents are to blame because they are assholeswhich probably makes you an asshole too cause they raised youlolol
>>43164666i want to stay on hrt but live as a man. i don't look or act feminine whatsoever because my brain is male
>>43164704well ya you should just be yourself, what do you most enjoy about hrt?
>>43164741softer skin, less body hair, breast development, no libido, slight changes in body fat distribution, softer face, more calm mentally
