>Was ok as a repper.>experience second puberty.>cope with laser, dht blocker, skincare, anamax.>become hrt repper,>Still coping about daydream about gettin FFS and other procedures.I just want to be satisfied and stop being greedy.
>>43196304Just do what you wanna do. Do it for you tho not like for some dumb societal bullshit.
You acquire all that you want
>>43196404I know I am a mentally ill man, but is there really anything I can do to just be ok with my lot in life? My usual copes kind of just stop working once I accepted trannyism. Usually TG escapist media used to be fun when I rep, but lately it just makes me want to cry. Forcefem stuff became cringe to me because I’ve realized that I actively pursuit emasculating myself. Prison gay is dumb and most guys would rather bang a hambeast than the most beautiful K Pop man.
It's honestly worst not knowing what you want in life, or not wanting anything in life. Use your goals to motivate you into being successful.
>>43196533You’re not mentally ill you’re just like different. Everyone else is like this they are just repressing their shit and pretending to be normal it’s not worth.Cis people have the same brainworms x1million there’s like entire industries catering to their vanity and self obsession and it’s all superficial bullshit they do to cope. I used to like the kind of escapist TG stuff too but it’s all just copes you know the truth, you know what’s inside you’ve always known even before you knew what it was or had the words for it or the meaning to understand it. It’s leaked out here and there and you’ve subconsciously repressed and coped and then actively suppressed and found outlets and coping mechanisms but you know the truth.Idk it’s hard to deal with coming out and figuring out the identity shit but just like, be you idk work your way up to it via some envycoping do whatever fem presentation you are into and just own it and have fun.Yeah like lots of people probably think I’m mentally ill too but who cares they’re retards lol. Life is what you make it, it’s there for you to live not to impress some strangers will how not insane and well behaved you are fuck em.Be the best you that you can be girl I know you know it in your heart. We got this.(we don’t got this but like we got this you know)
>>43196304meme them until they cry
