So what, i transition, and i *maybe* get like a 5-10% increase im my quality of life. And no guarantee of happiness otherwise, i can still totally be miserable otherwise.In exchange for completely revamping like 80% of it my life and with the potential of failure. Either because transition fails and i get stuck as some in between thing i hate being, or because its turns out im cis actually and made a massive mistake.And yet i still get drawn to trying this shit in the vain hope that it might work out for me. Its kinda stupid.
>>43179608wow i thought i made this post for a sec
>>43179608try it out if you’re really convinced but please just shut the fuck up and deal with the consequences when you inevitably end up a hon
>>43179608everyones life is a failure, just enjoy it!
>>43179608Post face and well tell you if you have a chance
>>43179608Just do it you hopeless faggot
>>43179608Just transitionLife is mostly long and boring Trooning out will atleast bring some entertainment
>>43179608I'm less miserable and more so stressed by life as a trans person. I legit smile now... it's crazy.
>>43179608everyone tries to measure transition's effect on their quality of life "objectively" but they don't understand that quality of life is deeply subjective and difficult to measure.yes, transition will make dating and finding a job harder and blah blah, you'll face discrimination blah blah blahbut your sense of self and self image and all that can improve in such a deep way that its all worth it. the value of the transgender life can never be measured, it can only be lived. don't die wondering
>>43179608What you want us to tell you you’re “just a confused boy”? If thats how you want to act go curt cobain yourself with a 20 gauge, if you actually want to do something useful, just actually transition instead of waiting until you’re 40 to cry to fox news like some pathetic ass detrooner.
>>43182278I am transitioning, kinda, 6 mo on E now, i even started partially because i was/am fearing i might just John50 eventually anyways if i dont finally at least try it out. I just constantly worry i made a mistake and am actually cis or sth, and even when i dont it feels a bit pointless sometimes, hence the post.>>43180346> but your sense of self and self image and all that can improve in such a deep way that its all worth it.I really hope so. Idk about sense of self (that has been almost entirely absent for me for like a decade already i think), but my self image has improved a bit... Sometimes i see myself in the mirror and smile now or like what i see. Also started taking pics of myself sometimes when im happy/happier with how i look, that never happened before like 2 mo either.Only on my good days tho. Otherwise i still fear im making a massive mistake cuz i was bored or im just an easily manipulated cis male autistic or sth.>>43180317Glad to hear that, i hope i can get there too. Tho sometimes i also already like my appearance more now and i get super happy/euphoric about it in a way that ive never been like before i think...
