nuclear war edition>qott: if the bombs do end up dropping and nuclear armageddon begins, would you rather die from the fallout or live to see the ashes?>qott2: if you were to die in 2 weeks (or even tomorrow), what would your biggest regret be, and do you want to do anything about it?
forgot to link previous thread>>43155379
What's the move here?
>>43191400Probably nothing
>>43191002>qott: if the bombs do end up dropping and nuclear armageddon begins, would you rather die from the fallout or live to see the ashes?Instant vaporization from the initial blast. Anything that takes longer to kill me sounds like a sentence worse than death.>qott2: if you were to die in 2 weeks (or even tomorrow), what would your biggest regret be, and do you want to do anything about it?Being a retard. I couldn't do anything about it even if I had more than two weeks left.
tw blog postbleh ate a gross amount of food and currently doing my best not to make myself go throw it uphaven't talked to my parents at all in a month which is the first ever i think. it's weird how once you stop it's easier to just not and i don't want to hear from them anywaybald spot getting worse despite the fin+min. i'm sure this is fine>>431910021: die immediately plz and ty2: is it weird that i almost feel too depressed to even regret anything? like i don't really feel like i did that bad and it's not like i ever would've passed so i don't regret not trying to transition
Have you actually tried, sincerely, in good faith, to date men as a man and be happy with that life outcome?
>>43192899of course i have gincel unfortunately having a breakdown every time you try to have sex makes it hard to actually date men
Do you ever realize you're actually not trans and just an enormous retard who interpreted this thoughts weirdly and lacks a grip over his own brain and feelings? It happens to me probably 3 times a month. Thank god it does though it's the only thing keeping me sane.
>>43193317>It happens to me probably 3 times a month.
>>43192404>picso, would you be okay with being an anthro male? and if so, how much would you prefer being an anthro female over anthro male?
>>43191002>QOTTI'd rather live to see the ashes and have a little fun in the post-apocalypse and then die a few weeks in doing something cool. I would probably want to die in that situation less than I do now.>QOTT2The same as my biggest regret right now, not trooning out when I had the chance. I can't do anything about that, it's objectively too late.
Q1: even though logically it would be worse to be living in the irradiated world, I still feel like i'd rather live a terrible life than die Q2: i would actually regret not transitioning or at least trying because my current cope is that it's not a good time to troon and i'll be better off doing it later
>almost end up booking appointment >instead pig out so I can feel bad about being ugly instead of being maleI will die prematurely because of this
I wanna be a cute anime girl so bad bros
anyone else save images of ladies on pinterest to admire? not in a sexual way just in a yearning, sad way.
Duality by Slipknot but replace eyes with ass. Thats the repper experience
Have any other reppers had sex with a woman and imagined you were her while fucking? Think I've almost fully dissolved my sense of self
>>43196412I never had sex
the fine people at /mmg/ tore me to shreds for posting in their thread last night, and made it clear i was not welcome there. that being said, i believe they were a little biased. and i'm of course not on HRT.you are free to ignore this but i would appreciate if you told me whether or not i should rep to the grave.https://files.catbox.moe/184vpr.jpg5'11, 20 years old. may god have mercy on your eyes. i won't bother you anymore after this
>>43197876Body-wise you have some potential, face I don't seeUltimately what's in your mind matters the most, do you want to troon out, with everything that entails?
This is me
>>43198151my face is a lot worse...https://files.catbox.moe/vwayoe.mp4to answer your question, it's a bit complicated. i have no issues with how i look at the moment, but i really don't want to age as a man and get old like one. yeah women get old too, it's just that i don't have high hopes for male aging in comparison. i'll probably expire in a few years (if i haven't already) from that. it's hard to explain. i wouldn't necessarily consider myself aroused by the thought of being a woman - it would just innocently make me feel more comfortable. if i did troon out i'd be hsts most likely but idk what im talking about
>>43198236Hard to say how you're going to age, it's more about genetics than whatever hormones are inside youNo matter what you decide, be on the lookout for your hair first, if you see the first indications of balding get on minox and fin immediately
>>43197876>20 years oldyou should b/c it only gets worset. 28
>>43198236You look like björn andrésen
>>43198236You should bishōnenmaxx anon
>>43198236I am exactly the same as you, just do it. Here's the thing, you can do estrogen without transitioning if you don't wanna be a woman. You can just get the physical benefits without upending your life if you just want to be an androgynous twink thing. Because yes, it will only get worse. You will masculinize further, your brow will jut out, your chin will grow, your ribcage will barrel out, body hair will sprout all over you, you'll develop rank body odor and greasy skin, and deep set wrinkles will carve themselves into your face. No moisturizer or exercise routine will save you because believe me, I have tried. There is exactly one cure for twink death and it is estrogen.
>>43198336>>43198391>>43198457>>43198493>>43198500thank you all, sorry i was a little overwhelmed ehehe... i'm gonna do some research, figure out what my options are. i guess it could always be worse. desu im kinda worried that i'll be, well, bad optics? because i am a sperg, and i feel like i'm not good enough to be, a troon... i've always perceived them as elite, luli'll stop wallowing in self pity now
>>43198598never troon
>>43198598Like I said, you don't need to socially transition if all you want is to avoid twink death. You can continue to live as a pretty male without upending your life.
>>43191002take your HRT, retards
>>43198493Not him but ive been working so hard at this for years, but Chad genetics make it an uphill battle
>>43198457No they don't. Not at all.
>>43199131See >>43192404
I'm almost 33, unemployed, and a HikkiI'm a TLF (Total Life Failure)
>>43197876>>43198236You probably have more potential than everyone in this gen. If I looked like that at 20 I definitely would have transitioned. God gave you a chance so please don't waste it by waiting too long.>>43198748idk how you could say this as a repper unless you're just being spiteful, if someone the potential to escape repperhell they absolutely should
is this movie as big of a repper oneshotter as the 'xitter 'oons say or is it a meme?
>>43203309have not watched it but read nevada which is supposed to be a similar thing and that just made me quit smoking pot
>>43203309I just watched this movie to answer your question. I was moved to tears multiple times, but it was also specifically catered to me and my experiences as a child. WELP IWNBAM so its back to repressing until I die miserable. I will be a woman until I die, because I'd rather die than be a pooner.Maybe I could pull off being a theyfab that nobody respects and will think of as a woman anyway.
>>43203854>theyfabHoly shit, don't. Gym is the best solution for femreppers. Pump iron and do your best to build muscle.
>>43203309I watched this movie the year it dropped and identified with the protagonist and have continued to rep since. I’m pathologically incapable of helping myself
>>43198151Dude has the frame of a torito, you're delusional He could become a professional bodybuilder with those genetics
>>43203309It's pretty explicit but normies would just presume it's about escapism and nostalgia for childish dreams, because they're fucking stupid
>>43203309Should I watch this with my wife?
>>43202871There's more to repping than "I will look ugly as a tranny"Family, work, social and cultural shock, costs of procedures, pain, fertility concerns, higher chance of cancer and other risks
I get short periods where I feel as though I want to troon again but generally legitamately want to be male and be a confident person with good relationships with friends and partner
>>43205823Same, I flipflop tooThe more depressed I am, the more tranny thoughts I have, it's probably just escapism
>>43203309havent watched itit has the pokemon guy whose voice really annoys me
Mentally ill enough to wish with all my soul that I had been born a womanMentally sane enough to know that it's impossible and that I need to keep such things to myselfOutcome is I'm depressed a solid 80% of the time
Seeing a gigapassoid who shares some facial features with me activates something deep within me
i started hrt i guess i'm not a repper anymore, i figure that i'm already on track to kill myself so it can't really get worse
>>43193845Changed my mind. Back to anthro womandom.
>>43210470Same a lot of those Instagram ones look just like me in the before pics
>>43205647Not reallyAside from responsibility to family in some cases all of those concerns are stupid / could easily be compensated for and I don't respect you if any of them are your reason for repping desu.
I held off on drinking until 8pm todayare you proud of me guys?
>>43211977i'm proud of you anon
>>43212281thanks
>>43211977YeahDelay it one more hour tomorrow
>>43198215Slayyy
So many strapping young femboys out there to reprape (have sex with, without disclosing I am living vicariously through them) but theyre all insufferable libtards. Sigh.
>>43212483but why?I want to enjoy my Friday as much as that's possible.
>>43212568>maga stare cheating middle age boomer that wants you to rim him while you wear panties
being a repper is kinda convenient because I can just drink/smoke as much as I want and do stuff like eating out of scraped up teflon pans without having to worry about it
>>43205252dependsif youve ever felt that you werent where you should be in life, you will probably relate viscerally to the movielike if you're stuck in a low-wage job or a job where nobody respects you and you feel like you should be much farther along in your career by now, you see all your friends from high school/college seeming to live successful lives while you're trappedit's really the gutwrenching pain of a life that was never fully livedi can see how reppers who are blissfully unaware what theyre pushing down would rationalize the deep discomfort the movie creates as being something else, because we all have something we feel we're failing at
>>43213356
my skull is massive and it causes me distress every time I touch it
Someone should make a pill that takes dysphoria away so I don't kill myself
>buzz hair>visibly extremely thin on top of headman it really is over i need to kill myself sooni feel like i'm so emotionally frayed and lonely but also not nearly hot enough to be this crazy so am just stuck foreverbeen a few weeks since i've drank in earnest should black out tomorrow
>>43213689>Hon. Kristi Noempoetic
>>43212568no sex, that's unethical repping
I need to get really immersed in an RPG game again so I can temporarily forget I exist irl for a few hours
>>43214729Might replay Witcher 1 personally
I started talking to my online friends again and the thoughts have lessened. I think I'm going to stop coming here again. Hopefully they stay away this time.
>>43214461Finasteride and minoxidilNOWDutasteride if that doesnt work
someone should make a pill that lets you stay a femboy forever instead of having to do something cringe like pretend you want to be a woman because its the only way to not slowly turn into a disgusting ogre man
