So ive had this friend since year 5, I transitioned socially at 13 and started hrt at 16. He was supportive of my transition but took ages to use my name/pronounse. We have always done joke flirting, but recently when we were drunk it ended up with me giving him head, after that night it became REALLY weird between us and we hardly talked but the next time we hung out it once again ended with me giving him a bj but we were sober this time, both times after he has finished he reassured me that he wasnt gay though. Hes kinda my type but has very centerist political views and thats a bit of a turn off for me but other than that i think i could date him but im also not sure if he wants to date me or just use me to get off so idk what to do or how to ask him out.
>>43215709Nobody gives a fuck youngshit. Go away
>>43215709a sissy, most foul..
>>43215709Personal experience. Before you accept that you will accept his life essence into your body way more often than usual, make sure you have realistic goals and dreams that can overlap together so you are not boring. Your fear of get off comes form the fact that some daters are npcs and normies so they refuse to find a hobby and sometims mutual mastrubation becomes theirs and that's an issue. Remember: he will absolutely taste better if you emotionally support him beforehand. And you will taste better if deserve it and you know you deserve it when you don't do it out of boredom but because you want to see him happy and wanted.
>>43215709i don't know why you would suspect he is gay if he is letting a girl suck on his pp?
>>43215810Yea that's kind of a red flag imo
>>43215709It might be fine, but your history as friends and the fact that your values don’t seem to align + he’s uncomfortable seeing himself as something other than straight are bad signs. I’d date elsewhere, and then either do a fwb with him or try to stop hooking up with him outright and try to go back to just being old friends
