In high school, I had tons of friends, knew most of my hometown by name, a bunch of girls had crushes on me, parents of my classmates said I'd do "great things" someday, one of my teachers said they would be happy if i married their daughter, I played 3 sports, was involved with multiple clubs, worked part-time, still got straight-As and kept up a long-term relationship (with the goal of getting married & having kids). But in college, I had too much time to think, too much freedom, and I acknowledged the tranny thoughts too much. It destroyed my psyche more and more until I became a husk of a person, burning all my bridges and receding into myself.I wish I had stayed angry and ambitious and leaned into being a cool bald bearded man traveling the world with his loving family. Instead, I'm an ugly masculine tranny in a boring office job with no goals for the future, no friends, no hobbies, and my girlfriend isnt even attracted to me.But I'm happier now than I ever used to be with an objectively better life. It confuses me and makes me angry sometimes that the only thing that makes me happy anymore is looking more like a woman. I wish I was different.
>it's another "white tranny complains about being a minority" threadhow exciting
>>43238816keep scrolling and move on with your life if you dont care then, bitch
>>43238807Imagine ruining your life for a fetish
Just get your girlfriend pregnant, then you'll be a happy normie. Your gf isn't another troon are they?
>>43238831>imagine being happy
>>43238839I can't get anyone pregnant and I wouldn't have wanted bio kids anyway. I wanted no way of passing on the tranny gene or any of my other mental illnesses.
>>43238807When i was in high school all my friends just bullied me and called me ugly everyday 0/10 would not recommend
>>43238863Of course you can, hrt is fully reversible. You didn't get stuff done to your genitals I hope, did you? It all sounds kinda miserable, and think of your poor gf do you really wanna ruin her life by tethering her to someone who doesn't see a future and doesn't want to start a family?
>>43238899lol ok. thanks for the suggestions.
>>43238807you should dump your gf for someone who is attracted to you
>>43238918im not attractive in any way, so no, i don't think anyone else will be attracted to me either
>>43238807relatable except i was a nobody in high school
>>43238807I spent 30 years living my life as a man, and it's a largely uneventful experience full of struggles to prove your basic human worth, crushing your ambitions and losing yourself just for a tiny chance of making itAnd nobody cares about you if you fail
>>43238899nta but mine got snipped off since it isn't really necessary for a girl to have a penis
>>43238899>do you really wanna ruin her life by tethering her to someone who doesn't see a futureI'm glad my ex managed to find a way to break us up for good, she de... nah you know what, I deserve betterI don't deserve this, I didn't deserve any of this. It may be too late to fix many things, but there's still some life left. I'll try. I might fail. It might amount to nothing. But it ain't over till the fat lady sings. I'll make use of my country's cuck firearms laws to make it harder to off myself. And in the meantime maybe I'll create a future. Why not
