>>43209931
I lost an arm-wrestle to a girl

>>43209931
First time I saw a vagina in anatomy class I said “ew” out loud.

I insisted I wasn’t gay despite the accusations, which was true since I’d jerked it to anime titties by that point.

My first two attempts at peeing at a urinal went as follows(age 12 in the airports)

The first time I definitely didn't do it right and got pee on myself, hiding it with my shirt the whole next flight.

The second, I thought I would have a glance to see how other men next to me did it before committing, but I wound up just blatantly starring at this intimidating army guy's dick, so obvious he shot a glare in return, so scared, I scurried out of there before even peeing...

I tried twice because my mom pressured me into it basically and never did it again

--I lost a marker in my butt around the same age, so I just walked around a whole day with it up there until I had a movement.

--I was one of the stereotypical trannies who's class read Marvin redpost:is he a girl? Book and spent the whole time trying to lick my elbow until the whole class was staring and the teacher snapped at me "what the hell are you doing anon?"

--In 5th grade I was so starved for affection/wanted male attention I kept coming up with excuses to lay against or hug this indigenous kid that was way bigger than me and made up fake dreams I had that he was in for some reason??which he eventually called me out for this behavior. Its odd how I could be that cringe but couldn't ever get myself to tell my crush I liked him...

--I lied about having abs, and this kid put his hand up my shirt to check and I spent the next month coming out with scenarios that might get him to touch me again.

--One time the class was divided up by girls and boys and me being airheaded started going to the girl side until one girl scowled at me like "what are you doing dumbfuck"

--The bully girl in 3rd grade made fun of me for being sensitive and always crying, but I felt kinda good about it? I liked that I even cried when mad.

--I don't remember what I said or did but I must have been told "but you're a boy anon" a few dozen times which was always embarrassing.

>be me
>freshman in college
>take phenibut before class one day
>somehow end up in a argument with a girl in class
>didnt even feel like i was in argument
>dont even remember what it was about
>she said at the end "i should be a lawyer"

>>43210773
--my mom found me playing with barbies at daycare pickup and the tone she used made me feel embarrassed like I did something obviously wrong and I never played with dolls again.

--I woke up from surgery once and I have no idea what the hell I said but all the nurses were laughing and blushing and treated me kinda weird after.

>>43210069
chad
>69
checked and confirmed

>>43210838
lmaooo you mustve let the queen out

When I was in like 1st/2nd/3rd grade I had this Puerto Rican best friend and I forget why but we convinced ourselves to kiss each other so we did in public while we were in line waiting to be dismissed to go to our school bus

>>43209931
HAAAAH FAGGOT

>>43210773
i looked at an old guys wiener at a urinal as a kid too, he caught me, and i started using only the stall after that until realizing being afraid to use the urinal was a sign if being gay too so then i went back to using the urinal

>>43210863
nah this cute

>middle school math class
>teacher steps out of the room
>do my work like a good student
>math is cool
>class bully steals my pencil
>react and ask for it back because im dumb and autistic
>he makes fun of me, refuses to give it back
>grab at the pencil, too weak to take it from him
>get upset, grab his neck instinctively
>he throws me to the floor
>throws my desk to the floor
>dont want to get in trouble
>pick up desk and put it back before our teacher returns
>cry quietly with my head down and hoodie covering my head while everyone laughs
>still pencil-less

>>43210069
Did you end up trooning?

>>43210956
keks at the last line sorry nona

>>43210921
I mean I like men but I couldn't say if my lifestory is more similar to the experiences of straight or lesbian trannies.

>>43209931
I peed nyself at wal mart a few times. At most like 5 times. I was under 10 or something

>>43209931
dam the limp wrist stereotype is true

>>43210773
painful but wholesome. also you have a great memory. when i try to remember old memories like that, its all just a blur of vague events and emotions

>>43211323
Its funny that you say that, its only a handful of years, most of the rest are completely blank infact.

>>43211292
yea

>>43210956
skill issue, should have parried

>>43209931
i used to kiss my brother when i was a kid

>>43209931
Interesting I had a lot of similar experiences but I always felt like proud of it.

I ate a rubber eraser once in pre-school because I thought if people laughed at me that means they like me.

>>43211615
> I thought if people laughed at me that means they like me.
it does
and no one can tell me otherwise

I was a sheltered kid who went to a religious school so i never got sex ed

When I was 11 I took my dad’s phone and loaded up pornhub and went into some grassy area down a hill from a sidewalk and took my pants off and watched it and had my erect dick out. I didn’t know what masturbation or cunning was yet so I was just on my knees in the grass with my dick out watching it on a phone. Then about 10 minutes in I hear “hey kid” and i look up in shock and it’s an old couple and then they say “where do you live” and I just said “I’m okay thank you” and put my pants on (ditched my underwear i wanted to get out as fast as possible) and ran away, at that age I was not retarded enough to fall for that and just give away my identity.

I had no conception of an idea that it was looked down upon by society I truly did not have bad intentions, it shocked me that people got mad at me for it. Please give kids sex ed

Nah, if you didn't want to be a woman this wouldn't have bothered you. I'm a cis guy, my wife has better grip strength than me. She's better at opening jara than me, in large part because my hands are softer than hers. I am not bothered by this at all.

Cis guys do not worry or care about "making it as a man" that's just your mind justifying your decision to transition.

>>43209931
My mum let me dress up in dress to church when I was like 3 because I asked and she thought it was cute, she was really new to the church and the congregation were mad about it, to the point a few people their told her off and insulted her about it. People would bring it up there as a way to embarrass me till I left at 14.

>>43212091
What kind of church was it?

>>43212037
What, how did you know what porn was before you knew how to jerkoff, and you didn't infer how to do it from watching the porn? Such a wild combination.

>>43210069
holy based, vaginas are disgusting

>>43212573
I usually looked at just naked women showing off their bodies and such, never saw jerking off from anything. I liked to read smut usually and it never explained the process well either.
When I looked at porn or smut I would just sit there and feel my dick get hard and feel the nice feelings it made me had while not touching it as I didn't see much of a point, sometimes pre came out but I don't think I noticed it most of the time or I just didn't really understand what it was so I didnt think much of it.
One time when I was 15 I was doing this and i grazed it on accident with my hand and I had my first orgasm, I knew that something very significant had happened for the first time, I was in the dark so I couldn't see that anything came out and I wasn't pointing towards my body so none got on me so I just got in bed after, I wasn't sure if anything had actually come out or my dick just twitched without making anything come out. I suspected it was cumming but I asked some of my friends because I wasn't sure, they said it was.
Of course the next day I explored more and it made much more sense
>how did you know what porn was
I suppose i found references to it on the internet but not ones about jerking off. Yes it's very strange I know, looking back its crazy that it happened that way and I got to 15 without knowing what jerking off was

I was really uninformed as a kid, and all my friends seemed to have secret knowledge which I was ignorant to, and I was scared to learn more. I think I must have had a late puberty too, because they talked about having pubic hair and producing semen, which just went right over my head, I had no idea what that stuff was despite being about 12 or 13 at the time.
I have absolutely no idea how it started or why, but around 10 years old I would take diapers from my sister's room (she's 7 years younger than me) and wear them, it felt really comforting. I'd take one during the day when no one was around, hide it under my pillow, and wear it at night. I wet the bed until an ageater than most, my mom even took me to the doctor about it, so maybe that's why I took them initially, but I used to wear them while awake and was scared to accidentally fall asleep wearing one in case I got caught. eventually I started to masturbate in the diapers, even though I had no idea what masturbation was. I would rub up and down on the diaper without touching my penis until it felt really good. nothing came out at the time. this went on for years until my sister no longer needed to wear diapers, and that was really sad. i would save my pocket money and start buying them myself, pretending I was still buying them for my sister when the cashier asked (he knew me and my family). it wasn't until I was 13 I realized I could masturbate without wearing a diaper, but I still rubbed it up and down with a flat palm as if I was wearing one, and still nothing came out until a later date, so yeah must have been a late puberty I guess. it probably wasn't until I was 15 when I realized what I was doing is called masturbation and that I can actually do it differently. I missed a lot of school cause of mental health reasons, so I guess I missed the sex ed class which told us what masturbation is idk. as you can probably guess I'm mtf now and yes I still wear diapers, abdl is a huge part of my life :)

>>43213773
This reminded me of something mildly similar I(>>43210773) also did around the same age, I stole pads and liners for awhile because having them against my tucked genitals felt really comforting too.

>>43209931
>Be me, very young kid (either single digits or close to it, not sure the exact age tho)
>Nana passed away
>Sibling and I were asked to do the offertory thing where we bring food and wine up to the front of the church
>Halfway up the hall I trip on my own two feet and dump the whole contents of the container I was carrying all over the ground in front of everyone
Rip

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>>43209931
>in economics class in 8th grade
>i dont know why we had an economics class but whatever
>at this point, i didn't really give a fuck about school, i was a lazy little shit
>retarded computer math test
>still don't really understand what this had to do with economics because they were just basic math equations
>i'd missed so much school up to this point due to mental health issues and my brother in and out of the hospital that i couldn't do any of the questions
>literally not a single one, i tried, but couldn't figure any of them out
>skip through the test out of sheer frustration
>immediately realize my mistake as i'm the first to finish
>quietly read unwound by neal shusterman (good book btw)
>teacher comes over
>even remembering this now gives me anxiety
>before he even starts talking his face is red
>i don't remember all the details of the rant but he basically started scolding me for guessing all the answers
>try to defend myself, say i couldn't figure out, i tried, etc
>doesn't acknowledge any of what i said and starts raising his voice until he's basically screaming at me, right up in my face, i can smell his breath
>just for context, i was an extremely quiet kid, never caused any issues in his class, this was completely out of nowhere
>opens the door to the other classroom since they're connected
>gets the only teacher that i like to come in and humiliate me in front of anyone
>"wow, looks like we got the math magician here!" yes he unironically said that
>don't know whether to be embarassed or scared, just want to cry
>ended up getting detention because i didnt want to go back to his classes after that for obvious reasons
>as far as i know, he's still teaching middle schoolers

>>43211561
its called teching you fucking poser you cant parry a throw

>>43209931
one time in high school, the entire class was screaming and running around. this was the status quo, since it was full of 15-16 year olds who genuinely behaved worse than kindergarteners. I'm talking kicking soccer balls and getting into daily brawls in the middle of the room, all while the teachers gave not the slightest fragment of a shit, and would regularly just not do their job and instead spend the class doomscrolling facebook or loudly gossiping with random acquaintances on speaker-calls.
That day the civilizational rot and social decay around me was seriously getting to me, after spending my whole life never bothering anybody. I was already a sound-sensitive little autist so the uninterrupted cacophany- the constant 6+ hour long choir of earpiercing screeching and screaming got to me. I slammed my fist down with all my strength onto my desk like 4 times a second for 30 or so straight.
for a divine, glorious, orgasmic 10 or so minutes it was complete and utter silence, and all I could hear was the ringing of the severe tinnitus that coexisting with the subhumans in the public education system had given me.
My ears are still ringing as I typed this because it Never Goes Away. and it Never Will.

>>43210956
funny someone took my pencil as well

>ftm
>middle school
>having my first periods
>not wearing a tampon or pad in class
>get up from my seat to go to the next class
>blood went through my underwear and pants and made a blood print of my butt on the seat
>so much blood that it was dripping on the floor too
>walk to washroom after class
>blood is leaking through my pants
>leave trail of blood drops on the floor
>my pants are completely soiled

>>43209931
When I was like 10 or 11:
>have a massive crush on a girl at school
>not aware she even knows I exist
>after moving to secondary school she adds me on Snapchat
>we spend weeks talking and get really close
>one day I get a bunch of odd DMs apparently from her ‘sister’ asking do I love her
>I joke around rather than answering
>later she ‘gets her phone back’ and asks what the sister said
>I say the sister was asking if I’m in love with her
>she asks if I am

Moment of truth…

>I get flustered and say no
>we entirely stop talking after that

>>43214826
Oh and also one more story for luck that’ll make some people here hate me:

I’m about 8 or 9:
>looking up on my mum’s iPad srs
>my mum finds it
>asks if I’m trans
>says she’ll support me
>I say no
>repress for a decade

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>>43209931
I got group pressured into beating up this weird kid once and like yeah he had annoyed me before so I'd beaten him like maybe 3 times but this time I just beat him up despite not having a good reason for it and it's pretty embarrassing because like why did I do it

once in kindergarten the boys started yeklung at me that im in the wrong bathroom and the teacher had to intervene to tell them im a boy. had a friend as a teenager who used to tease me about being girly but it never bothered me. other than that i was surprisingly normal of a boy even though i thought all boys secretly wanted to be girls. guess i learned to mask pretty well at an early age

>>43212051
if thats true then incels are all repressing trannies

>>43214830
Reading that literally made me cry, but why nona, why did you say no...? Seemed like everything aligned to prevent that outcome.

>>43215082
I think I had a lot of self hate from a young age

Like my dad was a very ‘my son will not be a faggot’ type of guy and I think rubbed off on me even after he left my life

So I probably refused at the time because I still felt shame from his influence in my early life

I remember he used to force me into football clubs when I was really young and I’d just sit on the corner of the pitch making flower crowns lol

Not to mention all the people in my family who’d ask if him if I was gay from the age since I was like 4 when I’d hang around with my cousins and put on the princess costumes and stuff they had an play with them and I vaguely remember how disappointed he was

>>43209931
You could've made it as a gay man

>>43212051
>Im weaker than my wife
>cis men dont care about being weak
haha sure bud. is you wife trans?

>>43214315
teachers like that should be shot(with insulin cause they fat). Even the teachers I like looking back are all scumbags, just slightly better than the complete superiority complex brainless retards. no way am I sending mine to public school to be shuffled around and traumatised by these mongoloids.

>>43215136
>he left my life
ironic, cause hes a fucking faggot lol

>>43210773
trutrans

>>43215714
Thanks I guess, but 10 years on I think it would be a bit too late to detroon if I was Faketrans anyway

>don't understand why I have penis
>put lufa rope around penis
>twist rope until penis turns red bloody and asphyxiated
>get this incredible high feeling followed by painful burning sensation
>hastily untwist the rope
>worried I'll get in trouble
>penis heals
>do it again
>and again
>this is how I masturbate for years until I figure out the normal way at like 12
>feel like an idiot

Still have the penis btw

>>43216311
Wrapping stuff around the dick is a classic, i remember doing that too(without the masturbation part)

do you want to get your dick removed eventually?

>>43216341
After I figured out it could make me feel good, my penis and I made a truce. But if there was perfect magic srs that gave me ovaries I would go for it.

>>43209931
I first experimented with cross dressing when I was 10

>>43216462
Why is that embarrassing? Too late?

>>43209931
when I was 5 or 6 I made a drawing in my school
named penis girl. every finger of hers was a penis.

I dont know why the fuck I did that. I just know that I went to the supervisor and then my parents were called to school.
my father beat me up so much that I dont remember anything else. (I know this happened because my mom kept the drawing and told me years later )