Did you ever feel relief from dysphoria by non-conflictual alignment with your gender at birth. When I’m drunk I get euphoric that I am comfortable being a guy and don’t have to transition to feel better. Abyone relate?
No sometimes that would happen from wearing tighty whities and squeezing my legs together or smashing my genitals with a book until they went numb. One time they turned purple and i hoped they fell off almost as much as i hoped they didnt so i wouldn't get in trouble.
>>43240292Yes actually, I was going to post about somwthing similiar but didnt cuz nobody cares I feel like I can be my birth sex and be okay with it and love it when drunk but when sober I feel dysphoria It makes me wonder if being drunk is actually the true thoughts
>>43240357Are you questioning your gender currently?
>>43240326This is more for people who are confused/ ambivalent about transition. You seem like you were very androphobic and in need of transition
>>43240292when i orgasm i feel ok with being a guy but then the dysphoria comes back
>>43240292>>43240357>do drugs>dysphoria temporarily goes awayTruth nuke. When I do heroin the tranny thoughts melt away, so I'm cis
im much more calm and at peace with being my agab but I've been on hormones for a couple years now but i think if i stop i'll still be fine and be cured
>>43240292I had a guy who would do cnc stuff with me and yeah it took my mind off it and made me feel like I could be wanted by someone someday.
>>43240430Wouldn’t alcohol make me more accepting/ eager to the idea of transition? Since it reduces shame/inhibition
>>43240504Im sorry:( i hope you find someone who loves and accepts you
>>43240292when i'm high i tend to forget about my problems in general and think about the moment at hand, and that includes dysphoric thoughts
>>43240292I think I know what you’re talking about, but I wouldn’t call it actual alignment, rather temporary distraction from dysphoria in the moment. I felt it a lot when I went camping/hiking during scouting and was just around boys/men (when the topic of girls/women didn’t come up) and I could just focus on the hiking/nature/swimming/kayaking/fishing/shooting/etc. It was nearly impossible to stay distracted when I was in the presence of girls/women though, like I’d have to get reeeeeaaaaaalllllly fucked up to forget that I was on the wrong side if I were around the people who were on the side I should have been on from the start.
>>43240553I havent and he doesnt talk to me now unfortunately but thank you.
>>43240997I get this feeling in co ed groups
>>43240326you are a weirdo and you should be murdered
>>43241162Thank you for sharing sir.
