Life is meaningless and Im not even human and never wasETA: Two days
>>43185061This is how i know youre Trutrans. Faggots that transition are like >"oh no what if i dont pass what if i hate my boobs what if i have regrets"Trutrans are like>"Fuck it we ball I was going to kill myself anyway might as well itll be funny"
>>43185061imagine killing yourself and you post about it online before you do it and you attach an uma musume pfp to your sui noteif you like Uma musume you have the brain of an 8 year old and cannot understand the consequences of that
>>43185082I’m the least trans, this is a mad ugly impulsive thread aboit me planning my suicude since I was 1810 years later abd several hrt procedures and meeting with real trans people mafe me realise how invalid as a human I amIm nothingI’m less than worm feed.>>43185166I don’t even know what anime tgat is sorry I offended you
>>43185727You cant hide it the transness seeps out of your every word. I recognize my own cis dont get suicidal in this way
what if killing yourself just starts your life over again, and you end up back in hell instead of being free?
>>43186819It doesn’t matter nowIf it ever matter why was I so comfortable with myself? SimpleIt didn’t matter ever nor is it truePfffAttention whoring again to feed my dying ego
>>43186835Then nothing ever mattered and we are all in absolute hell
>>43186856you obviously have something else going on than just depression, npd or bpd or bdd or something. this is an insane reason to kill yourself
>>43186896What is insane? Im just tired of myself of others of everyone and everythingI’m tiredI wanna rest
>>43186888I do not look like this and never will not do I want to desu
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>>43186932Arigatou anon-san
>>43186918but you won't get any rest, because you'll be dead. at least, you better hope you don't get any rest. if death is rest, then you still exist to be awoken
>>43186957But it is restDeath is absolution of all my sins all my wrongs all my rights all tgat Im and am notIt is the final ultimate escape from this hellAnd I’m tired of being caring tired of being tired of being tiredEven my posts feel like aiI’m not gonna convince you and neither will you
Any emotion is justified in the face of death. Just choose a better one op dooming is boring. If you care this much you havent given up enough
>>43186977dying isn't rest, and it isn't absolution. when you kill yourself, you will not feel absolved. you'll just die tired, and guilty, and afraid. if you've decided i can't convince you, i won't try anymore
>>43187029Anon your missing the pointI died a long time ago
going through the same thing, was supposed and ready to end this week ago. idk why i'm still holding outi mean i know, i'm too disconnected from myself and don't have agency of my ownhope we'll find peace, in some way, somehow
>>43185061can we have sex before that