When I fap to men I end up feeling like shit and miserable. Like it's forced or something.When I fap to women I tend to end up feeling nice. I feel like both my mood and testosterone rise.I hate being bi. It's so confusing.
internalized homophobiathe confusion is just you not realizing society wants you to hate your own same sex attraction because it threatens women's control over men socially
>>43189001Could you be more "creative" than just "muh duh internalized homophobia"?
I'm the opposite
>>43189118could you be more creative than the millionth "women make me feel good, men give me the ick how could this be" post?
>>43188984women are just better
>>43188984I jerk off to porn when I imagine wanting to be the dominant participant in sex. I jerk off to written smut when I want to imagine being submissive. Doesn’t really matter what sex the other person/people are, I just find the different types of media work better depending on the role I’m putting myself in. It almost feels like how I think about sex changes switching between roles.Do you definitely like guys op? Maybe you were just experimenting, and now you’re realizing they’re not your cup of tea?