Whenever I abuse codeine (like I am right now) I become an ftm chaser, I start fantasising about cuddling, fucking and forcemascing a trans guy, injecting his T shot before kissing him and [I could write thousands of words here]. This doesn't happen when I'm sober. I don't know why I'm like this.I think I should stop looking at ビーエル and accept that what happens in those manga does not occur in real life.I just want to help other people live a life that can reach authenticity, and that intense desire to not let anyone live an inauthentic life like I do, turned into a fetish ... but what made me attracted to people with "AAP"? I think that is thanks to the やおい .t. cis boy
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>>43177498OP i have no fucking idea why this happens to you but please write out those a thousand words because forcemasc is hot
>>43177498Ehy did you put the Chinese
>>43179178Unless I'm a little high I get embarassed by the erotica I write lol. Though I just took my next dose of codeine so I'll see if I can cook up sth>>43179353Its Japanese and its because I'm a bit of an Orientalist
>>43177498Take that codeine and open word NOW!
>>43181024I had taken the codeine and was gonna do it but I fell asleep and had a really horrible nightmare (it felt like I was in there for hours and hours but my last post is >>43180372 so it must have been 30mins asleep at most)and my heart is pounding so hard and I cannot think about sexy stuff at all. Wtf lol I was so ready to write about tdicks!!!!!
>>43181571take some deep breaths and get some water OP i need this slop
>>43177498when i take oxycodone i become a cism chaser t. ftm