i was groomed by a bpd 22yo taiwanese woman from /soc/ into shaving my legs and crossdressing when i was 16 and she told me i'd never have a chance with a woman i took it to heart, it blew a fuse in my brain and now im a faggotnow that it's been 4 years, i'm kinda numb about the whole thing. i wish it didn't happen, but i don't know what i'd be without it.did anything similar happen to you guys
>>43184390Dunno sex with women wasn't exactly ever hard to attain just had zero pull towards it.
>>43184390My parents were poor so them overworking too much made me just glued to the screen and you know some cartoons like the Simpsons just like to throw butts in your face at random so I got the wrong idea that I can scare the bully at school if I just pull down my pants. So that were my first ever seeds on my bush. I did change schools but then I entered a situationship where I was just giving a boy felatio in a garage but somehow was not exposed to unrestricted access to internet so I was just toying his big without any progression. Then I got a serious relationship with a weeb trad yandere. She can have conservative vales but very obsessive on control due to her being denied almost all the time. She was the first to ask if we can see each other stripped from all divine boundary. It started from asking me come along at 3 am because she felt bored and her mother had night shift. She slowly started taking my underwear, was bored much more often and at some point even my keys and phone. She was getting increasingly curious on how some technologies work so she took toys and used so many of her fingers and I could not resist. society was falling and so was my self esteem cus I did not win in life yet. bending me over until i could not move was inevitable and soon i was not allowed to talk much except whimper. I was able to be a good toy but my battery was running low. At at least now I dont need to be embarrassed to initiate first and I can try to face down on the pillow and wait.
