being a tranny with AvPD is the most unimaginable fucking horrible dice roll possible. you know how college classes sometimes make you work in small groups? yeah lmao i just walk out and drive home before i let that shit happen. some men are very polite and accommodative at first, but their patience eventually runs out. and the others think you're some retard sex object which just reinforces mental delusions. one time i went to the store to buy an SD card and they were locked behind glass. so you know what i did? i went home, wasted gas, and paid twice as much to have it delivered. it's unbearable to go out in public and have your brain constantly running at 100% utilization because you're simply within eyesight of other people. i would fucking PAY a guy to suck HIS dick at this point, but hookup/dating apps are all for elite assholes.
>>43200944Is it mostly with strangers or are you afraid of intimacy too
>>43200944i also did that in college lmao just walked out any time social interaction was required, failed a few classes doing that but oh well
>>43200944I did the same thing somehow I still managed to graduate but it was all a waste bc now I’m a neet bc I can’t hold a job
Hookup apps are the easiest fucking thing in earth. Vile, hideous people get laid with hookup apps
>>43200972im a KHHV so it doesnt applybut if i had to guess, i probably would be really nervous. like i already get shaky when ordering food at restaurants ffs, cant imagine how bad it'd be in the bedroom>>43201001>>43201017thank you i feel less lonely nowpeople always say "just be confident" but it's hard to do that when you assume the average stranger will rip you to shreds when they get the chance
>>43201017lol sameee, can’t hold down anything to save my life because I inevitably fuck up social interactions sooner or later and also have 0 personality so coworkers never like me>>43201048The great news is that I don’t fear everyone anymore, but since my formative years were spent actively avoiding all human interaction and having panic attacks, I am still so socially inept that nothing has really changed! Yay!!!
>being a _____ with _____ is the single worst fate imaginable because
>>43200944what games do you play
Try being an avoidant chaser, yeah it's over
