>>43174100
progress pics?

>>43174100
Tranny

>>43174129
lose weight, fatty

>>43174135
responded in 52 seconds?

Hello again, girl~!

Have you been plowed yet, by a real man?

>>43174100
I miss my guy friends so much.

>>43174135
did u post pics? was he rly fat or smth

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>>43174107
tempted but i don’t like taking pictures of myself
>>43174114
>implying

>>43174258
what does progress look like for an hrt man? what do u hope to gain visually from hrt

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>>43174171
>Hello again, girl~!
hello, how are you?
>Have you been plowed yet, by a real man?
no, but the idea is enticing despite me not having much experience with sex or having a man to do things with
>>43174231
nta but his underboobs were pretty impressive desu

How did u get your hrt

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>>43174280
>what does progress look like for an hrt man?
i’d assume it’s similar to a mtf’s progress but the cutoff is shorter
>what do u hope to gain visually from hrt
longer, softer hair, paler, suppler skin, and a softer appearance in general i think? i would like to be an androgynous bishounen prince
>>43174398
>How did u get your hrt
doctor:p one appointment for bloodwork and i was given oral estrogen the next. still working on getting on injections by this summer, though

>>43174549
???
Is it that easy?
Appointment where? What doctor?
Informed consent? Wtf.

>>43174620
one of the reasons grumble worked so hard to defund planned parenthood is, they give out feminizing hrt like candy. not OP but the fatty referred to here >>43174135

>>43174656
What if im in yookay and have to wait 4 years before i can get diagnosed

>>43174282
There was no underboobs

>>43174691
>yookay
i'm sorry. ask jen ives tbph, maybe someone in hrtgen. i am from the most tranny-friendly state in the US

>>43174714
Thankfully im eastern yuro and in a country where we have informed consent. The only things stopping me are cowardice and finances.

>>43174656
Stop making me feel bad for that comment lol
Really might want to tone up a bit though. Summer's just around the corner~

how do I know if I'm gonna end up looking curvy and soft and squishy and get a fuckable face?

>>43174821
Face doesnt change much which is why im personally not getting on it.
Ugly guy ->hrt -> ugly guy with boobs

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>>43174620
>Is it that easy?
in canada it is
>Appointment where?
the one in my city
>What doctor?
idk if i’m allowed to say but he’s pretty cool
>Informed consent? Wtf.
i just booked an appointment. it was pretty easy iirc
>>43174705
must’ve been the angle, then. because i swear that i saw a pair of bazongas hanging out
>>43174821
exercise and a good diet goes a long way

>>43174765
when i post pics i always delete them after 60 seconds. the act of posting just lets me pretend to feel pretty, like a cis girl who people would want to see pictures of. don't worry, i hate my body and i don't go outside

>>43174857
I was asking what kind of a doctor not like uuuuh fullname and what clinic.

Also wtf.
Canadian men are THIS pretty???

>>43174887
Every board gets archived by an off-site archive. Use catbox links instead or unsee

>>43174942
oh nooooooo i thought they had to hit the bottom of the catalogue to get archived. i'm still such a newfag after all these years. kmsing myself rn

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>>43174887
>i hate my body and i don't go outside
same
i wouldn’t say hate per se, but i do feel dissatisfied about my own body, too
>>43174899
>I was asking what kind of a doctor
the good and based kind
>Canadian men are THIS pretty???
some definitely are. ive seen some /really/ pretty guys when i was in college

>>43176162
Yeah but like a paychologist, endinocrinologist? Like. GP??

>>43174100

How long have you been on it & what is your dose?

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>>43176233
i actually have no clue tbqh. he does work a lot with trans ppl from what i’ve heard and looked up, though
>>43176281
>How long have you been on it
since july of last year iirc? it was around the late summertime at least
>what is your dose?
1mg oral estradiol and 12.5mg cyproterone. i understand that it’s basically nothing but i’d probably feel worse if i were just raw dogging it ngl

>>43176958
Thats a hondose im pretty sure. Idk if you'll even get anything out of it with 1mg estro

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>>43177176
>Thats a hondose im pretty sure.
oh it definitely is lmfao. unfortunately i am simply not smart enough to figure out how to use bitcoin to buy vials from third party sellers. otherwise i would definitely be diy’ing by now
>Idk if you'll even get anything out of it with 1mg estro
yeah, effects are pretty negligible atm but i have also experienced clearer skin, lowered libido, and feel calmer all around. i still need to go deeper, though. i will not stop until i am looking like the yaoi prince of my dreams

>>43177810
don't know anything about what you all are talking about I just wanted to ask for source of this semen demon from pics you post

>>43177810
It's really easy, you could do it under an hour

>>43177810
I think you should be able to get more even from yourdoc. Schedule another meeting and say you have 0 side effects and that you need a bigger dose.

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>>43177885
his name is ayase and he is a 21yr old man
>>43177920
>easy
looked it up and the words hot and cold immediately confused and intimidated me. reading it a bit further, thoughhhhh yeah it sounds pretty easy
>>43177955
i should, honestly. i just suck at speaking up for myself and have been putting it off for too long. thank you, cismoid

>>43178525
I'm the same way lol. If i wasn't i'd be a cis male on hrt already and also probably employed.

Also idk how you buy bitcoin without being forced to link it to your ID these days. Every major cryptowallet site drmands you to present ID or a debit card or smth but i assume there is like a cleaner way to do it.

>>43178525
> his name is ayase and he is a 21yr old man
how do I find more of this 21yr old man?

>>43174100
ok tranny

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>>43178582
you seem like you’d benefit from at least trying it out for a bit tbqh.
>Every major cryptowallet site drmands you to present ID or a debit card or smth
yuppp. having to present any sort of id or verification is almost always an instant turn off for me. still, i’m tempted to say fuck it and make a wallet if my doctor refuses to up my dosage
>i assume there is like a cleaner way to do it.
it’s likely but again, i am not smart enough to find it:’)
>>43178612
you can see the artist’s watermark on most of the pictures i posted afaik
>>43178641
you wish

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>>43174100
Hey! we spoke a looong time ago. it was this screenshot. i wanted to continue to talk to u but the thread got removed for some reason. to pick up where we left off, why do you think u cant imagine someone doing that for u? do u think u arent worth the attention or love or smth?

>>43174100
Saame. All it did was make me fatter and gayer :( is your libido ok cuz mine is non-existent now

>>43178908
I wish you weren't because this shit is embarrassing

>>43179026
hello again. i hope you are doing well
>why do you think u cant imagine someone doing that for u?
that’s very hard to articulate, anon, and i’ll admit that i’ve been trying to think of a response for this for a few minutes now, but i think most it comes from the fact that i, rarely, if ever, been anyone’s favourite or number one person? i can recall multiple times growing up where i was left out or was excluded, and i suppose that influenced my perception of myself and how i should be treated in a sense? it has come to the point where i am genuinely suspicious that i am being used or being pitied when someone actually does notice me for some reason or another
>do u think u arent worth the attention or love or smth?
very much so. i haven’t done much worthwhile compared to my friends (both irl and online), and it’s very hard to find a reason why anyone would actually want me when there are so, soo many better and competent people out there. i don’t deserve anyone until i know that i’m worthy enough of being kept around
>>43179151
kek, but yeah, my libido is basically gone too other than a few chubs xd
>>43179168
i’m sry you feel this way but you can always hide my threads if they bother you that much

>>43179778
its hard to say if anyone is anyone else's favorite person outside of relationships. I moved a lot as a kid so I didnt have lasting friendships. hard to stay friends with another 5th grader when they're in another country. there was one time where i visited a certain area almost 5 years after I had moved away. I ran into an old friend from there and they were genuienly happy to see me. they talked at length about how they tried to contact me again, how they enjoyed my company, etc. this whole time i thoguht they had forgotten me.

Maybe you are someones favorite person. they just dont explicitly tell u. just cuz u werent treated the way u deserved in the past, doesnt mean you have to be treated poorly in the future. everyone with good in their heart deserves love and affection.

wdym by you havent done much worthwhile? are u a fat chud or smth? do u take care of yourself? do u keep your body looking good, do u have hobbies, etc. do u enrich your life in some way? The fact that u make this thread and respond kindly to everyone else shows me you arent a bad person by any means.

>I dont deserve anyone until i knwo that im worthy
how is that up to you to decide, though. you cant decide if someone should like u or not. thats up to them silly boy.

>>43174857
>in canada it is
if u went to dr moncreiff im gonna scream. got dosed by her w/out blood shes the fucking GOAT

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>>43179867
sounds like you’ve been through a lot, and it must be nice to have someone fondly remember you. personally, i’d rather everyone forget who i was desu
>Maybe you are someones favorite person. they just dont explicitly tell u. just cuz u werent treated the way u deserved in the past, doesnt mean you have to be treated poorly in the future. everyone with good in their heart deserves love and affection
i dunno if i really have much good in my heart, i ghosted everyone i was in contact with over the course of nine years now, some even multiple times. i’m also pretty sure that i have some form of bpd and avpd mixed in, which complicates things even more than it has to be. i am insecure, i am afraid of not being good enough, and i am terrified of being found out as a fraud
>wdym by you havent done much worthwhile? are u a fat chud or smth? do u take care of yourself?
i mean that in the sense that i haven’t done anything warranting anyone thinking that i am interesting or something. and yes, i was a fat fuck during high school, but i did workout with my friends at the time which helped me lose weight. i kinda fell off during covid and gained some of it back, though…
>do u keep your body looking good, do u have hobbies, etc. do u enrich your life in some way?
i do go for walks and do some squats every now and again so that i can say that i haven’t been sitting on my ass all day
>hobbies
i do. i like to read books, manga, and light novels. currently i am reading Paradise Kiss by Ai Yazawa. i am also interested in writing, art, fashion, and history
>The fact that u make this thread and respond kindly to everyone else shows me you arent a bad person by any means.
i mean, sure? it doesnt really feel that way because i want to be liked by people and instead of being authentic
>how is that up to you to decide, though. you cant decide if someone should like u or not. thats up to them silly boy.
yeah, i get that. still weird, though

>>43179973
dr whetter for me</3 i’m sorry, nona

>>43178525
>>43178582
could do p2p exchange, could get from a major exchange then transfer out and obscure ownership if that's the issue

>>43174100
I was too at one time OP. It did not last long, and I am pretty sure I am no longer cis.

>>43174857
but I hate exercising

I am thinking there should be a simpler, faster way to say cis man on hrt. I personally like eunuch but that's a pretty loaded term for most people. Sissy has weird connotations, femboy or twink isn't necessary correct. Its tricky.

>>43183089
Feminem

>>43183031
At least do some light cardio. You'll thank yourself when you're older and not broken as shit.

>>43183089
i just use femme desu

>>43183179
I will do it to become more attractive to potential tops
I have 0 other motives
I live to serve tops

>>43183612
Can't serve tops if your back hurts while getting plowed now can you?

>>43183625
true
it's actually liberating viewing boring exercise as a gateway to being a better bottom
I should have seen the light much sooner but I still have a few years left before perma twinkdeath
I will make the most of it hnnnng

Left hikkidom to see a movie last week, first time I've let myself look at myself in full lighting since shooting up girl juice 2 months ago. I look faggy and scrawny (been agressively losing weight). But omg for once my face wasn't greasy, and I even put on a glossy toner.

bro the artwork is such inspo, who is the artist?

>>43183842
what movie do you see anon?

>>43174744
>eastern yuro and in a country where we have informed consent
No eastern european country has informed consent.
t. eastern european cismoid on hrt

>>43179151
>and gayer
giwtwm.
I want to become gayer and more bottom brained.

>>43183925
YESSS ME TOOOO
how tho?

>>43183927
Well, I've been leaning a lot on MEF since starting hrt two years ago and also finally found a masc bf and we moved together last summer. He's not trying hard enough to feminize me though. But life is still comfy.
Other things that I've been doing:
>voice training (I finally have a bit of fagcent)
>walking on an imaginary line (in the summer when I'm dressed more lightly it improves my fem appearance)
>reduced jerking off (anal and vibrators)
>made a flamer friend and two cisf friends and try hard to emulate their mannerisms
>learned make up
>got laser on my face
It's working but it's soooo slow.

>>43183900
mario movie kek

>>43183981
my problem is I live with my family more often than not
I don't view it negatively as I love my family and my mom is okay with me metrosexualmaxxing on the face of it but I want my femboy bottom lifestyle to remain private so it's alright
it's all in the mind anyway, I'll keep the mind state active

also redpill me on laser to your face
my body hair is going away proper good with Braun's IPL 5 but my facial hair is intensely thicc
instant shadow after mauling it with a fresh blade tier thicc
might have to laser it the fuck off but I don't want to lose my ability to rock a salt and pepper goatee when I become an irredeemable boomer

>>43184106
You can do all of the things I did while living with your family though? Ig with the exception of make-up, tho you say your mom is okay with metrosexualmaxxing your face.
I mean, you're already taking estrogen so what exactly from my list makes it so troublesome?
>it's all in the mind anyway
Yes, but you don't attract a cute masc top with an excessively moided body.
Also, it does feel nice to look more fem. It's also nice when people compliment my youngish appearance. And it feels especially nice when he grabs my softer skin :3

>>43184110
>my body hair is going away proper good with Braun's IPL 5 but my facial hair is intensely thicc
You need diode laser for the face. Tria 4x.
Or professional laser at a saloon (I went that route myself).
>I don't want to lose my ability to rock a salt and pepper goatee when I become an irredeemable boomer
What does that even mean?

>>43183912
Mine does. It's not exactly informed consent, there's just a pro-lgbt clinic that speedruns you the hrt script. So it's essentially informed consent.
You cant change your papers or anything with the script they get you but its enough for endo

>>43184389
>there's just a pro-lgbt clinic that speedruns you the hrt script
Ah, so you're in Poland. Tranzicija.pl has decent resources on how to pull that off.
But it's NOT "essentially informed consent" no matter how many times you say it.
Anyway, are you taking your pills already? :)

>>43183862
people are so lazy despite the watermark being on most of the pictures

>>43184110
lasers are pretty much temporary unless it's professional grade, you have to maintain it. Also you can make up for the weak strength of braun ipl 5 by hitting a specific area multiple times. Afaik it's all about how much heat you get to the follicle. btw there is math you can use to calculate this stuff, you don't have to go off of vibes, and you can use an AI chatbot to do it for you.

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>>43182034
sounds easy enough.
>>43182040
the clock is ticking i suppose
>>43183031
exercise or die, nona
>>43183089
i just say cis man on hrt because it sounds funny

>>43182040
not OP
>I am pretty sure I am no longer cis
And? Does this affect you somehow?
I'm asking because I simply stopped thinking about it years ago. I started on a whim with a friend in 2019 for looksmaxxing purposes and over time I figured that I like the mental results too so I just stuck with it.

I need to touch boyboobs >-<

I swear I am always caught in the eternal struggle of losing weight because I want to have a peak body, but then realizing my face gets more chiseled, and longing to put the weight back on.

>>43185317
Weird. I feel that my face looks more fem at lower weight.

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>>43185015
i’m definitely on the more chubby side of things. pretty sure it’s genetics because everyone else in my family is overweight, but i am thinner than compared to when i was in high school
>>43185317
this is what i am afraid of as well desu. i already have wide cheekbones and i’m scared that a thinner face would make them even more prominent

>>43185484
mine just gets more angular, it like accentuates my jaw. I told myself I'll tough it out and get down to 12% bf just to see. A lot of fatties look cute for the reason I'm saying like gerard way, when that nigga was turbochunked he looked his most fem.

also I am feeling brave enough to go that low because hrt will help out with water retention, collagen, and fat redistribution.

Estrogen made me hornier, lol. And slightly gayer.
10/10 would recommend

I would get on E but everyone says it universally makes your dick smaller even if you jerk off daily(because you don't get nocturnal boaners.)

>>43184835
In most cases no its not really an issue, though I do feel very uncomfortable when people call me by female pronouns and wish people would just stick with male ones. I do not pass well enough for female descriptors.

>>43185966
I'd start if I were younger and in good health

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>>43186100
4, nearly 5 yrs here
no shrinkage or loss in function

>>43186547
I started at 32, lol.
It's not magic, but it's one of the things I did from age 32-33 onwards to turn my life around. Now at 40 I'm more functional than I was at 30 or 20, lol.
"too late" is zoomeroid anxiety. Very few things are actually "too late".

>>43186571
I'm around that age and it honestly feels not worth it at this point. Largely because I would only do it for fetishistic reasons and I'm just too old to play with that shit now

>>43186551
Ok but that's a risk you have to contend with...
Id also be embarrased to ask an endo for DHT cream or such bc that's like saying "Hey i want to be a woman but also beat off like a guy still."
Shameful

Is it cringe to ask a hsts acquaintance how to act girly?

>>43186571
>Largely because I would only do it for fetishistic reasons
And? Life's too short anyway lol.
I did it for fetish reasons too. Glad I did. Better to regret doing it than to always wonder what if. Spoiler: I do not regret.
Iwnbaw, but I am more fembrained and I actually enjoy being a faggot.

>>43186585
oops, misclicked. >>43187154 was for you.

>>43187003
hussties are the second best amab experts on this, after MEFs, imo.
So yeah, do ask your hsts acquaintance.

>>43187154
As in, at my current age I can't see a future where I will satisfy that fetish. It's also because I'm a reclusive shut in in the middle of nowhere with basically no prospects

>>43181941
why do you want everyone to forget you? is that what you truly want or do you think that's what u deserve bcause that's how you've been treated thus far?

you sem pretty interesting. most people wouldnt make a thread because they're boring.

>exercise
I do that quite a bit as well. we could become exercise buddies, i could motivate u and give u pointers. how tall are u and how much do u weigh? and whats ur goal?

>>43187878
forgot to add this part
> i ghosted everyone i was in contact with over the course of nine years now

Did yo ughost them because you felt the connection wasnt genuine? or did you ghost them because you didnt like them?

>>43187878
>why do you want everyone to forget you? is that what you truly want or do you think that's what u deserve bcause that's how you've been treated thus far?
both, i suppose? again, it’s hard to explain why i truly feel this way, but shame is a major part of it. i did some bad things, fucked ppl over, and now regret it. i am not a good person by any means, and the fact that i would even do these things multiple times only proves that. probably rambling but along with ghosting people, i also:
>put the blame on my hs friends when we were found smoking weed together
>stole money (~$2000) from a vendor from a festival booth i was working at once
>set multiple things on fire, even the forest near my house
>lie to my parents about attending college (i just stayed in my room all day)
>cause ex bf to cry over a few dollars after eating at a buffet
>emotionally cheat on him with ppl i met on discord, get called out for it of course
there’s a ton more but i’m not sure how much i should reveal
>you sem pretty interesting. most people wouldnt make a thread because they're boring.
yes, it may seem like that, but i really am not interesting irl. i’ve even been described as boring by my middle school friends
>I do that quite a bit as well. we could become exercise buddies, i could motivate u and give u pointers.
i’d genuinely like that but i am afraid that i’m most likely going to ghost you like everyone else.
>how tall are u and how much do u weigh? and whats ur goal?
pretty sure i’m around 6’1”? i’m taller than both of my parents anyway. i’m also around 230lbs, but considering my height, i look skinnier than i actually am
>goal
i think i would just like to be slim desu, à la zenos yae galvus

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>>43187886
>Did yo ughost them because you felt the connection wasnt genuine? or did you ghost them because you didnt like them?
generally i feel both? for the first one, i think its the tone of the message that makes me go “no thx” and slowly stop replying. on the other hand, if we do get along and begin talking daily, chances are that i’m going to grow attached and somewhat codependent on them, slowly becoming more obsessed and putting them on a pedestal. that is until i find out something about them that irks me and slowly bothers me more and more before i eventually explode on them or simply go ghost.
regardless, i feel a bit too jaded from those experiences to try and reach out to anyone because i know it’s just going to end in one of those two ways

based cismen fetishists on HRT
for me it's about reaching my fem peak one day and then renting an apartment someplace else and staying there naked 24/7 while I'm dolled up like a WHORE and receiving all sorts of men from delivery guys to plumbers to Uber drivers ffuuuck I'm gonna make up excuses to call all of them over and let them fuck me if they want to

>>43191415
Porn brain rot

I am a ex cis male on hrt who is detransitioning after a bad relationship with a theyfab because I feel like I wasn't enough of man for them and think my fertility would be valuable in a relationship

>>43192010
wrong
I want to become an object of desire
or settle for feeling like one for just once

>>43191415
hey man that's ok if you want to do that. But I'm not even a whore. I just want to be pretty.

>>43192923
You haven't been an object of desire as a cismoid not on hrt? I still got nerdy early 20s women checking me out before I started trooning. I just want to be pretty.

>>43191415
A man could do that to you
Hell id take a few days of non stop boyremoval in a hotel

the most interesting man in the world is on estrogen

>>43194706
I was obese all along
then I got a line to Mounjaro off script after I started HRT 8 months ago and now I'm losing the fat for good
I got loads of attention from girls but that was for a very very brief period of time when I was obsessed with my oneitis and fasted myself to halfway close to my goal weight but then I got over her and got fat again
this time I'm doing it for myself in a way I never imagined I would

>>43194908
I don't want to be one of those 5'o clock shadow freaks who puts in 0 effort
I will mod the fuck out of my body and fem it out as much as humanly possible without crossing the bogged line
and then and only THEN will I get naked and submit to men for their pleasure

>>43194960
based and same desu

>>43196713
naaaaice
got any tips or some random insights?

>>43194960
I mean I don't want to be a literal man either but what the fuck does modding the fuck out of body even mean a bunch of cringe surgeries?

I swear I am just an unintentional vampire moder at this point
>androgynous
>pale from being hikki
>long hair from being hikki
>strong canines
>uncannily youthful looking for my age due to avoiding sun
>developed sleep disorder so up at night for weeks in a row
>hrt making me look more youthful, and more fem which makes me look more otherworldly

And yes I have alucard length and style of hair. I never cut the front strands down for face framing so they actually reach my bellybutton, hair at the back goes down to my ass.

yeah I think that's why I like trooning out it makes me look weird, and I don't want to look like a normal human.

>>43198713
if i didnt need to get bloodwork id never see the sun

>>43199082
based

>>43198713
fucking MOOD
i wanna look like alucard/sephiroth so badly but my hair isn’t long enough just yet ><