Okay, so for reference I’m a 20 year old Australian male and everything about me seems straight, I’ve only ever had girlfriends, obviously only having sex with women, I’m only attracted to women, I’ve only ever asked women out, I’m 6’2” with very masculine features, and facially i’m like a 5/6 out of 10 and like I said before I’ve had a few girlfriends so all around, I’m pretty straight at least I think. Here lies the dilemma, There’s a YouTuber I watch (@FlightFormSyracuse1) for anyone wondering. I’ve been watching him for maybe a year and didn’t really watch any of his content over the last six months but he recently uploaded a video and despite seeing his face in previous videos something felt different this time. Pic related is his face for reference btw, i’m sure you can see what I mean. But for some reason I was kind of transfixed by his face and his way of speaking, of which I loved in general before this. I mean his content is great, I used to listen to it whilst I was working out for hate motivation. But he just seemed so cute. It’s literally the exact same feeling that I’ve got every single other time that I’ve seen a cute girl that I’m into, and that’s what worries me, I wouldn’t have a problem with being bi, but I like being straight. I’ve thought about the possibility in the past of being in a gay relationship as long as the other guy was feminine enough. My one hurdle being that I couldn’t get over the whole dick sucking thing. It’s just something I can’t do because I’m not attracted to men specifically when it comes to pleasuring them orally. But this one random finish sounding YouTuber completely changed that, even though he’s also relatively masculine, I really wouldn’t see a problem with cuddling with him in the same way I would with a girl. He just looks so cute and his voice sounds so nice. I just want to make him feel loved and cared for in every way possible. Pt 2 soon soz
>>43189846PT 2. Even to the extent of performing sexual acts that I would’ve otherwise completely abstain to, and I don’t get why, I don’t get how I can go 20 years not thinking anything of any man pretty much, and then one day out of the blue be ready to break all my rules and throw away everything just to cuddle in bed and kiss this gorgeous man, like for real bro I just can’t get over how cute he is, and his voice just makes me wanna be with him so damn bad bro it literally melts me, it’s just so nice sounding. Yet again this feels the exact same way every other attraction I’ve ever had to a girl has felt. And I don’t know how to feel about that. This is my first time ever posting on this board and I’m genuinely looking for advice on this one because it’s got me a little bit fucked up. PS the guy genuinely does make great videos and if you want some good hate filled gym motivation on account of how fucked up Central banking is, then definitely give this guy’s channel a watch, my weird shit aside It’s worth it. Yet again, any advice is welcome. Don’t know how to feel about this.
>>43189846Bisexual men should repress their gay side and just stick to women. You're gonna end up damaging yourself and going crazy if you just "come out as bi" and have sex with men. It's all full of shit. Not worth it.>t.bi that hates that wasted so much time on gay men when could have a lovely GF
>>43189902See that’s the thing if I was given the decision I’d 100% of the time pick a girl but shit be dry out here lately.
>>43189846And nowyou can use this power to suck tranny gock
