so when i was like 14 i was transgender like full-on transfem. stockings, being a cute girl online, crying myself to sleep bc i wasnt a girl and shit, a lottttt of dysphoria and shit so after a while i just stopped for some reason and then for a lot of time id enter this cycle where id start being transgender and then after a few time id stop it for some reason and im really not freaking sure if im transgender or just a faggot help me
>>43202102do you want to be or no
HRT now
>>43202102If it's persisting, then most likely
>>43202284idk thats why im asking for advice kinda
>>43202294someday hopefully
>>43202347do not wait. start it now
>>43202327would you be okay looking like a twinkhon? or only a passoid? if you're only okay with the latter, do you, or will you ever, have the funds to make that happen?
>>43202438well,, idk im pretty feminine already, the only thing that fucks me up kinda is my height, like, id be okay with people being able to tell im transgender when looking very closely but its sickening to think about someone being able to tell im transgender after years on hrt. my parents would be like, ok with that but definilety not fund me or anything and im unemployed but i wanna get employed asap, the job i *want* to get should pay me fine for a thing or two, but im not very sure lol.
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>>43202472hope not
>>43202469if you think about it, hrt alone is not going to do enough heavy lifting on most people to make them pass. fat distribution isn't enough for that, so you shouldn't be upset that after years it's not doing more to help you pass than someone who had it better to start with or had surgeries. do you want to keep your femininity though? it's hard to do that without hrt
>>43202549sorry i made it look like i already started hrt, i meant to say that the thought of me starting hrt, use it for years, then people still be able to tell im a biological man without difficulty makes me sick. so im hesitant about even thinking about starting hrt.
>>43202616thats what i mean. hrt is probably not going to make you pass alone. styling is the biggest part, but that might not make you pass either. id be able to tell if you could or not without surgery if i saw you, but because that's weird, i'll just say you probably won't. hrt will help prevent your body from further masculinizing regardless though, is that something you want? or if you decided to live as a man, would you not care?
>>43202102
>>43202675i see. then, yeah, the thought of getting whole lotta hair all around me, rougher skin, etc doesnt quite feel like me at least thats what i think rn. and yeah, styling? ig i should be fine, i remember passing to some online friend i had that i sent pics of my face wearing a black oversized hoodie 2 cuz i was desperate for validation. but that was when i was 14-15 so.
>>43202729>styling?haircut, hair care, brows, clothes, shaving.it's easy to take a passing photo, but it's hard to pass in a photo with bad lighting, if you know what i mean. you should transition, in my opinion, medically at least. wait until you're more stable with a job though before you do it socially, if you end up wanting to
>>43202774ill think about it for a while. you were really helpful, like seriously. cant believe i found a person with such great advices in freaking 4chan. thanks really. hope the best for u <3
>>43202803thank you =) i hope the best for you too
>>43202284I wanna be a corpse
>>43203666okay use the exit bag method
