>>43233538
Yay bigen- thnx for the new thread!

>new hobbies?

I picked up a small box of warhammer minis a little while ago and started painting them up. Eldar corsairs for anyone interested.

I’ve gotten into craft cocktails the last couple years, but I try not to indulge that too much because it’s expensive and I try to limit my drinking to social outings. It’s interesting to learn about though, and it’s fun to make drinks for friends when we get together. One of my friends has been hosting watch parties of the og Star Wars trilogy for his 10 year old son. I’ve been making themed cocktails and mocktails for those.

Not really a hobby, but I started exercising again which has been nice.

I wanna get back into reading in the evenings as well instead of posting here or watching garbage on youtube. That one hasn’t happened yet lol

>>43233538
>QotT
I recently bought an old film camera and have been playing with it. I never take pictures I actually care about. More just random bullshit to try and unlock a creative side of myself. Maybe I'll even get into developing them myself
>>43233673
>I wanna get back into reading in the evenings as well instead of posting here or watching garbage on youtube
A cheap used kindle really helped me with this. I have a lot of trouble reading stuff on phone and computer screens. My brain just thinks of it as "if I see color on the screen, than means I can watch YouTube"
The kindle has helped separate me from that and read undistracted

>>43233718
A kindle is a good idea. I have a full,bookshelf of stuff to get through, but it would be nice to have something I could read without a light on that might keep my partner up.

>film camera
Neat! What kind did you get?

whelp, it's been a few hours; it appears i have been ghosted by the girl in the wheelchair.

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>>43233841
Pentax Spotmatic
My grandma also gave me a Minolta 500i but I like the analog nature of the pentax

Bumping

>>43233538
>>QotT
>Have you picked up any new hobbies recently?

Bouldering, which has been a lot of fun! I met a girl during it and we've climbed together a few times. At times I feel like she is into me, but it's really hard to read her intentions. She texted me to congratulate me on my birthday even though we barely know each other, and she's done that thing where you put in extra letters like "Heyyy" lmao. At the same time though, she hasn't tried to get physically affectionate with me, but like I said we barely know each other, so I don't know if she's just shy or careful or whatever.

>>43233538
>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?
It doesn't make you bi if you're a man.

>>43236694
femboys are men
if you are a man and like men, you are are not straight
hope that helps

>>43236814
It's never gay if (s)he looks like a woman

>>43236833
if you are a man and like men, you are not straight

>>43236836
Don’t bother arguing with him about this, it’s his pet topic. I’ve seen him create threads on here devoted to it. It’s just some silly chaser shit

>>43236038
>bouldering
Sounds fun!

>does she like like me anons??
Seems likely, yeah. She’s definitely positively disposed towards you in any case. Doesn’t seem like there’s any harm in asking her out. Worst thing that happens is she says no

>>43234179
That’s a handsome camera anon!

>>43237173
I don't think it's a sincere poster. It's a weird form of performance art

>>43237234
That wouldn’t surprise me either. I don’t claim to know what his motivations are, and I don’t particularly care either. He does this all over the board- it’s not worth engaging with.

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>>43236836
Im a straight man. I know what is straight and what is gay. Liking this is gay but liking a passoid isn't gay.

>>43233538
Question for bianons:
Which is more satisfying, sucking dick or eating pussy?

>>43237404
For me, sucking dick is more exciting than eating pussy at first, but if he doesn't cum reasonably fast or switch to fucking me I'll get bored/tired. But eating pussy is both hot and relaxing I love doing it for a long time.

>>43237404
pussy tastes better but sucking cock is more fun imo. in the end what matters the most for how enjoyable giving oral is, is how much i like the person and how good our chemistry is, rather than what kind of genitals they have

>>43237464
Both are good. Sucking cock is probably a little more arousing to me, but helping a woman cum feels more you’ve done a good thing for someone. I love guys, but I know we’re happy as pigs in mud to crank off and blow our loads in a dirty sock… kind of takes the magic out of it xD

I know women masturbate too and can be degenerates. My gf is probably on the whole grungier than I am. I’m just familiar firsthand with being a gross dude, so it hits a little different

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>>43236833

Anons, I have a massive self-imposed problem. I grew up kind of religious and my entire social circle is straight and conservative even for my shithole country's standards so I've had this arbitrary rule in my head that I'll get fucked as soon as I fuck a girl, but frankly, it's so stupidly easy to get laid with a guy compared to going through the whole song and dance with women that I'm seriously tempted to break this rule. But on the other hand, I know I'll feel immensely guilty when I do. It sounds stupid, but it's seriously tearing me apart.

>>43237771
What’s the rationale for that rule you made for yourself? I get that this is like a personal hang up + being in a conservative environment, but I still don’t really understand why you’d make that rule for yourself. Kind of seems like you should mow down on some homies if horniness is driving you crazy and they’re more available.

>>43237927
Idk. It just feels like a copout, I guess? It's just too easy. I haven't gotten as much as a date with a girl since last year while the moment i open grindr out of curiousity I'm bombarded with guys who want to fuck my shit up.

>>43238133
Hmm… well, I guess either wait for a nice lady, or go meet up now with one of the nice guys who’ve already expressed interest. I’d be inclined to do the latter, but it’s your call obviously.

>>43238133
anon friend, I don't know too much about being religious, so I don't know how much this applies to you
but we have one life
do not let these straight conservative societal standards dictate how you live YOUR life

are you saying that if you think if you have sex with a man before a woman it's because you have failed to seduce a woman or something?
to that I would say, take a step back and think
does it really matter? who actually cares?
maybe having sex with a man (or men) would improve your confidence and relationship towards sex..

and there is absolutely nothing to feel guilty about

of course all of this is probably all easier said than done, I just hope you can live your best life and get rid of these hangups

>>43237771
>I'll get fucked as soon as I fuck a girl
can anyone translate this to english

>>43233538
>QotD

Sometimes I think I'm too boring to have hobbies. I'm not good at anything and the terror of being bad at something and failing at something keeps me from trying and engaging with people in the stuff I find interesting. Everything I enjoy I have to do under intense secrecy so no one will find out and make fun of me.

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best bet to get my dick sucked?
virgin 22 and thinking its about time

>>43240064
he want's to have sex with a girl first before getting his cheeks clapped

>>43240445
This. He’s the old fashioned sentimental type

>>43240364
>I'm not good at anything and the terror of being bad at something and failing at something keeps me from trying and engaging with people in the stuff I find interesting.
I used to have a similar (the same?) problem. While doing shrooms I realized that it was because I had an idea buried deep inside my mind which I wasn't even aware of: that I deep down believed that I should be better than most people. Not that I was or that I am that, but specifically that I should be and thus I didn't want to try new things so my ego wouldn't get hurt. But I realized that it doesn't matter if I get laughed at for being bad at new things (which almost never happens), but that people actually respect you more if you try hard at something you start out being terrible at - which works for me, since I'm terrible at almost anything I try at first lmao.
I guess the bottom line is that people really don't judge you that harshly for not being naturally talented, and even if someone does it doesn't make you a worse person for it.

>>43240364
I like a lot of things but I'm always afraid I'll run into someone more into that thing than me and look like a total poser.
I like movies but I like B-movie shlock so what will I look like next to some arthouse cunt? I like boomer rock but what if I start forgetting songs and band members when someone talks to me about it? I like drawing but what if someone who does proper art wants to see my full of yaoi twitter?

>>43240364
>>43241055
also, being a beginner is okay *clap emoji*
you are not expected to know how to do something instantly, to have this amazing talent instantly

beginners are shit
but that's okay
because you know what, beginners that continue become not shit
and beginners that don't, stay shit

man I fucking hate the bi cycle, it's why I refuse to date anyone long term or ever settle down. I just spent the past 5 or so months feeling only attracted to women and fantasizing about building a family with one, now the gears have shifted and I just want a boyfriend or fwb to fuck silly, get sucked by and suck his cock, being bi is hell

I hate trannies and I hate bi gooners with peanut brains.

>>43240396
69

>>43241294
There’s no utility in fucking women or trying to date them.

Women are parasitic

>>43240396
grindr, sniffies, blowers. you can literally get your dick sucked 5 minutes after making an account on any of these unless you lived in the middle of fucking nowhere

>>43237771
Closeted bi sexual

Old as time

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>>43241380
AIDS speedrunning faggots

>>43241171
You are approaching it from the wrong angle. People share their hobbies and interests in order to connect with others, not to flex how much they know about it. For the movie and music parts, you can simply go "Oh damn I haven't heard about that movie/song/band, tell me more about it". I got into independent film only a couple of years ago so there's tons of classics I've yet to see, but people always react positively when I do the aforementioned thing.
The yaoi twitter you should probably keep to yourself tho lmao

>>43237771
you're a faggot harry, having sex with a women before you put a dick in your mouth won't change that fact

>>43241451
Did you forget your trip on this post or what?

>>43233538
>Have you picked up any new hobbies recently?
hatred

>>43241361
I don't agree
I think men, especially straight men are evil
sadly I'm attracted to men too, otherwise I would just interact only with women

I'm sorry to my bi brothers itt, (non closeted) bi men are kings usually

>>43241380
What if I don't want my dick sucked by a gross 53 year old trucker.

>>43241775
then be attractive enough to get it sucked by a woman or cute twink ig

>>43241421
I do think online gatekeeping and purityspirals have ruined me so it's partly a me problem but I also feel like normalfags will use any weakness or perceived advantage over you to make you feel like shit

>>43241055
Yes I definitely have the inner belief that I have to be the best at everything I do. I learned this from my parents who had this very real expectation of me. Failing to be effortlessly good at something drives me to suicide. I tried taking shrooms but it turns out the meds I'm on make them ineffective.

>>43241803
What if I'm ugly

>>43241221
Yup so I just have to stay shit at everything. The feeling of doing something badly put me in the psych ward before.

>>43241840
then you get sucked by the gross 53 year old trucker or pay someone prettier to suck you off

>>43241421
>You are approaching it from the wrong angle. People share their hobbies and interests in order to connect with others, not to flex how much they know about it.
I don't know if this is true necessarily. I've met a lot of people in real life who like to gatekeep other people's enjoyment.

>>43241819
>I also feel like normalfags will use any weakness or perceived advantage over you to make you feel like shit
Me too, hence the intense secrecy about my hobbies

>>43241819
>normalfags will use any weakness or perceived advantage over you to make you feel like shit
That's definitely not the case. The overwhelming majority of people fall into the sharing-your-hobby-to-make-connections category. The ones who don't are the ones with awful self-esteem and shit like that who try to put others down because of their own self-hatred. You're not gonna fully believe this until you try it though.

>>43241825
Just like the other poster above (unless you're the same person?), things won't change unless you leave your comfort zone and try the things you're scared of.

>>43241884
Then ditch them? They're basically giving you a gift by revealing themselves to be shitty people immediately so you don't have to bother with having them in your life.

>>43241819
>I also feel like normalfags will use any weakness or perceived advantage over you to make you feel like shit
No, if anything it's only weirdos who do this.

>>43241380
>all for faggots
anon I was at least hoping to have a *chance* to get head from a woman but thanks nonetheless, might download grindr ig

>>43241401
Good news! You might not be aware, but there’s actually a whole gen thread for dudes who only like other cis men. It’s much more active than bigen, and you won’t have to deal with the undesirables that post here. I’m sure we’ll all miss you, but I think you’ll have a nicer time over there.

>>43241955
Yeah, I know things won't change. I'm at peace with that, or as at peace as I can be. I wish I could afford ketamine therapy or something more radical, but I can't.

>>43241981
Agreed, that’s angry weirdo behavior

>>43241955
I have ditch them! This is why I'm friendless :(

>>43242004
Well yeah, if you refuse to change things won't change.

>>43242031
Time to find a new group in your hobby or sport, or a new hobby or sport altogether then.

>>43242301
I know things won't change. Like I said, I'm as at peace with that as I can't be. Still sad though.

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>>43242376
>I'm as at peace with that
>Still sad though
Those are obviously mutually exclusive but alright it's your life...

>>43242420
>I'm as at peace with that as I can be

Yeah dude like it's not ideal but there's no path forward to me that I can divine. I also wish failure didn't make me suicidal.

Bump

i might find someone on grindr to try giving a bj for the first time
scared that:
1. they will push me to do other things
2. i wont be good at it even though it seems pretty straight forward

Even if I killed myself no one would care. I'd be like that woman who died in her apartment and no one found out for years.

>>43244105
Bumping for you and all the other sad anons posting today. You lot were out in force lol. I don’t really have any advice beyond what others have shared, but I hope you all figure out how to be happier. gl sad sacks of bigen, I’m rooting for you <3

>>43233538
crossing piss streams is often a teenage boy's first homoerotic encounter

>>43243763
>1. they will push me to do other things
Just take your time and sus out how they chat. Most of the pushiest people will reveal themselves automatically.

Bump

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i noticed they changed the number of the suicide hotline (it's on a sign at the end of all of the subway stations here) from a 1-800 number to "988" that's it just three digits. grim.

>>43237404
pussy tastes good from the start and bringing a woman to orgasm feels like an accomplishment. dick has no taste until the end, and it's an awful taste, possibly the worst of anything that isn't hazardous to eat, and there is no sense of accomplishment (though there may be other warm feelings) as there is with a woman's orgasm. i have enjoyed licking a twinks cum off his nipples despite the taste. sometimes i've enjoyed deepthroating in my dreams, but irl it's not fun.

>>43243763
is there a lot of fetlife activity around where you live? i hate fetlife because no one there is monogamous, but that crowd is very good on consent. they might not all be bi but at the same time they will not be offended at all if you assume they are.

Neighbor above me is going to town on a vibrator and I know those sounds.
>>43233841
They started killing the old gen kindles. I'm sad about that.

whos got the biggest dick in bigen

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>>43248769
In terms of length or circumference? I have to use (depending on brand) xxl condoms because I can't put normal sized ones on without cutting off blood flow completely...

>>43248769
I know I am not the smallest but also not the biggest at 5.4in

>>43249240
god i want to rape you more every time you post you little fruit

>>43241294
how does the FWB work exactly? I've been curious about femboy/twinks/etc... most of my life. Of course when I was young those terms didn't exist.(i'm 48) but i just found out about this app, sniffles, i tried it out and was very surprised how many guys were on there. i spent a few days just figuring out terms and how it worked. (as an aside, i had no picture or stats and would get messages??) I found a younger guy, 26, twink, looking for an older man\daddy type. Well that's me i suppose. We chatted and talked, i met up with him to just meet to see if we were compatible/ looking for the same thing. we ended up kissing and he gave me a BJ. when done, he asked to be FWB. Does that mean, just call him to setup a time to be intimate? does he want to actually hang out? what does FWB mean in this world?

>>43248769
Not me- 5 inches here

>>43248769
7 inches in length and five in girth

I'm mainly a bottom

>>43248769
No dick, cis woman

>>43250486
Wouldn't clit length technically be the equivalent? Lmao

>>43250597
True, but believe or not I've never measured. I've got a few silicone options tho

>>43248769
I'm pretty average. Maybe a little thicker than average but I only make that claim based on my partner's comments on it
It's funny though that my bf and I have very similarly sized penises other than my girth. He's a lot smaller than me though so it's funny to see how much bigger it looks like on him

>>43250648
Of what sizes...
>>43249380
Erm, thanks.

>>43248769
6x4.5
It's fucking over. Shit looks ridiculously small on my frame. I want to be at least 8x6

Fuck big whos got the cutest dick? Im talking nestling bird cute

>>43250854
I've been told I have an attractive penis
My meatus is a bit wide though so I don't shoot cum, it more just globs out

>>43250902
What a funny thing to tell a person

>>43250915
If I can't overshare with strangers on the Internet, who can I overshare with?

>>43250931
I mean to tell someone they have an attractive cock. If its not ugly then its attractive just internally from what it is.

>>43250947
I've always found it odd when people refer to either set of genitals as "pretty" or "attractive". I think objectively speaking, genitals are pretty ugly. But that's fine, they're not there to be pretty.

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>>43250947
I've never gotten details but it has happened more than once

>>43250996
I agree that genitals look stupider the more you think about them, but at the same time some are clearly more attractive than others.

I love a vagina with thick ass flaps. The fact that porn stars cut them off is a sign satan reigns

why do i suffer so much?

>>43251584
Due to porn stars cutting off their vaginal flaps

>>43251584
Life is suffering. The trick is to find little things that make everything worth it or at least keep you going
And those things won't jump out at you, you have to go find them
I know this isn't that useful as advice but I hope it helps a little

>>43251715
i can't stop thinking about a girl i'm fumbled and i was like this for a week i guess. don't eat, don't sleep, nervous af, you know all that stuff when your brain tries to teach not to be like this again

>>43252077
Sounds like you're too attached to outcome and wanting others to like you.

>>43252145
i just wasn't really ready a few months ago and she wasn't clear with her intentions (god maybe she didn't like me at all and i only imagine things), now she has a bf and i have the worst month in my life. dude, this month sucks....
it's just so painful. i'm afraid i wouldn't find somebody like her but even if i find somebody i'm afraid i'd see her traits in the girl. and it wouldn't be like i date any of them, physically with one but in the head with another. i have no chances for her, i have no chances for anybody

>>43252145
thank you for talking with me, no other spaces left to hear me

>>43252247
>>43252256
You're welcome. For what it's worth, when you fall in love with someone you're not in a relationship with, you're falling in love with the *idea* of them rather than who they are. With the way you're talking about yourself, you would likely have self-sabotaged the relationship if you had gotten together with her. If you're serious about wanting to date you should work on yourself first - especially in terms of handling rejection and accepting yourself as a person.

>>43252318
yes, you've said it the last time.i understand it's just in my head and nothing was real but it feels pretty real. and i kinda rejected her in the first day....

this life feels like a marathon and i started running from another city, i'm so behind. i wish i didn't have to run this race but i'm falling into an abyss
another thing that i hate about myself is trust issues. the more people mistreat me the more it takes for another person to gain my trust. and like yeah i can just make a face like i'm trusting you but deep inside and it isn't the same and even worse it's more alienating than anything

i want to go on a date with somebody but i'm desperate rn like never it'll be a horrible idea

>>43252517
Sounds like you should seek professional help tb honest. It would probably do you some good.

>>43252530
not really. i don't have money. more realistically i'll read something about trust.
thank you

Bige, go for it nakamura kun and marriage toxin are this season so I am eating good.
>>43249380
I'm not super into cnc anymore tbf.
Mostly indifferent.

>>43251416
Disagree. They're all silly looking.

>>43251584
Dunno. It makes it all seem so pointless doesn't it?

I'm sort of worried for my bf's grandma
She's been consuming a lot of these AI videos about expensive coins and she is completely convinced that she has some that are worth millions
I'm a bit of a coin collector myself and took a look at some of the coins she thinks are worth a ton. The coins she was told are worth a ton are all mis-mints and the coins she has are just regular mintings from the same year and same mint
I feel bad that these AI videos are getting her hopes up

>>43254319
That’s a bummer. Old people were already easy marks for online scams and misinformation. Ai must be supercharging that dynamic.

where do i find cute boys to vent about my straight relationship to

>>43255087
Is sucking each other’s dicks after part of the arrangement?

>>43255185
well, they'd need a reward afterwards

>>43255215
I like the way you’re thinking, anon :)

went to my local pride event and didn't talk to anybody and had a panic attack and left

Crossdressing anon who wanted to suck dick in front of his gf from last thread update
It was an all around dud. My pics got him excited enough to travel 80 minutes right away but I guess in reality I didn't look the part, though he says the gym depleted his horniness. I sucked him and he didn't get hard so after a few minutes he went to the bathroom and I let my gf know that I want to stop and she handled it from there.
Neither of us feels particularly anything about it and we intend to try again.

>>43256535
Uhm...
>she handled it from there
What so you mean...
Also how does one even enter this situation?

>>43256930
>What so you mean...
she kindly communicated that it's time to go lol

>Also how does one even enter this situation?
over the last year I came out as bi, started crossdressing, sent her videos of me sucking dildo and eventually we talked about setting this up through grindr, pretty standard stuff no?

>>43257117
Man your girlfriend sounds like a real G. I hope you’re doing your part to keep her happy. Open minded and supportive partners need to be shown real appreciation.

Sorry the first outing was a bust. I admire you and your partner being down to take another shot at it. I feel like a bad first experience like that would rattle me enough to put the whole thing on ice for awhile.

>>43256361
Sorry you had a bad time anon, crowds can be overwhelming. Kudos to you for working up the courage to go in the first place :)

>>43254401
It's bad
Really really bad
She's a sweet woman and I care for her but she's been having money issues since she had an aneurysm 3 years ago (thank you American healthcare system)
And she's been tearing apart her entire house to find anything that will make her a quick buck. She found the ai coin videos and now she's convinced she has millions of dollars worth of spare change
It's sad to watch and I don't have the heart to tell her the quarter she has is worth exactly 25¢
And I'm sure this story isn't unique in this country

I just tried crossdressing today and did my makeup and uh... I feel absolutely adorable?

I found this cool gothic dress in a secondhand store
didn't try it on of course because too embarassed, so I just bought it anyway

I got home and it somehow fit me PERFECTLY

is this a sign... has this awakened something in me...
maybe I'll wear it to pride this year...

>>43258305
Post a pic bud
You can't just honeydick us like that

>>43256361
Yeah that's how it goes for me too. I really don't like most "queer" people at these events

>>43257652
You're poor girlfriend. And you made her kick the guy out? You better be buying her diamonds and champagne every fucking day