fixed the formatting and im also just complaining lmao

>be me
>boymoding college student
>plan hangout with friend back home for spring break
>he compliments me and touches my skin and hair while laying on his bed
>"You're soft" he says
>im hard asf
>he keeps petting my hair
>I notice how much bigger he is than me
>body gets hot and feel waves
>"am I gay" I think
>sleep for the night
>we hang most of that day too
>he says "I'm not ready for you to leave I'm gonna miss you"
>sad cause ill miss him too and think I like him.
>ff we aren't talking anymore because I confessed
>"im not ready for anything" after being flirty and touchy
>calls me later and hints "maybe in the future-"
>cut him off and say I have to go
>I understand and move on
>act like everything's normal
>next day he tells me his ex is reaching out
>"what do I do" fuck if I know lmao
>tell him to do what he wants
>he calls about a cruise and how he "doesn't want to be alone"
>talks about all kinds of issues
>hints at suicide
>"ill go" I say
>spams me with memes
>tell him I don't want to talk because he's being weird
>says "im here for you" and "I understand you can take as much time as you need"
>keeps spamming memes and more stuff
>more condescending stuff like he lead me on
>put foot down again
>he "understands"
>cry about it and be bummed out for a week
>ff a week
>paragraph about how he's "here for me"
>bruhhhhhhhhh

I don't see how he lead you on