>time for the meat of the story
>this guy messages me looking for something
>doesn’t have much on his profile, no pictures at least (take a shot for each red flag and you’ll die)
>says he’s like 26-27 I don’t fully remember
>main thing on his profile is that he’s super in bondage
>starts messaging me about that and sends me pics of all the gear he has
>okay don’t judge me but the bondage stuff is kinda hot sorry
>at least my kink is fembrained and im not a daiperhon so back off >:(
>but yeah being tied up a little sounds kinda fun
>so this guy is messaging me about it and im at least a little on board
>still ive literally never done anything with anyone before so some small part of me is saying that this might be too much too fast
>but remember im an idiot and a desperate tranny so I ignore it
>he sends me some pics of some other random trannies that he’s tied up and fucked and somehow I don’t take this as another red flag
>ok whatever
>keep asking questions abt it cause im new to this and curious
>he must take this as interest cause he tells me to come over the next night
>shiiiiiiiiiiit
>am I actually going to do this?
>how do I even bottom for a guy??
>like a stupid bitch I decide to go along with it
>fuck now I gotta shave and prep ugghhhh
>shaving takes like an hour because im a hairy man but whatever
>fuck how do I prep?
>okay quick aside, this might be the actual dumbest shit ive ever fucking done
>too fucking retarded and embarrassed to order a douche from amazon so my dumbass decides to go get a fucking turkey baster from the cooking aisle of walmart and stick that up my ass
>in case you were wondering, no it did not work very well and it was not pleasant but I guess it got the job done cause he didn’t end up complaining. i threw it away in shame after
>put on a bit of very light makeup as well
>anyway now im ready to fuck I guess

(2/10)

>its like 10pm on a wednesday and he wants me to come over for some god forsaken reason so I drive 20mins or so to his house
>still don’t even know what the guy looks like btw
>get there and spend another 5 mins figuring out where to park
>have to hype myself up for like 3 minutes in the car as im kinda freaking out and want to go home
>but don’t want to say no to him cause that would be mean :(
>eventually decide to go through with it
>he lives in some weird ass residential coliving house that’s shaped like a barn its very strange
>msg him that im here and he comes out to get me
>its hella dark out and im nervous so I don’t even register what he looks like. I think he daps me up before inviting me in?
>he takes me inside and this place is a weird maze of hallways and stairs
>basically don’t get so see any of it as I just go from hallway to stairs to hallway to his room
>super disoriented already and also nervous as fuck
>takes me into his room and locks the door behind us
>it is the most boring ass room ive ever seen… white walls with nothing on them, a mattress in the corner on an amazon metal frame like the one I had in my divorced dad’s apartment when he had just moved out, and a plastic folding table and chair with his PC on it
>finally get a good look at him too
>short asian guy, maybe 5’10” but probably more like 5’8”
>so I tower over this guy fml
>couldn’t even tell you if he was cute or not I shit you not I was so nervous I can’t even remember his face
>as soon as he’s done locking the door he stands in front of me so my back is against the door

(3/10)

>he goes straight into commanding dom mode, no small talk no nothing
>tells me to take off all my clothes and get on my knees
>once again, I am nervous as fuck, want to do a good job, and don’t know what im doing so I wordlessly comply
>I try to kinda make little quips and smalltalk to ease the tension but he’s not really having any of it and I feel like im bombing an open mic night
>get all my clothes off and get on my knees and he seems pleased enough
>really don’t like showing my dick to strangers (or anyone) but the lengths we go for love I guess
>he takes a few steps over to the bed and I realize there’s lots of bondage stuff laid out
>he comes back with a fucking collar and starts to put it on me
>steps back to look me over and yanks on the metal chain a little so I fall onto my hands and knees
>kinda chuckles at me and then lets me right myself again
>at this point I am fucking shaking
>its as if I were on my knees naked in the fucking arctic and not some fag’s bedroom but fuck it we ball
>im literally so nervous and can’t control myself
>he of course comments on it and I brush it off. he also comments on the fact that im definitely a little hard and well yeah that happened at some point I guess… ew though
>don’t even know how that happened because literally the only emotion I can feel right now is nervous
>but yeah by now im super embarrassed and bashful so I try to brush it off again

(4/10)

>he starts going over some rules like how he only wants me to walk on all fours and to call him master or daddy or some shit which like okay sure ill play along
>walks me on the leash over to the bed and shows me some of his stuff
>lots of bondage gear, some of which I don’t really even know
>he starts talking to me a bit about it; he’s got the usual stuff like blindfolds, gags, handcuffs, paddles, a couple dildos and what not
>he’s got some bigger pieces like a spreader bar, some kind of arm restraint thing, a ball stretcher thing?? idk
>oh and a couple chastity cages too so this guy is a mega chaser
>he’s talking to me about some of the pieces and im asking questions here and there, he seems to know his stuff
>says he doesn’t want to use the chastity on me as he wants to have some fun with it whatever the fuck that means
>he’s asking me what kind of stuff I wanna use and im kind of pointing around like “oh the gag and the blindfold might be fun” and im about to tell him that im new to this and want to take it slow before he cuts me off and jumps straight into it
>yanks on the metal chain connecting to my collar and pulls me close to him
>grabs the gag off the bed and starts putting it in my mouth
>this is the bigger of the two that he had on the bed btw, its probably about the size of a tennis ball and bright pink which is just great!
>shoves it in my mouth and it fucking rips my jaw open I swear. the other one would’ve been way more manageable
>locks it on and tells me to get up on the bed
>I listen because again I can’t say no and let this random guy I just met down
>starts moving really fast for me from here
>puts a blindfold on me, gets my arms in some arm restrainer thing that has them bend at my elbows in like a square shape behind my back, and gets my legs into the spreader bar too
>okay fuck this went a very different direction very very quickly

(5/10)

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>>43181161
>(1/10)
yeah im not reading 10 posts of this word vomit lol
can you just get to the good part? like did a guy catfish you or steal your wallet or something cool like that?

>now im stuck immobilized face down ass up in this guys bed and I can’t see or speak
>sudden realization hits me: oh shit im stuck here and this guy I literally do not know at all can do whatever he wants to me
>see in my fantasies that’s super hot but in practice I realize that maybe its not all sunshine and rainbows
>mfw I thought this was just going to be some fun sex with handcuffs or something
>realize we do NOT have a safe word and even if we did remember I can’t speak
>fuck
>don’t think things can get any worse and oh boy was I wrong
>he starts dirty talking to me, calling me pretty and saying I look good tied up
>helps ease the tension a little but I am still violently shaking
>starts spanking my ass a little here and there, you know im pretty down for a little ass spanking
>then he starts grabs out a little switch or something (not sure as I literally cannot see) and starts using that on my ass and then my feet
>okay fine whatever, doesn’t hurt too bad and he’s praising me for taking it well so it could be worse
>out of nowhere starts fucking whacking my balls with it
>holy fucking shit that hurts and I yelp into my gag
>starts talking to me about how he’s really into cbt and likes doing this to people
>did NOT mention this before hand and conveniently waited until I couldn’t say no or do anything about it
>puts the ball stretcher thing on me and connects it somehow to the spreader bar
>basically it makes it so I am forced to stay is this position cause if I try to lay prone it pulls really hard on my balls. not fully sure how it even worked

(6/10)

>ok fuck this is weird and is something I am definitely NOT into but as long as I just stay in this downward dog position it doesn’t hurt… makes me feel pretty dysphoric though
>he slaps me around a little more but eventually stops hitting me which is good
>starts lubing up my ass and at this point im really worried about being clean enough (the turkey baster did not instill confidence)
>puts a finger or two in though and doesn’t recoil in horror so im guessing im fine
>doesn’t particularly feel good though and I remember that ive literally never done anything with my ass before so im just praying that it doesn’t hurt (god is merciless)
>after a minute or so of that he decides im ready
>gets undressed or maybe he already was I can’t remember and I can’t see anyway so who knows
>starts to press his dick into me
>can feel it pressing against my entrance but im so tight that he literally can’t get it in
>has to really tell me to relax and after a few more times he gets it in
>I could feel him pressing against my hole but once he penetrates me it literally doesn’t feel like anything
>he’s a short asian dude so maybe his dick was just small but idk I never actually saw it whoops
>don’t really like the idea of him fucking me but at this point I can’t do anything about it and can’t tell him no so try to at least seem enthusiastic
>feel like this went waaaay further than I ever would have been comfortable with, if I had the choice I would’ve been out of here 15 mins ago but whatever
>he thrusts his hips against my ass for literally less than a minute and again I cant feel anything but apparently he cums
>I must be a pro at bottoming or something
>pulls out, takes a second and finally I think were done and ill get to go home and forget this ever happened
>but then…

(7/10)

>rather suddenly and unpleasantly, he shoves a massive dildo into my ass
>there’s no warning, no easing it into me, he just fucking pushes
>holy fucking shit it actually splits my virgin asshole in two
>it hurts so fucking bad, like 50x worse than the shit with my balls from earlier
>I fucking scream into my gag which he somehow takes for enthusiasm as he starts to fuck me with it moving it back and forth
>im going to be honest with you guys, this fucking really sucked
>its waaaay harder than his cock was and it hurts fucking bad
>he starts talking dirty to me as he impales me with this unrelenting plastic monster
>he’s all like “you like that slut” and “how’s it feel to be fucked with daddy’s cum in your ass” and other bullshit like this
>at one point he grabs my dick and asks if I every fucked someone with it and I shake my head no so he degrades me for being a bottom loser
>all the while he keeps going in and out with the fucking dildo
>im constantly wincing into my gag but I literally can’t do anything to fucking stop it and don’t want to ruin this for him cause again im an idiot but also cause I don’t want him to get violent
>really have to hold myself back from crying here but it wouldn’t even have mattered cause the tears would just be caught by the blindfold
>part of me can’t even conceive of how someone would find this pleasurable, there’s no sexual stimulation from this at all my fucking prostate must have taken a fucking holiday
>its just excruciating thrust after excruciating thrust and I literally want to die
>like 10-15 mins of pure torture

(8/10)

>start to remember the pics he had of other people and get really worried that maybe he took one of me when I couldn’t see and kinda start freaking out
>all the while the dildo just keeps going
>at one point he goes to pull out it out to stop and I fucking throw myself back onto it because for some reason the sensation of him pulling it out felt almost as bad as him pushing it in for the first time
>like the general horrible discomfort of him having it in me was better than the act of pulling it out I guess
>he calls me a greedy fag because of this and keeps fucking me with it which is somehow better??
>eventually though he gets bored enough of me that he does pull it out and it stings and hurts really fucking bad
>he takes my balls out of the fucking holder thing and my legs out of the spreader bar and flips me over onto my back
>I still have my arms held behind my back and the blindfold and gag on though
>by his tone its very clear that he just wants to get this over with now and he realized the dildo was not doing it for me
>so he kind of holds me up in his lap ish?? and starts to jerk me off
>he’s doing it with his whole hand on my tip though and its super overstimulating and does not feel good so eventually I start squirming and kind of mumbling at him through the gag to stop
>plus if I had the option I would have told him to not touch my dick at all but beggars can’t be choosers I guess
>he eventually gets the hint and takes the gag and blindfold off
>tell him that its just overstimulating and make the excuse that I normally can’t get off unless its by myself
>total lie, not once during this entire thing did I feel anything remotely sexually pleasurable

(9/10)

>he either buys it or just doesn’t give a shit and wants me out of there so he helps me get my arms free, takes off the collar, and tells me to go clean myself up in his bathroom
>shakily walk to his bathroom, he tries to act tough and remind me that im supposed to crawl when in his room but I do not fucking care
>piss and try to let some cum out of my ass but literally nothing even comes out?? i think its giving him too much credit to assume he wore a condom but maybe. I would have liked him to at least
>eventually wash my hands and then get ready to leave
>he watches me put my clothes back on and we make some awkward conversation before I leave. I think I asked him some stupid moid shit like what games he played on his computer
>he doesn’t even walk me out, just tosses me out his door and makes me figure out how to navigate his maze of a house
>get in my car and break down crying
>drive home, unsuccessfully try to let more cum out of my ass on the toilet, delete grindr, and go to sleep. shit blood the next day


This was like three years ago. I haven’t done anything with anyone since as it was kinda traumatizing and I still feel really gross about it. Well that and im still ugly and don’t pass so nobody wants to fuck me anyway (manmoder for life I guess). Either way, hopefully some of you found this story time entertaining! Trust me I wish it was a larp but it’s not :( Sorry if its written like shit though this is all I remember and I can’t write to save my life. Anyway, should I download Grindr again?

(10/10)

>>43181200
bet you read it all anyway fag

>>43181241
yes you should download grindr and find the same guy again

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>>43181241
nona, that sounds kinda rapey :(