I'm a cis male. Thinking sexual things about women makes me feel ashamed, as soon as it hits that I want to do sex things with a female body I feel disgusted with myself for thinking it could be an option, but thinking sexual things about men is already wrong, and therefore when the shame should be kicking in I realize god isn't part of this picture anymore and I feel fine.Is this just prison gay? Did growing up catholic turn me into a false homosexual? What is this sexuality? Is it bisexual? Is it real homosexual?