how do you actually tell if you’re repressed? i generally don’t feel a lot of emotions, positive or negative, both because it’s just how i am and also because i’m on antidepressants. this makes it really hard to parse how i actually feel about my body. sometimes i do wish i had a feminine personality but i think that comes more from wishing i knew how to make friends or talk to people. otherwise my desire to transition exists in a void, like it’s just kinda there without any connection to like, the needs/wants that would justify it if that makes sense.
do you want to be a woman
>>43243609>it’s just how i am and also because i’m on antidepressantsyou wouldn't need antidepressents if your baseline was just robot emptiness nonny, that is a literal contradiction. people do this thing where they react to the outside world with their inside world, and when they don't do that we call it a "developmental/antisocial disorder". it's really not very normal to just not feel stuff, and when people do present that way it's assumed that they developed that as a coping strategy, not because it's some essential part of their personality.It doesn't mean your trans or anything, but it's really not typical.
>>43243609im like you and I mistakenly pulled myself into trannyism and regret itI think ppl like u and me just have no inner self and it’s easy to get pulled into nonsense identity discussions like this
>>43243632i’ve certainly thought about it. i get stuck on the not knowing why and eventually just forget about it
>>43243830what do you think is the reason trans women want to be women?
>>43243846because it’s a better option for them than being a man i guess. maybe not the whole becoming a hated minority thing but because helps them function better compared to being a dysphoric man or whatever
>>43243969so do you have gender dysphoria?
>>43243609Antidepressants made it very hard. I wish I was never put on the damn things.Do you want to be a woman?
>>43243609you just want to fit in or have meaning, you're depressed
>>43243995like i said it’s hard for me to identify stuff like that in the first place. occasionally i have thoughts that i’m sure would sound dysphoric to someone who’s not me but without much feeling behind them. i don’t really trust them because they’re indistinguishable from thoughts that i know are intrusive or just background noise without a lot of weight
>>43244057ok, well if you could choose whether you were born a man or a woman and your life would otherwise be the same, which would you pick?
>>43244088woman
>>43244146then you're probably trans
