Apologies if the post isn't up to board standards, I am a bit of a tourist haha, I've only ever been active on /b/, and that was years before that board became as bad as it is now.>Be me, cis lesbian with a younger sibling, 3 years younger than me>Grow up with being really close to them, they are the first person I came out to>Eventually move out and slowly talk less and less>Around a year and a half ago I come visit and we end up hanging out together>They confide in me that they think they are a trans woman, but they are not sure>I encourage them to transition because their experience matches a lot with the experience of trans women that I read about online, tell them that i'll always support them and all>A few months later i get a call from them, they tell me that they've decided on transitioning, I tell her how proud I am and all and offer my help in absolutely anything at all>FFW to this easter, I've been very busy with my job so I ended up missing every family gathering for the past year, this was the first one I attended>I see my sister there, shes dressed all nice and fancy in a pretty white sundress with her makeup done and all>She's so gorgeous I can't help uncontrollable attraction towards her, the whole time I kept glancing at her as much as I could without being noticed>I eventually get to talk to her in a more secluded area of the gathering just the two of us, the conversation trails off to her dating experience post transition>She talks about how her sex life has been and I sit there nodding along, but in my head I can't stop thinking about wishing that I had sex with her instead of those other people>Eventually go home and masturbate to my fantasies of her, this has become my nightly routine since that day.What should i even do? keep it to myself forever? try my luck? what the fuck is even wrong with me.
you got the sibling incest scenario where you would be judged the least for trying your luck. If anything admitting attraction would be gender affirming since you are a lesbian. The reason I don't want to encourage you is because it's a total taboo subject which I can't comprehend properly since I don't have siblings. I guess be tactful? Or just play it off casually and forget about it, if its not worth the trouble and problems this could cause.
>>43203456if this isn't a larp repress it until the day you die. There will be a ton of porn addled losers here and trolls encouraging you but telling your sister you want to fuck her has a 99% chance of destroying your relationship with her and potentially your entire family
>>43203456>>43203512what closet said, thought crimes don't exist and you shouldn't feel bad for having them, but under no circumstances act on it.Best case scenario you find some other transfem who resembles her to live out a fantasy with.
>>43203512>>43203521hey she could have a chance who knows, trans girls always wanna fuck their family members too
>>43203456if you want to express your feelings to her, the best thing you could possibly say is something like "you're so pretty I wish we weren't related so I could date you"puts the ball in her court, so she can just take the compliment or she can go further and say something like "why should that stop us?"
>>43203512i agree. i was in the opposite shoes and my oldersister hates me now.we stopped talking for half a decade when i confessed while high and we still barely get along. dont ruin your family, just bury that shit. wish i had kmsed instead of ever telling her.
>>43203717this, OP
>>43203456UOOOOOOHHHHHHHtell her! you have to tell her! PLEASE HAVE SEX WITH HER
fucking dyke freak, taking your sisters cock and feeling it ruin your pussy for other girls is wrong!
>>43203456>them>they>her>she's>she
>>43205510op only used they in conjunction with the indecisive phase of the timeline. She immediately switches to she/her once her sister confirms the decision
>>43205584Hey anon I have never been attracted to men and I acknowledge that my sister might decide she does not want penetrative sex, and plus its not all about sex! hope this helps!
>>43205483I swear to god this board might convince me to do something very stupid
>>43206168Ok but just imagine how hot it would be to look down and see her cock fucking you
>>43206287God thats hot...
>>43203512Unfortunately this. It never really works in reality.I say this as someone who would really like a siscon type relationship (although I don't have a sister, just brothers). Trying actual incest is a bad idea and is best kept to the realm of fantasy.I don't think that means you can't be close with her, just do not fuck your sister (obviously)>>43203682Even given the above, I don't. I want a T4T relationship with a girl I can call my sister. I don't have an attraction to anyone in my family.
why do you larp these larps OP
>>43206601i think its real desu, the useless introduction, the subtle misgendering at the beggining because "she wasnt a woman back then", its written like a cis woman
>>43206654answer my question, OP
>>43206760NTA
>>43203456what the fuck is this post lmfao
Live the dream and have hot lesbian incest, please do it, if you don't you will regret it for the rest of your life
>>43203456hot, but probably larp.
Take that with you to your graveYou'll ruin everything Do not do it
>>43207493Yeah that's also my worry about it, if I never shoot my shot I'm always going to regret it, it's not like I can just forget about my own sister, every time I see her I'm gonna be reminded how I'm fucking in love with her.
>>43203456Good luck Nona I hope you get your sister's penis inside you soon
>>43207493>>43207779youll regret more when she disappears on you and you lose even your normal sibling bond. think with your brain instead of your heart for a moment.
>>43207886Don't listen to her! Think with your gay pussy!
>>43203717this is the smartest take ITT
>>43203456>Be me, cis lesbianYou're a lesbian, fuck off with the cis partThis whole greentext story was difficult to read because you insist on using those dumbass pronouns for your "sister" who is trying to be a woman, then give up right at the end and just use she/her anyway.
>>43208366She is a woman, I use they to refer to her in the beggining of the post because to me it would make it quite a bit confusing if I called her my sister and referred to her as a woman before she came out as a woman. As also writing a post where the only other person mentioned is a trans woman I felt it was important to specify that I am not trans myself, I felt that was somewhat important context when I was writing it.
>>43203456fuck your sister
>>43203717I do worry that saying something like that would lead her to believe that I would be against us being together on the basis that she is my sister, in the rare chance that she does somehow feel the same way. I am torn on what I could really say to her that wouldn't be obvious enough to remove all plausible deniability but that also is obvious but enough to show intention
>>43208464*Is obvious enough to show intention
>>43208464Those other possibilities are things you can say with tone or by paying close attention to how she reacts. You could also say "if it wasn't weird" or something like that. You should honestly not do it for the reasons stated, but I guess if you want to be more predatory (which you aren't being by just thinking about it) you could pay attention to how she is in intimate settings like changing in the same room, or talking about sex. Has she even expressed interest in women?
>>43208366no eye contact detected
>>43208571Yeah she has tried going for men before but according to her she's just really not into men, she is a lesbian as well.I guess thats true I could approach it in different ways and pay attention to if she's receptive to that stuff
>>43208677least obvious samefagging to bump the thread
You better fuck your sister or i will
>>43203456>>43206287>>43206397god this is so fucking hot. OP next time i masturbate im gonna think about how you masturbate to the thought of your sisters cock in you nightly. and maybe the next time after that too
>>43203717Might as well just say you want to fuck her, no one is fooled by that line
>>43206287not that nona but that is actively breaking my brain still even after reading it like 30 minutes ago god.>seeing her hand in me or my dick in my big sisid never mentally recover
>>43203456How old are you both?
>>43203456confess to her, do what you gotta do because otherwise you will spend the rest of your existence with an eternal what-if occupying a chunk of your mind
>>43209433I'm 22 and my sister is 19
>>43209504Fuck, yeah I really should, shouldn't I?
>>43203456Very obvious larp by a siscon trans girl.If it's not a larp, >>43203512 is right and you should set the thoughts aside and let these feeling fade. It sounds like they're not even that intense, you saw her in a cute dress once and masturbated to her a few times, simply moving on shouldn't be that hard.If you are going to engage with this (which you will of course, because this is clearly a larp), the way to go about it is to gradually increase the plausibly deniable flirting between you two and do you best to judge her reactions. Depending on how autistic you are you may struggle with this. This is also how you would foster attraction in her if she doesn't feel it already. Once you feel the tension between you, you can escalate into less plausibly deniable flirting until you eventually have a conversation about it all (or get drunk or something and go for it). You will have to be the one to initiate that, and you probably shouldn't wait too long because for as long as she has attraction to you without you confirming it's reciprocated, she will likely be disgusted and deeply ashamed with herself. This whole plan is dubiously ethical because you'd basically be grooming her into a relationship, but since this is a larp it's fine to do that.>>43203717 is stupid and won't work. If you put the ball in her court, nothing will happen because there is not a chance in hell she would ever be the one to take initiative with this. A trans woman who develops an attraction to her cis lesbian sister is going to hate herself for it, and thus not act on it.
>>43209602Although honestly probably the most ethical thing to do is to just confess to her directly and let her say yes or no. That gets it done with and let's her either distance herself from her pervert incest sister or decide on her own terms if she wants to do anything with this
>>43209514you will spend a lifetime mourning her leaving your life if you tell her.ask me how i know.
>>43209602literally. the only reason i ever acted on it was because i was high on acid and my ex convinced me i HAD to.
>>43209646*convinced me i had to tell her
>>43209646I think I remember your thread. You were the one with the heavily bpd sister who was emotionally manipulative and was kind of using you for everything, right? And she would do a lot of things that indicated she liked you but then as soon as you did anything she'd pull back?I'm sorry things ended so horribly :(. It seemed like a fucked up situation all around
>>43209679yeah thats me.its gotten worse since i saw her again. shes been kinder but... yeah. stuff i really dont wanna think about happened. she said and did stuff that was plausibly deniable but.yeah.i will never stop regretting my choice to tell her until this life ends, no matter where it takes us. assuming our next is any better or this one improves.
>>43209736:( that's rough anonIt really does seem like she's intentionally doing this, leading you on and doing plausibly deniable things but then treating you horribly if you ever do anything or acknowledge it. I don't know if she is trying to make you feel guilty or what but it seems like a really vicious cycle. I know you love her deeply and across different lifetimes and stuff but it seems rough, for both your sakes I hope you're able to change things
>>43209736>i will never stop regretting my choice to tell her until this life ends, no matter where it takes usnah youll get over it one day. ibdid something really REALLY bad when i was 14 and it took another 14 years for me to get over it but i did. for the first like 8 years i couldnt even think about it because it made me immediately suicidal if i did. also your sister sounds like a total bitch who basically baited you into it so you shouldnt even feel bad to begin with
>>43203456ask her if shes into romance novels, try sending her lesbian incest as like a way to connect with her interests, gauge her reaction from there. but most importantly just spend a lot of time with her, if she sees you as someone close to her she will be more prone to seeing you as something more than just a sister, and it creates this notion that she owes you something for everything youve done for her too
>>43209835Well...
>>43207928Andy is kinda repper-coded ngl
>>43209832no clue, but it was bad enough i drank an entire bottle of smirnoff on my own in one sitting the other night and just cried in my room over it. i dont know if shes doing it to hurt me, to show she loves me, or if its in the same way i feel for her or what>>43209835ive been mourning her for a decade, and when i finally stopped she came back into my life.
>>43209899only actual good advice on the thread
>>43210004That's beyond retarded advice. See>>43209349
>>43210010its not bad advice if the novel is actually good though, then theres plausible deniability that shes just putting her sister onto a good romance story
>>43203456god i wish my sister wanted to fuck me...
>>43209514it's your choice, but at the end of the day if you don't open the schrodinger box it'll squat at the back of your consciousness and eat at you
>>43203456Please if this isn't a larp... forget about it. Bury these feelings. Find a person that resembles her if you must. Just... don't fucking make her uncomfortable. It's not worth potentially staining your reputation in the family as well as it is not worth ruining her sisterly love for you, right?
>>43210894I don't want to make her uncomfortable either and it would be awful to ruin our relationship, but I don't know if this is something that I can just get over
>>43211063then repress it and keep whatever relationship you do have before you lose that too. id kill to just be her sister again, losing that hurt more than any death or breakup ive experienced combined.
>>43211123I do understand where you are coming from but I don't think this is something i can just reppress forever
>>43211309make the jump, take the leapask her
why are you like this be a normal chaser instead
>>43211309then do like other anons suggested and find someone similar, or just have a close bond with your sister again and dont fuck it upbelieve me you will regret it. ive made a lot of mistakes in my life, some which even cost lives of my friends. i will never regret any as much as that one choice.
>>43211417What if it works out between me and her though...
>>43211460look deep within yourself and the world you know, then ask yourself. in what world, would a trans woman risk her family when it's already so rare to have an accepting one, to fuck or be in a relationship with her sister. in what world would she do that with a big sister who was barely there for years after "being close before then"you reappeared, got horny and some mixed brain signals, that's it. its delusional to believe she'd have interest still in someone who ghosted for years, much less someone she is related to.your delusion will fuel your mourning like mine did.
>>43203456whatthef*dge?
honestly the only person who can gauge whether your sister will fuck you is you lmao
not that I support this silly behaviour but my advice would be for you to ask her what kinds of women she's into and to possibly alter your style or whatever after that
PLEASE if this isnt a larp DONT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
Come back and give us an update when you inevitability ruin your relationship with her.
>>43211794*her entire family
>>43203682It's just a meme
Hello, new here need to feel better
>>43211598I didn't just ghost her for years at my own volition we were just both busy with our own lives so we didn't get to speak much, but I never just disappeared on her. And it's not just about sex I just focused on that because otherwise I felt like no one would care about the post to reply.But the thing about the family might be true, I mean it's not like it's something that has to be announced to everyone, and everyone outside our immediate family are right wing and kinda gross towards her. But I do worry that she wont follow through with things because of repercussions from our family, they are progressive but i just don't know if they are THAT progressive
Okay so reading the mixed replies to this post I've decided to invite her to come to a bar with me this saturday night and have some drinks with me, I did say it was a bar date but it was in a clear joking tone and she laughed at it too so I didn't ruin the mood or anything. I asked her on the pretense of just catching up and hanging out together so there is still room to just chicken out and not do anything at all but, my plan is to shower her with compliments and maybe the lightest most plausibly deniable flirting, and since we'll both be drunk it will be understandable if I act a bit weird, but I'm just planning to test the waters, if she is completely repulsed by it even when she's drunk I'll know that I'll have zero chances at all. But again this is mostly just to hang out, I do want to be as close to her as we were before and there is a lot of room to just back off and not do anything weird.
>>43212003Just be kind with her. dont do anything too fucked up. my older sister has done and said some crazy shit and i just laugh and smile it off so i dont lose her and she still thinks its okay years later.
>>43211926>right wing progressiveyeah if theyre like mine theyd eat her alive. good luck though. dont ruin others lives along with yours at least.again, you have the control here being that youre:> not transand> olderit may not seem like much but thats a hell of a power imbalance. in that kind of household no one will believe her, especially if yall get caught, shes gonna be treated like a rapist or worse even if you both consent. she'll likely go along with anything you ask just to not risk things, or she may flee the entire family just to dodge the whole bullet. i literally do anything my sister asks of me and ignore the weird things she does or says by default because of that imbalance alone.
>>43211887take estrogen
you're going to regret it for the rest of your life if you don't try op. It will be difficult and you'll no doubt have to a lot of the initiating until both of your feelings are clear. but if you really love her and you really want her to love you.. you need to try or you're always going to regret it... i could've never even bring myself to try with my older brother but god if he tried for me.. really tried and made me feel like he could keep me safe.. i would've loved him forever...
>>43212437god i wish my brother loved me like you love your sister... life would've been so much better
>>43203456Consider: You are AFAB, confessing this to her would only ruin your relationship. But theres not much social consequences you would face.Best (worst) case scenario: If she says yes, you will hold all the social power over her (her being AMAB means she's the evil one who pressured you into it.)Worst (best) case scenario: If she says no, you can just lie. Everybody will believe you.t. have a cister ...
>>43212003dont get that drunk. in vino veritas. the chances of you fucking it up get exponentially higher the more you drink
>>43212477ill drink to that.i should also say, op, i am jealous as hell of someone having an older sister like you, but i mean it when i say youre bound to ruin things for both of you or just traumatize her.
>>43209835what did you do when you were 14?
>>43212604i dont think thats truei think incestuous relatinoships happen more often than people think theyre just not talked about because literally no group wouldn't demonize you online for it My mom was friends with a lady who was dating her cousin when I was a kid and I've met a lady online who is dating her sister (sounds like larp but it was on insta, you can tell by their photos they're related)
>>43212566I'll make sure to not drink much but somehow get her more drunk than me, I'm not quite sure how but I'll want to be as sober as possible
>>43212771keep updating op i want to keep recreating your story in my head but inserting myself and my older brother into it
>>43212699god this whole thread makes me wanna go home and drink after work. happy for them i swear.>>43212771why the fuckmy older sister does that to me too and idk why please explain your thinking
>>43212811alcoholic and writing fanfic it is. god.
>>43212822do u make fanfics about that kind of topic i would love to read them if so
>>43212840only one series and i started it a while ago to get back in the flow for writing / poetry.a path in the snow, on ao3
>>43212791The thread will probably get archived by the time the bar date happens but I'll make another one to keep you all updated if it goes well, if it doesn't then you'll never hear me again and I'll retreat away from the board in shame
>>43212811I guess it just feels nice knowing that you are in control of the situation, since you're the most sober one and all.
>>43212888pleasetell us either way. would love to know im not the only fuckup at least. or hey maybe itll go well and i can be even more dispondent lmao
>>43212840>>43212870lmm what you think ig
>>43203456Yep. Keep it to yourself forever. Try to forget it happened and leave that part of yourself behind forever.
>>43203456nothing wrong with this particular kind of incest from a non-eugenicist perspective lol. still, if i were her id be weirded out by you saying that. ultimately id go find somebody else hotter than her to fantasize about.
>>43203456this is so hot tbhon...>t.ranny with an older sister
>>43213765you're a weirdo anon, and so is op
>>43203456>another incest postmaybe this board is healing...
>>43203456omg chat I think this isn't fanfic.
>>43209619Yes but there is no real option here where incest will happenIncest is pretty universally treated as akin to pedophilia by the average person, so repressing is the only outcome that prevents her family from turning on her
