>not molested/raped/neglected/groomed otherwise abused>no gayvoice>still like men>still troon outWhy? This wasn't the way things were supposed to go.
>>43182363you got mentally groomed prolly a lonely retard who spent too much time on the internet and got addicted to male attention
>>43182363God has a plan for all of us anon,your part was to be a tranny, since the beggining of times
>>43182363Tardism
I wasnt a popular kid but I wasnt a dweeb in school either. Was friends with everybody but stuck to my core circle of friends outside of school. Played a ton of sports.>quit all sports senior year>experiment with alcohol and drugs senior year + college but keep it pretty clean>lose virginity in college to a slut (her wording not mine)>get kicked out of college for selling weed>move back home at 20 to be with my 18 yo gf>awful choice relationship is toxic as hell>shes bpd and schizo>best worst 2 years of my life>she fucks me up mentally>I go binging with friends>fuck up bar group dynamics by sleeping with 2 girls in the group>friends dont like me anymore>post a lot online in my early 20s>start experimenting with girls clothes. I remembered liking wearing tights for basketball in high school and how they made my legs and ass look>start posting lewds on femboy subreddits>start talking to guys online and on grindr>covid hits>isolated for a month>come to grips with the fact im not cis>come out to my parents in an argument>they dont understand and take me to therapy at a church>goes horribly>do weird andro gender queer stuff for a year or two while being a fuckboy>start dating a baby trans girl who won my heart>eventually go to PP to get titty pills>surprisingly easy to do so in a red state>trans gf keeps getting hotter and hotter and more passoid>gives me hope>shes 5'6" i'm 5'11">she tries to gas me up so bad but she mogs me>I kinda pass sometimes but I have to lose some weight and get laser>at least i have a hot tranny passoid gf now>only 1.5 years on hrt so maybe I have time>do genuinely feel more comfortable in my own skin than before at 31 years old>hoping I somehow shrink to like 5'9"
>>43182363Basically, Taylor Momsen got so insanely lucky in life, that we trans women have to exist to balance out the universe.
>>43182375I really never had a chance, did I?
>>43182443ygmi.Put a ring on your gf, btw.and gtfo from this board.
>>43182363>This wasn't the way things were supposed to goSays who?Do you like how things are going? If yes, then keep going. If not, then stop. It really is that simple.t. rooned for the fetish
>>43182533I love you thank you <33
>>43182375Psychology is a meme field with no real science. Autism is fake, schizophrenia is not an illness, and 500 years from now, everybody will be confused as hell about how we could discover the smallest detectable particles before we knew how to classify different mental states.Autism is fake. Autism is fake. There is no such thing as autism. Being dense about social cues is not a disorder and no amount of gaslighting will make me take a psychologist seriously.YOU ARE A FAKE DOCTOR AND A FAKE SCIENTIST. I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS!!
>>43182654>I love youThat's what my guy says as he feminizes me :3But no, seriously, the magical thinking has got to stop. Trooning is just body modification. Some like it, some don't. Some of those who like it have limits to how far they want to go. None of this is wrong or right. Free will and body autonomy ftw.
>>43182479No! I'm telling you Taylor Momsen stole all your starting points.
>>43182766Yeah well put :3 i dont necessarily consider myself a woman yet, but i know 100% im not a man. But im fine with kinda floating in this in-between limbo stage while I keep getting more and more fem with hrt
>>43182843>but i know 100% im not a manPretty much this.I don't think I'll consider myself a woman even after I get srs. I'm a failed male who is happy to be as feminine as possible. I didn't even bother to change my name or gender marker on the ID even though I am now gendered female no matter how I dress lol.
>>43182887Yeah its weird because a part of me really wants srs, I think getting topped vaginally would be so much better than anal for me (I have issues loosening up my ass muscles) but another part of me doesnt really mind my dick so much. The balls can go for sure, ill be getting an orchiectomy at the very leastIdk having a neo vagina just sounds like a lot of work. Ideally I would have just been born with one but oh well
>>43183029The reason I signed up for it is logistics.I don't mind my dick, but I do mind the logistical trouble every time we want to fuck.Also, what's more emasculating/failed male than being dickless? :3
>>43182366I did spend too much time on the internet, but that was after I got called a fag for playing Pokemon too late, which got worse when people ostracized me because they actually suspected I was gay. >>43182375I'm not autistic. Stupid unfalsifiable image. >>43182550Idk, in some respects, not in others. I'm glad I can larp as Normal because I pass and I'm engaged. I'm glad I'm pretty content with my body at this point. I'm not glad trooning destroyed my relationship with my mom. I'm not glad that I'm still a social outcast.
>>43185058>I can larp as Normal because I pass and I'm engagedCongrats!>destroyed my relationship with my momSorry to hear that. But, with the risk of sounding like a dick: it is more of her problem.>I'm not glad that I'm still a social outcastThat can be fixed, though. You're a normal engaged woman. Socializing literally does come easier as you're assumed safer by everyone.
>>43185197>That can be fixed, though. You're a normal engaged woman. Socializing literally does come easier as you're assumed safer by everyone.Not really. I've been in primarily female spaces (not by choice, educational/career path) for like 11 years, before and after trooning and I've always been treated as completely harmless. I worry that they could sense I only liked men.But at any rate, that's not my problem.