Well, I fucked up. Met a femboy like 3 years ago, a shortstack, super girly, cute-faced, mocha-skinned Latino type with a nice voice. I was friends with him for a bit; we hit it off well. Turns out he was actually interesting as a person and not just a generic sex fiend type. We hung out a ton. I stared at his butt and curves a lot when he wasn't looking at first, then realized it was disrespectful and stopped. I caught feelings for him pretty fast, and after like 2 years of hanging out a ton and being close friends, I kind of ghosted him for a while for no actual reason, like a dumbass, as I just got drier and drier whenever we chatted and hung out less and less.>1 year later > Reconnect with himTurns out he has a boyfriend now, some tall, beefy bear, white guy he met at the gym. He gets called "Bunny" by him. Meanwhile, I was getting ready to admit my feelings to him, and now I realize that instead of ghosting him for a year, I should've put in the effort to admit my feelings earlier.
>>43165387ok now do something else with your life
>>43165387You didn't nut up for years you were never going to shoot your shot