I got so fucking horny this morning, masturbated to gay shit, and then cleaned up a disgustingly large amount of cumAnd then for the rest of today I've just been so mad and stressed out at everything, lost my voice from screaming Testosterone is awful and so far I do not miss this
there's a single tranny in Montana and xer's a politicianit's a gigachud state, and getting chuddier as /pol/tards from places too liberal for them move inthey have a city which basically told people that they can hunt homeless for sport
>>43202810not a fun place to be :(
I always wanted to move to MontanaIt seems peaceful I can get a cabin in the woods :3
>>43202810Why did you randomly start monologuing about Montana >>43202831Probably the last state where you can buy property and not feel like you're directly up your neighbors ass hole
>>43202714Big cord PENIS
>>43202887when i opened the image it was the first state my eyes made contact with
oh it's cordwow you actually detrooned... I got back on HRT at the three month mark when I was feeling exactly like you and equally miserable
>>43202913There are other penises anon!!!!But this is literally from this morning https://ibb co/B5YXfkCr(Catbox is the most garbage unusable fucking website ever)>>43202957I thought I could handle it but it's just getting worse every day. I got out of a relationship with a theyfab and convinced myself that they would have liked me more if I was more masculine and wasn't infertile
>>43203045>theyfabI thought you liked guys ofc it's not gonna work out with a woman silly
>>43202714Take your meds.
>>43203045>https://ibb co/B5YXfkCrHoly shit that's so hotI wish you would've recorded your cumshot
>>43203067Im sexually attracted to men but I only find myself romantically attracted to women. Idk what the fuck is wrong with me>>43195719>>43203079Hrt isn't "meds">>43203087It was gross and sticky as hell and reminded me how much I really despise cleaning up cum.
>>43203114>It was gross and sticky as hell and reminded me how much I really despise cleaning up cum.That's why you should've just squirted it in my mouth
>>43203114Estradiol Valerate is in fact medication. You're clearly detransitioning as self harm.
>>43203130It was way stickier than usual and still clear >>43203161>Estradiol ValerateErmm well I do enenthate so.... Anyways it's not a medication. It's a chemical for vain insecure weirdos to avoid confronting whatever trauma brought us here
>>43202714What's the point if you hate it so much?
>>43203198>It was way stickier than usual and still clearHow big was the load?
>>43203210>What's the point if you hate it so muchGsjahdshbaw i don't know. I can be lazier this way instead of panicking about injecting myself every week. And I convinced myself that I need to get my fertility back so that I am valuable to someone and don't end up dying alone>>43203216Like a spoonful. I haven't coomed like that in years. It was okay. I was retarded levels of horny, my pp wouldn't go down at all and I couldn't stop thinking about gay stuff. I was trying to get off to straight porn but I just gave up and quickly got it over with by fantasizing about getting pounded .-.
>>43203268>Like a spoonful. I haven't coomed like that in years. It was okay. I was retarded levels of horny, my pp wouldn't go down at all and I couldn't stop thinking about gay stuff. I was trying to get off to straight porn but I just gave up and quickly got it over with by fantasizing about getting pounded .-.Did you record it?
>average coping bisexual experience
>>43203268Idk I just take my hormones and do nothing else because social transition is cucked
>>43203294>Did you record it?I live in my car.... And I was too busy dealing with it to actually record itBut that pic is from a video of me poking and shaking my pp trying to make it go down>>43203321>average coping bisexual experienceI'm actually 100% straight and cis and really masculine >>43203326>just take my hormones and do nothing else because social transition is cuckedThat's what I did but then I was like "maybe injecting foreign hormones for my appearance is a little vain..."
>>43203346>But that pic is from a video of me poking and shaking my pp trying to make it go downPost it
>>43203346Nah you look like a cute fag
>>43203362>Post itPay me>>43203363My face is uggo but thanks <3
If u ever visit Berlin lmk u can crash at my place
>>43203346I do it for the mental relief. Literally medicine
>>43203367>Pay meI'll pay you in attention
>>43203377Thanks yous berlinanon <33>>43203385>I do it for the mental relief. Literally medicineIf that's medicine then my weed and adderall is medicine too>>43203389>I'll pay you in attentionfair trade.... Catbox is shitbox right now and won't let me upload anything soooo not tonite sryyy
>>43203402>fair trade.... Catbox is shitbox right now and won't let me upload anything soooo not tonite sryyyOkay I'll wait for your next thread then
>>43203420>Okay I'll wait for your next thread thenX_Xarent there like thousands of better nudie trannie vids than my ugly assAlso r u the anon who would write me on discord
>>43203441>Also r u the anon who would write me on discordYeah I used to talk to you on discord
>>43203402.... But they are
>>43203467Well good to see uuuu>>43203479That's a very loose definition of medicine
>>43203495>Well good to see uuuuYou should hop back on sometime
>>43203268this might be kind of mean but im glad u made another thread b/c i was talking to u about being scared of growing boobs b4 and this thread reassures me that i probably wont actually detrans if you’re this stressed about it so ty
>>43203530it's not worth it, trust
>>43203530I replied to you because I had the same exact kind of doubts as you did, and a lot of people here do. I think if you're not going to be 100% open and honest about being on hrt and have any reservations about breast development, do not do it. I also think a lot of gender stuff is spurred on by trauma. It isn't worth the shake up.
>>43203583NTA, but your detroonout seems to be the thing that's very clearly motivated by trauma
>>43203704My trooning was from trauma because my mom made me hate being male
>>43203583i appreciate the reassurance that its ok to go off HRT until im in a better place/im more sure, but i agree with the other poster that your detransing seems more trauma-motivated than your transing (just based on what i see here)
>>43203760I think you just need a big strong man to put his hands all over you and treat you right. Sorry you're struggling with your trauma right now, but being self destructive is not the way to go about it
>>43203875>I think you just need a big strong man to put his hands all over you and treat you rightthat would be nice
Hugs
>>43202714god that sounds awful why would u detrans >>43203045oh nvm you’re agp with a big phallic moid ego nvm enjoy your repper 20s
>>43206293>agpI've heard this term for a decade now and the consensus is that it means absolutely nothing
>>43206293You are the fakest kind of trans person. You people are autistic and think if you act snobby enough and cry hard enough about not being a woman, that it will make you .~*trutrans*~. When really you're just an obsessive narcissistic asshole with no ability to empathize with anyone else's experience. Fake trans
>>43206293Literally no one on this fucking website agrees on what is trutrans/faketrans.
>>43207088we do actually we just haven't told you because we don't want to hurt your feelings
>>43207123I've seen some trannies here unironically claim that getting bottom surgery means you're AGP faketransI swear it's only a matter of time before I see people claim that taking HRT is faketrans
>>43202714Protip get off this fuckin board man.
>>43207151Significantly easier said than done. I need to be like in therapy and have a new friend group to support me.But I don't have either of those so I just make self pity threads here every other day>>43207138>swear it's only a matter of time before I see people claim that taking HRT is faketransI guarantee there are already people who think this
>>43207172I mean I have seen "you're only trutrans if you passed before HRT" here before.
>>43207209Yep. People will say whatever they have to to convince themselves into, or out of, something
>>43207172I’ll be your friend. Add me humor011
>>43207294I'll add u but I would need friends who aren't on this website
>>43207242Somehow, the quality of discussion here is *still* higher than the average web forum. It's bizarre.