I really wanna detransition, but I like having breasts too much. It the first time my chest felt normal. What do I do?
>>43236257You detransition but you stay a boy with tiddies
>>43236265I don't want to have a hairy chest with male skin. That kinda defeats the whole purpose of having breasts
>>43236257I'm in the middle of this process now but I feel like I'm gonna come back on it again in a few months, estrogen made me the happiest I've ever been in my life
>>43236257Seek professional mental help
>>43236398For what exactly?
>>43236257Is there a reason you want to detransition?
>>43236453I'm not a woman. That's pretty much it
>>43236462But you dont want to be or?
>>43236462that's a dumb reasonyou can just be a gynandromorph eunuch if you want
>>43236343that's cute, but why not at least manmode instead of detrooning entirely?
>>43236509I mean manmoding isn't really the right term since I'm still pretty twinkish, I mostly went off it because I want to be able to have my own kids one day so once I'm able to freeze my stuff I'd prob go back on it with raloxifene this time, I'm still a bit young and questionig a lot
>>43236547>twinkishit'd be boymoding then. but that's a good reason to get off e for a short while
>>43236572yeah, I'm praying to fuck that I don't get too masculine while I'm off it but I don't think three or four months would be enough for it to matter much, I was kinda stupid not to freeze it before going on it to begin with so I'll just have to deal with it
>>43236494It's not about wanting. I just am not one
>>43236804Btw but a lot of people say they want but aren't and end up being reppers
>>43236310you detransition but you stay a boy with tiddies on hrt.I am a cis boy with tiddies on hrt, but I legally go by a female name, have female on my legal documents, use she/her pronouns, and am getting SRS within the next year.
>>43236912If I were a repper, shouldn't I know that I'm repressing?
>>43236257whylegit just do the MtHeFAB route.
>>43236952You know that's not what detransitioning means>>43237023Do you mean why I want to detransition? If so, then it's because I'm not a woman and have no femininity at all
>>43236257bump
>>43237012Not really it doesn't work like that
>>43237932Really? If I'm not aware that I'm repressing, how can I know whether I'm actually repressing? Is repression something which can only happen retroactively?
>>43238038You can repress without realizing because of an unwelcoming environment
>>43238063There should still be something that would clue me in and make me aware that I'm repressing, right?
>>43236257Son, stop this bullshit. You're a woman. You fucking like your boobs. Just be yourself, be a courageous woman with a dick and nice tits.
>>43238163Dysphoria symptoms might
>>43238344are you the one doing all the daddy-transdaughter hornyposting?
>I really wanna detransition, but I like having breasts too much. It the first time my chest felt normal. What do I do?41% says you hang trooner. Does it really matter what you do?
>>43238344Liking my boobs doesn't make me a woman
>>43236257well why do you want to detransition, what you're saying makes it seem like you enjoy being a trans women. Do you miss being seen as a male and the privilege's that comes with that?I can kinda relate with that but I know being a male made my feel awful overall and I was never really taken seriously anyway so being a trans women made a lot of sense to me.
>>43238592I want to detetransition because I will never be able to assimilate and socialize as a woman. I like the effects of estrogen, but they're inherently not for me
>>43238913*detransition
>>43237203Okay just be an MtHeFAB. Call yourself a boy and go out with your tits.
>>43236952why do you want SRS? as a self identifying cis man
>>43238913tbqh a lot of cis women have similar socialization issues with other women, I wouldn't let that define you. Most cis women these days are very terf coded and aren't really worth listening to as they will never understand how trans women feel.I feel for you nona, and I won't judge you no matter what you do.
>>43239092this nona is rightmy mom is cis, knows lots of peopleabsolutely 0 friends her whole life
>>43238592nta but y would anyone like being a trans woman? what even is the difference between being seen as male or as a trans woman? i think ppl transition w the goal of being perceived as female, detransition comes from the realization that that just isnt possible
>>43239144for me it's just true for me, I looked into every option I had before I trooned out. I suspect that the abuse I experienced from my terf mom had an effect on me. I transitioned so I could feel normal in my body and myself and I've had good experience being accepted by other women so far despite all the hardship I experienced to get where I'm at now. For me it's accurate to say I've had the mental schema of women my whole life despite being late.I'll never know what it's like to be a cis women and that's okay, I can only make the best of the time I have left.If I went back to performing musicality, I could do it but that would be hell for me.
>>43239266*masculinity
>>43239046If I call myself a man/male, then I don't want to nor shouldn't have breasts
>>43239915if u like em then y not?
>>43239915This is stupid
>>43239990>>43240147I can't just have breasts and be a man. Most male clothes will look ridiculous on me, and every other man will clearly not treat me as one of their own, so I have to decide between being a man and having breasts. I can't have them both
