hello,i am a 22 year old passing transgender woman and i need a partner. i am not built to function on my own and i dont know how to find someone. dating apps suck and they just make me feel like shit. i yearn so strongly to submit that i think it gets in the way of my day to day life.i also am chronically depressed, i know i should get medicated but i need to see a new doctor (my current one is really quite rude) so thats just kinda sitting in the pipeline. i see all my friends about to graduate from university so that will just be another layer of lonelieness. everyone who knows me says im great and that they enjoy my presence but i cant seem to allow myself to believe them. i just never learned properly how to be social so most of the time i sit and observe. i observe people habits, mannerisms, and overall being and while i do get joy from this, i also tend to get a little shy sometimes because it terrifies me to be known deeply, yet that is all i crave.i have a few close friends, people ALWAYS remember me and my name so clearly i do something right. i just wish i was able to cultivate relationships with people. im a photographer, i love to read, cook, play a video game, and i also love movies, music and art of any kind.anyway, if a pretty and interesting (perhaps a bit clingy aswell) trans girl is appealing to you, please let me know because at this point i just need someone who is willing to be there and to support me, and in turn i will do the same to you. i was created to serve and make people happy, and thats all i ever want to do.sorry for my little rant, but for any who are interested please put in your discord :)also, i am currently located in ohio
>>43193250well okayim a uh 20yo twink in the southern U.S.... really skinny (but eh 5'11) and i have hair like yukari from girls und panzer ehehei have some mental issues too, mostly just AvPD. but that's the only major one. i am deathly terrified of being ripped to shreds by others for merely being in their presence...i like, well, vidya/anime, computer hardware, agriculture, nature, my dog, and driving around because i have nothing better to do.i'm studying computer networking in college.you sound really sweet and i hope i don't discourage you from anyone else if i come off as reprehensible, ahaha.here is mahhttps://files.catbox.moe/k7pwcx.jpgmy 'cord is montlake77sorry
>>43193250im not in the market for a tranny, but that photo is really nice
>>43193250yeah sorry, you need to be able to figure this shit out on your own. someone is not going to save you when you're desperate for it and mentally disturbed. once you find things beyond a romantic relationship and consistent validation it gets much easier. make friends, build hobbies, set goals etc. t. mtf
>>43193250You sound nice op, and I appreciate your earnestness. You should try to get your depression squared away sooner rather than later though.Best of luck meeting someone/getting your own ducks in a row
>>43193250Ludicrously young dawg what are you doing
>>43193250sorry about your situation, im a transgirl from ohio as well if that's of any interest to youif you ever want to talk, discord is "bouncey."
>>43193358thank you, i really put all i have into my pictures :)>>43193385i know it, i was just feeling particularly shitty earlier and needed to vent. thank you for being helpful.>>43193419thank you, i know i need to get rid of it, im just a bit of a mess right now and trudging through it is rather difficult.>>43193458i believe there is a chemical imbalance in my brain that makes me depressed like all the time so i try my best to be social and cool but on the inside it is like im drowning and all these people are looking but nobody cares to help.
>>43193250where are you from? Im the same :c
>>43193250I don't think I have the mental bandwidth to be a supportive friend for you. You'd do better trying to find motivation within and begin to climb towards your own stability. It's not that I think you'd be draining or too much. It's only that, when you depend on others you'll always come up short. Try to build a better base before connecting with others. Otherwise you risk unhealthy attachment or being crushed when you lose people.
>>43193250I'm 5 years older than you and have severe issues. Gonna pass rather than trauma bond.
>>43193250NGL I wouldn't have minded being a friend or something but romance isn't really on the table for me atm. I wish you luck for finding someone though
>>43193310hello, you are certainly cute, though i will say that i do not believe that i would be a good match for you on the basis that we dont have much overlapping interest. i know it in my heart you will find someone somewhere though i hate to say it wont be me. you do have very nice hair and eyes and i bet you look very nice when you smile.>>43193506i have very much been trying to work on this. i really try and be the best me i can be, and you are spot on with the aspect of my reaction to losing people, since im so particular with who i get to know, the people i have i would prefer to keep and ive already got some abandonment type of issues. i greatly appreciate your kindness and advice.>>43193484i am from near columbus but i will not discloae my current location for purposes of privacy, i hope you understand. though i am happy to talk about anything :)>>43193521i wish you clarity and peace in your life going forward, thank you for replying at all!>>43193544being a friend is 100% a possibility, in truth i was kind of just ranting and feeling all terrible about myself but i am fully open to new friends!
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im 21, skinny and 5'11. I'm really into music both making and listening, I currently play guitar and bass. Also into video games but way less than I used to be cause life, still down 2 play tho. Trying to read and watch more movies as of recent. Currently in college for mathematics. my disc is dogg_zone_
